Sharring the story of Husko the Hero...

I try...
But...
It wasn't just a moment or once as i've said before...
I actually think i knew what i was doing was wrong...but couldn't stop myself...
It's easy being good when everything is ok...
It's when things go wrong that we see our true selves...and when he needed me most...I failed him...

I can document wrong decisions i made that would certainly affect what happened later on...and thinking back my reasoning was absolutely wrong...and they point to me that Husko was less important to me that stupid bills or Ares the stray doberman i had given for adoption (which had to find another home within a deadline) or dear old f@cking me...

I'd be lying if i'd say helping or adopting another dog (eventually) makes me happy as Husko being alive&happy would...i just hate to see anyone else feel the way i feel now...


...Can you video the tremors and what medication Tipper is on?

Iraklis:
I have some video I took with a small tablet I have and have to figure out how to get it on photo bucket. I will work on it this weekend. I have to see if I can find the manual. I was trying to see if exercisehad some relationship to her tremors. If too much makes more tremors or if too little makes more. I am keeping a journal on it. Beaglemom asked you about the Artemis on her thread, I thought you may have overlooked it. Today is sunny and in the 60s, Tipper has walked three times already. I wish it would stay like this, but Monday or Tuesday is snow. I will be taking Tipper for her ultra sound on the 23rd of April. She has one
every three months, this will be the fourth one. It is very hard to sit and wait for her and see if the tumor has grown. I die a million deaths waiting to hear her fate. Hope you and Lemmy have a nice day.
Patti

Looking forward to the video!
Hope the ultrasound shows positive results!

Went to the shelter today and walked some dogs...my mother walked Lemmy...and I bought him a 1euro toy he loved at first sight (and weirdly ,he didn't manage to disintegrate it in 10secs...it still exists...)! :)

Iraklis:
I am so glad you went to the shelter and walked the dogs. It would seem you have a good relationship with your mother? I am so happy that you took Lemmy and got him a toy. He needs you now, and you need him. The shelter is probably really needing volunteers to walk the dogs, so that is a good thing you are doing, and I think it will only serve to help you through this. It is going to be in the 70s today so the doggies will be out!!
Patti

Iraklis:
I am having a time trying to get this video up to watch. I will keep trying. It is pouring rain here, how is your weather? Hope you and Lemmy have a good day.
Patti

Iraklis:
So what are you and Lemmy up to this week? We have snow coming down. This video is making me crazy!
Patti

Just the usual...
Some days are bad...others are even worst...
Trying to adjust again to sleeping at night and not morning to almost noon...


Just thought of sth about the tremors...could you check body temp before trilostane administration and at various times after that and when tremors occur?

It all I'd:
I am going to look online to see if I can get one of those gadgets that you can put in the dogs ear and take his temperature. I am hoping to be able to get this video online soon. It was really cold here last nite only 22 degrees. There is still snow on the ground. I took Tipper for her blood pressure reading this morning. It was good and her weight was down a little which is great. I know how hard it is to change your sleeping time around. Hope it works out. Have a good day with Lemmy.
Patti

Iraklis:
I ordered a thermometer to take Tipper's temperature in her ear. It should!d be here soon. She slept in her crate last note, so I don't know if she had tremors. They just seem to be getting worse and it scares me. I know it is listed as a side effect on the Vetoryl insert, but this is getting beyond tremors they are getting sostrong. I hope to have the video up by next week. Hope you are getting your sleeping changed around ok. It is nice and sunny, but chilly here. I take Tipper to the hospital next week for her tumor check, so plewse keep your finger crossed that it has not grown.
Patti

Have you thought of maybe stopping Vetoryl for a few days, maybe a week ,to see if the tremors stop?

It just started raining here...crazy cloudy these past 3 days...luckily walked Lemmy about 2 hours ago...

Not there yet concerning sleeping times...

Fingers crossed for Tipper!!!