amf1277
01-07-2024, 12:12 AM
Hi everyone! I finally ran across the site deep within the bowels of the internet after yet another Cushings search. I don't have all the lab numbers but here's the general overview. I have a 7 year old black lab named Gypsy. She literally went from a dog that was retrieving in the ocean in July to a dog that looked 15 year old by November. In late August/early September, we began to notice a bit of a personality change --- we jokingly said she was depressed. By October, we could tell she was losing weight/muscle. Her first vet appt was 10/4/23. After an initial UTI diagnosis, over lots of testing over the last 3 months, she was diagnosed as hypothyroid and then Cushings and placed on 30mg of Vetoryl/2x day. While her labs were good after the initial 14 day introduction, she acted like she felt worse than ever. We lowered the dosage to once per day but no change. She was SO lethargic and could barely get her to eat. The poor girl has went from 92 lbs down to 77 just 4 days ago. We saw an internist this past week and after consulting with a kidney specialist, they were both in agreement that due to the high cholesterol, elevated liver enzymes and extreme muscle wasting, that she has a macroadenoma. However, the astronomical cost aside for an MRI and radiation treatment, given the physical condition she is currently in, my husband and I can't bring ourselves to put her through all that when we were advised that the prognosis would still be poor. She is already vet weary. After a couple of days of tears and serious convos, we decided that the best thing for her was to not let her keep existing in her sick body for no more than another week or two. That being said, her appetite has improved and is eating better this past week than she has in 2 months ---- eating like you would expect a dog to eat with Cushings. However, we just can't keep weight on her and again, the muscle loss is astounding. She's lost so much muscle even on her face that her bottom lids droop. She will just stand and stare off into space, have to be helped up the steps to get back inside sometimes, move so slowly and stumble, trembles .... it's pitiful to see this in a 7 year old dog.
So that brings me to where my mind has been this past 36 hours. I spoke to my vet today. I said I don't want to get our hopes up but a small part of me wants to try meds again as one last Hail Mary. But she did so poorly on Vetoryl that I hate the thought of potentially putting her through that again only to still have to put her down. The flip side is what if it helps because when we tried it the first time, we didn't realize she had yet another raging UTI until after we decided to stop it. So I'm sure that made her feel worse. The vet said that it probably wouldn't help her but there's always the chance. His final piece of advice was if there's any part of me that wants to try, I will always wonder what if should I choose not to. At the end of the day, I only want what's best for her. I just can't decide if seeing her with the typical symptom of ravenous appetite is just a false hope that I could help buy her more time with meds. Most of the stories I've found here with macroadenomas don't give me much hope.
This is such a horrible, horrible disease that is robbing my family of our best girl much too soon. :(
So that brings me to where my mind has been this past 36 hours. I spoke to my vet today. I said I don't want to get our hopes up but a small part of me wants to try meds again as one last Hail Mary. But she did so poorly on Vetoryl that I hate the thought of potentially putting her through that again only to still have to put her down. The flip side is what if it helps because when we tried it the first time, we didn't realize she had yet another raging UTI until after we decided to stop it. So I'm sure that made her feel worse. The vet said that it probably wouldn't help her but there's always the chance. His final piece of advice was if there's any part of me that wants to try, I will always wonder what if should I choose not to. At the end of the day, I only want what's best for her. I just can't decide if seeing her with the typical symptom of ravenous appetite is just a false hope that I could help buy her more time with meds. Most of the stories I've found here with macroadenomas don't give me much hope.
This is such a horrible, horrible disease that is robbing my family of our best girl much too soon. :(