My Annie, 15 1/2 pheochromocytoma - Annie is now an angel running free

[Squirt's Mom]

Hi Kim,

So glad Annie's feeling a bit better. :) One of the worst things you can do to me is put drops in my eyes....my eye doc kinda has to chase me around the chair a bit. :o And Trink? Oh my...it was like I was holding a Great Dane instead of a itty bitty thing! :eek: She hateshateshates it! and she didn't even have the eye itself...just the corner of her lid! :rolleyes: I would go through a bottle in less than 1/2 the time it should have lasted because most of it went on her, me, the floor, the couch, etc! :D

I hope this ulcer heals quickly!

Hugs,
Leslie and the gang

[Rene]

Still prayers for precious Annie!

[k9diabetes]

Hi Kim,

I just came across this now. Chris never had a stromal ulcer but he had very bad corneal ulcers that were indolent, slow healing. One took most of six or nine months to heal up and healed only after it a keratotomy was done over most of his cornea.

With corneal dystrophy as he had, the corneal cells don't cement well. They appear to fill in and heal the ulcer but aren't anchored properly and can basically just slip back off.

Chris was treated by an ophthalmologist for years.

His eye doc was not a fan of debridement with complicated ulcers that refuse to heal. Pretty much after one or two debridements, if the ulcer wasn't healing, we went straight to a keratotomy.

The one bad ulcer we waited too long to go to keratotomy. Once that was done over most of the cornea, Chris' eye healed up quickly.

Keratotomy is either individual punctures or a grid of very fine scratches over the cornea that helps the cells to cement and fill in properly. Chris didn't require any sedation or anesthesia for them. They were done quickly at the eye doc's office at several of his appointments. Chris was a very mellow dog, though, who was easy to treat.

I think Annie might be able to have Atropine eye drops. That how Chris got Atropine. It relaxes the eye muscle and eases pain. So it wasn't taken systemically.

It's really really important that she has absolutely no opportunity to rub the eye while it's healing. It's a long time in a cone but if the cells don't want to cement right, they are very easy to dislodge.

Natalie

[Skye]

checking in on your and your baby.....sending warm thoughts prayers and hugs.

[frijole]

Thank you all! She is doing better but of course hates the drops.

Natalie - she is not in a cone and wasn't asked to be put in one. If you could see how frail she is and 'lopsided' due to her organs being enlarged... it is hard for her to walk. The cone would make it impossible. I do have one though.

Are there any alternatives that would protect the eye but not be so cumbersome?

I am glad to know about the procedure that does not require anethesia because I am sure Annie is not a good candidate for surgery.

Thanks angels for always being there.

[k9diabetes]

Does she try to rub her eyes?

There are different kinds of collars - inflatable ones that make it impossible for them to reach around, softer floppier e-collars that sit more square on the body, and a neck collar that prevents their neck from bending. Some are better than others at keeping them out of their eyes.

If she has no desire to scratch at it, it's probably okay. But if the drops bother her, those might make her scratch.

I think it might really help her to get the atropine drops to make her eyes feel better.

Natalie

[frijole]

I only saw her scratch her eye once in the last 4 days and it was just one swipe. She isn't wincing as badly when I put the drops in today. Her eye is open wider and she is more active.

She seemed hungry so I got her some treats and she was struggling on her hind legs so I got out the Eddies Wheels and just did a training session.. best one yet... she tends to not use the back legs at all so she goes backwards but I kept my foot behind the wheels so she couldn't go backwards and actually got her to take a few steps. It took quite a while but she made it across the living room a couple steps at a time (and lots of treats)

We had around 6 inches of snow and so far so good... I shovelled a small path and today my niece and nephews came over and shovelled almost the entire back yard :) Looks funny but made Annie happy! ha

[mypuppy]

Hi Kim,

I wish there were something valuable to add, but wanted to let you know I hope Annie is feeling better soon and that you can get those eyedrops in her somehow. As for the cone thing, I hate them, look like lampshades. I did see some new product at my vets also, and it was a collar--worth looking into.

For now, tight hugs to you and your sweet girl.

luv ya, Jeanette and Princess

[frijole]

Thanks Jeanette - Annie is being very good and doesn't fight me on the drops at all. She isn't happy about them but she just sits still on my lap and waits for the pain. She is such a good thing.

[Rene]

Hi Kim,

Remind me what drops are you putting in Annies eyes right now? And did you ask about the Atropine drops for pain relief, it really does make the difference it can last for days. I would not pass or substitue for these, especially long term. Pups don't always show us their discomfort and eyes can be most painful. :(

The inflatable collar that was mentioned. I have used them before because we have a doggie door and the cones dont work with a doggie door. Love them. Just like a like a cervical collar for people. Low profile, very comfortable, she wont bump into things, can still get out a doggie door, and can use it as a neck support!

Snoops eye specialist told us the eye tissue is very delicate when it is healing, one wrong swipe or rub and you can be back to square one! :eek:

Prayers for Precious Annie,
Rene & Angel Snoopie

[frijole]

Rene,

They put her on a more aggressive antibiotic, Ofloxacin

She is to have those drops, saline drops AND Optixcare lubricating drops 3 to 4 times a day.

Can you link me a photo of the ecollar/pillow thing you are talking about? I might buy one online.. none here. Thanks.

The vets are supposed to talk today.

[BestBuddy]

I saved this like from Alison about an Aussie invention. Looks like they are now available in the USA online.

http://www.provizorinternational.com/the-optivizortrade.html

Never used one but I thought the idea was good.

Jenny

[Skye]

how things going this evening? I knew areas of your state were getting some weather....(have a friend that lives in York) hope she is feeling better and the eye meds are working good. and how is pet momma doing? you know your a beautiful mother to her and your love is so appreciated to her.

[frijole]

Sigh.. thanks for inquiring... she is not sleeping as much (eye open more) but I can't really judge if its improving or not... that's why she's going to the vet here tomorrow and on Thursday so they can look at it and help me provide feedback to the specialist in Omaha.

I am a wreck and tired but I know I have a very long ways to go with this eye thing so I will rest and get strong again.. anything for my girl. If she can fight it then so can I for crying out loud! ;)

I did catch her trying to rub the eye on the corner of the bed (she normally cleans her beard there) today... so I will see if the vet here has anything that might work ... my e collar is just huge and she is so frail it's too heavy - she'd fall over for sure.

Yes we had ice and snow - lots of it. (I'm about an hour from York) Roads (side streets) are treacherous. Annie is doing ok going outside thanks to the kids shoveling my grass. :D

It was 18 degrees when I drove home from work... brrrrrrrrrr

Jenny thanks for the link!!

[Cyn719]

Kim - I am alittle behind on the posts - with another one of my girlfriends just finding out she has breast cancer and my son is going for some testing -- but I have Annie in my prayers every night!!! I will check in tomorrow to see how she made out at the vets - hang in there - love hugs and prayers xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

[jmac]

Hi Kim,
I'm glad to hear Annie's eye seems a little better, and hoping she will leave it alone and not need any collars. For Hannah, as it gets better, she leaves it alone. Also, I know you had concerns about the Atropine, but even with one drop per day that seemed to help ease the pain significantly. I'm glad you are getting her checked tomorrow. Let us know how it goes. It sounds like it will be a long haul, but you're right--if she can do it, you can do it. Sometimes I tell myself that too. I sometimes have a tougher time than Hannah with things she faces. I just always wish they could talk to us! It would sure be easier!

Good luck tomorrow. Hoping for good news...

Julie & Hannah

[Skye]

It would be wonderful if they could speak to us in simple english.....they do communicate near constantly but sometimes I dont feel very fluent in "dog"
Something that helped me and her relax ALOT was "through a dogs ear" music. Canine Calm 3 i think is the best. seriously i swear by that stuff. Its amazing to me to see dogs reactions when i play the music. Music influences our moods and it does theirs too. My husband thought i had really sailed to the other side of the ocean on this topic...lol........THEN he came with me to one of my pet sits clients house and i plugged it in, and wha la! he goes omg, that is almost creepy! LOL, then i said watch at home when i play it...so when we got home i played it again for him, he goes Stormee, that is crazy, i have not ever seen anything like it. One thing i have learned is that animals are completely opened minded and not have preconceived notions like we sometimes do....but when we rest we heal.
I think those little inflatable collars at Petco or maybe even Pet Smart would be great to try and kinder perhaps?
Can she see at all out of her eye? can they patch it some way where she cant rub patch off? I dont know tossing questions and ideas out there.
Hope you can post update tomorrow. Thinking of you
hugs and love from me and my girls to you and your baby!

[Rene]

Hi Kim,

Sorry im just now getting back to you. If you have not already found the inflatable collars locally go to amazon.com and type in "inflatable dog collar" in the search for products. You will get all three of the brands that I know about. We had the kong one it was very cheap under ten dollars.

Makes a very good head rest and light.

Rene

[frijole]

Hi Kim,

Sorry im just now getting back to you. If you have not already found the inflatable collars locally go to amazon.com and type in "inflatable dog collar" in the search for products. You will get all three of the brands that I know about. We had the kong one it was very cheap under ten dollars.

Makes a very good head rest and light.

Rene
I like the looks of these... but how do they keep her from scratching/rubbing her head? Dense here. lol

[addy]

Hi Kim,

I have been reading along but had not said hi yet. I wanted you to know I am hoping and praying for Annie. I just know it will all turn out okay, maybe just a bit of a long road for awhile. Our pups are all such troopers, it is always so hard on us, especially when we juggle a full time job.:(:(:(

If you are like me, you are probably out of vacation and sick days!!!:eek::eek:

I thought the inflatable collars were a good option. I thought Dr. Fosters and Smith had one they called a "bumper".

Give sweet Annie hugs and kisses from me and Zoe and Koko.

Hang in there,
love
addy

[frijole]

Update time... the specialist was in surgery most of the day so they spoke via the specialist's assistant.

My vet here said they stained the eye and it appears improved from last week. She did notice a bit of twitching and believes that Annie is rubbing her eye on the bed out of pain. They all agree that is a big no no. Their solution was not a collar but pain meds.

They said that any form of numbing drops (there are a variety) are big no no's for corneal ulcers. (?) and actually they can do more harm. They gave me tramadol liquid (she used this once before and it was fine - low dose) and previcox. Tramadol is twice daily and previcox once.

I just read up on previcox as I don't remember anyone here using it before and I'm a little concerned it can affect appetite and it mentioned liver issues... Anyone?

I gave her her first dose(s) an hour ago and she is sleeping right now. They gave her a nice bath and cleaned her eye today also.

Oh and this morning when it was 8 degrees (yes) I let her out for only a couple minutes to pee and when I went out she was all curled up on the ground in the snow right by the steps... only one explanation because she usually stands about 3 feet from the steps waiting for me to come get her and carry her up... she was cold and wanted in so she tried to go up the steps. I'm telling you this dog does not accept that she has any illnesses or issues. I picked her up and she was fine. Whew.

[BestBuddy]

The pain meds will help. The soft collars will still let Annie rub her eyes on the bed or any upright piece of furniture so the meds will be the best thing.

Jenny

[Squirt's Mom]

Hi Kim,

I have used Previcox with Moe, Ruby and Crys. It really did help them with their pain issues; Ruby's and Crys' were skeletal in origin, not sure about Moe. Ruby's labs were so messed up those last few months that I couldn't tell you if it impacted her liver or not. But, to the best of my memory, Crys' labs were always good as far as her liver went. I didn't use it all the time with Crys, tho, only when she was really showing pain.

After the lightening struck behind the camper and Moe ran under it when it hit, he was not right for some time. He showed signs of being in pain so I gave him some that I had been prescribed. It made a world of difference in him! I gave it to him for a week and he hasn't shown any signs of needing help since stopping. Of course, there were no labs run on Moe - they ain't gonna and I can't afford it. :( But anecdotally, he is doing as well as he was before the lightening strike.

I hope the pain meds help! That would have terrified me to find her curled up at the foot of the steps like that! :eek::eek: I would have already called Glynda bawling like a baby before I got to her. :o:D I am sooooo glad she was just waiting for you to come rescue her. She really is a trooper...but then she has a thoroughly amazing mom!

Hugs,
Leslie and the gang

[Skye]

dropping by to give hug, see how things are today.............((((((((hugs)))))))
how is Annies eye doing? and how is pet momma doing?

[frijole]

Thanks for asking - day 2 on the meds and she is napping again. So far so good but we have a long way to go. It has been almost a week on the drugs and I can't say I notice much difference really. I believe this will take months. That is fine - just need to get used to remembering all the drops and meds and when I gave what.

[jmac]

Hi Kim-
Just stopping by to check in. I'm glad to hear Annie is doing a little better (or that the eye looked better) and that you got her some pain meds. It does sound like it will be a long recovery, but at least she is taking it well!

-Julie & Hannah

[Skye]

resting is good, gives body good time to heal. ((((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))

[Cyn719]

Annie is a tropper for sure!!!! And so is mom!!!!! Glad Annie seems a bit better - OMG 8 degrees - no wonder she curled up!!!!! Sending you more love hugs and prayers ---- xo

[Rene]

Kim,

Sorry it took so long to get back to your question but I have not been on for a few days. In our experience the inflatable collar prevented the scratching because pups cannot "reach around" to the eyes. As far as being able to rub on objects pups tend to rub horizontally the bulkeyness between the collar and tip of the snout makes a pocket protecting the eye when they lay and rub or stand and rub horizontally. Unless Annie is standing and rubbing vertically in exactally the right spot over her eye (or she is short snouted) then the collar would be useless.

The trick to prevent rubbing was the Atropine because it takes away the pain minimumizing movement of the eye thus the desire to rub then we did not need the collar at all. I know you asked about numbing agents but Atropine is not a numbing agent nor a pain killer. It is a slight dilaitor and a anti spasmodic taking away the associated pain with the involentary movement of the eye because of the irritation with the ulcer. That "twitching" that the vet saw in Annie's eye is exactly why Atropine is prescribed. It is the first line mediation that the eye specalist gives for corneal patients...at least at the clinic here...along with the antibiotics. If you are concerned with possible blood pressure side effects, if you see a problem you can use it less often as one application can give relief for days. Snoop had really high blood pressure too and it did not make a difference.

Hope this helps.

Rene & Angel Snoop

PS>>>I did not see any signs of healing in Snoops eye after her surgery as it looked terrible and seemed to get worse...to me this was worrisome. At her rechecks with the eye surgeon the Dr. said the granular tissue was good and all part of the healing process. She kept saying Snoops eye looked great to her. I know it is tough to see...but it is a slow healing process...be patient...we are praying for precious Annie and Kim!

[Roxee's Dad]

Dear Kim,
Although I haven't posted much, I have been following Annie's woe's. I am also sending prayers and positive thoughts.

Not sure if this applies, but Roxee had some real damage to her eye, we think it was because she liked to put her face on the carpet and scoot along, usually after eating a meal. We went thru about 6 months of eye drop treatment and frequent follow up with the vet. It was a long healing process, the vet said in retrospect, maybe she should have sewn the eye shut as it may have healed in half the time or less.

Please give sweet Annie a gentle belly rub from me. She is a real trooper.

[frijole]

Thanks... yep she's a trooper. I think that both vets are trying to avoid any form of surgery at all costs because they think she is not a good candidate. I know my vet feels that way - assume the IMS feels the same. Keep in mind that even if they don't have to use anethesia (knock her out) Annie wouldn't be able to stand still on a table - hind legs are too weak.

She has been doing well and I think the pain meds help. Yesterday I thought she seemed a bit 'down' but I had my mom's dog here all afternoon, overnight and this a.m. so she might be waiting for her to leave... she isn't into sharing me. ha

Her weight fluctuates a great deal... I had her back up to 12.8 lbs and she lost a whole lb. in a week. She ate normally - it was due to the tumor/adrenaline rushes... Got her back to 12.2 but she is very fragile - no meat at all.

[frijole]

My vet and I do not see improvement and are a bit concerned. For this reason I have an appt. in Omaha tomorrow a.m. with the eye specialist. I am bringing Annie's meds, food, etc. in the event that they opt to do surgery. I am scared.

Her appt is at 8 am so I set the alarm for 4! There is a blizzard south of us so I am praying that the freezing rain is also south of us. I'll keep you posted. xoxo Kim

[Harley PoMMom]

Wishing you and Annie the best of luck with the eye specialist. Sending tons of positive energy, love, and hugs, my dear friend.

Safe traveling...blizzard and freezing rain! :eek:

Love and more hugs,
Lori

[labblab]

Wishing you and Annie the best of luck with the eye specialist. Sending tons of positive energy, love, and hugs, my dear friend.

Safe traveling...blizzard and freezing rain! :eek:

Love and more hugs,
Lori
Me, too!!!!!!!!

Marianne

[frijole]

Heading out the door now. Storm went south so the roads are dry! Yeah. Annie is sporting her shirt that says "Just go ahead and put me on the naughty list" :D

[jmac]

Kim-
Good luck at your appointment. I hope things go well and that Annie does well. I'll be thinking of you and your girl!

Julie & Hannah

[Squirt's Mom]

Hi Kim,

Be careful and let us know what you learn. As Marianne said, you have a whole slew of cush Angels with you every second.

Hugs,
Leslie and the gang

[Rebelsmom]

Good luck Kim and safe travels..

[Cyn719]

Kim -

Thinking of you ------ all the cush angels are surrounding you and Annie!!!! Will be waiting for you when you get back ---- love hugs and prayers!!! xoxo

[frijole]

Well you cush angels did a great job! The specialist said Annie's eye is remarkably better! :D There is less discoloration/white and it is actually trying to heal. She said it is only because I am doing the drops 4 x daily as directed and that if I did not her eyeball would surely rupture. Lord... that is motivation to keep it up huh?

They gave me a new antibiotic cream to use at night since she doesn't close her eyes all the way to sleep. I am to go back in 4 to 6 weeks unless something changes.

I just got my Xmas gift from Annie... my fighter. Thanks for fluttering angels. Kim

[addy]

Merry Christmas Kim, can't think of a better present.

Love,
addy

[mypuppy]

Kim,

That is such awesome news of relief. So glad for you and for your sweet girl...Merry Christmas indeed.:)

Tight hugs for you and Annie and :p from the Princess.

Xo Jeanette and Princess

[lulusmom]

Yippie!!!!!

[Squirt's Mom]

WONDERFUL news, Kim! :cool::cool::cool::cool:

[Rebelsmom]

That's awesome Kim.. Merry Christmas..

[Jenny & Judi in MN]

wow, that is excellent news! yay

[Harley PoMMom]

Oh Kim,

What wonderful news!!! So happy for you and sweet Annie!

Love and hugs,
Lori

[jmac]

Kim,
That's excellent news! I am so glad to hear she is doing better. It sure does sound like there is motivation to do everything as directed! My Hannah doesn't close her eyes all the way either...luckily she hasn't had any horrible eye problems, just lots of corneal ulcers.

I use a gel every night to help moisturize her eyes. I recently have had problems with dry eyes as well, and now that I know how uncomfortable it is, I am much better about staying on schedule. I put in her gel, then I put in my drops, then we go to bed. :)

So glad to hear you got such good news!

Julie & Hannah

[Cyn719]

Annie what a wonderful Christmas gift you gave mom!!!!!!!! Yeah!!!!!!! Merry Christmas Kim! hugsssss xoxo:)

[Rene]

The best Christmas gift ever. Enjoy.

Love,
Rene & Angel Snoopie

[frijole]

Annie got a pillow pet from my niece and nephews for Xmas.. its a tiny one and adorable. I will get a photo in the next few days and post it. Very sweet - matches her fleece 'blankie'.

[frijole]

Asking the cush angels to be by our side today. Annie has been fighting an infection that is right below her bad eye. L O N G story it has got to be an absessed tooth though the molars are not loose. We have treated with an antibiotic because my vet is petrified of putting Annie under anethesia due to her tumor.

This am her eye which had looked great was totally cloudy like a blind dog. The vet is calling K State and I would bet she will attempt to extract it. Annie has continued to fight but she has zero meat on her anywhere. She is literally skin and bones. So this is risky.

Please hold her in your prayers friends. Kim

[Squirt's Mom]

Hi Kim,

Holding you and Annie in my thoughts and prayers for a positive outcome. Annie has shown us all what a trooper she is so I am going to believe she will once again beat the odds.

Hugs and belly rubs,
Leslie and the gang

[addy]

Kim, holding you and Annie close as always.

love,
addy

[labblab]

Kim, I am right here too. I'll hold sweet Annie in my thoughts and prayers.

Marianne

[Cyn719]

Kim

I am here also. Keeping you and Annie in my prayers and sending you strenght support and lots of love and hugsssss xoxoxox

[Rebelsmom]

Kim, praying for you and Annie. Please keep us posted.

[frijole]

Local vet and her eye specialist in Omaha are both trying to phone their alma maters (KS State and IA State) and get advice from anethesiologists due to Annie's pheo tumor. They want to make sure they do the right thing.. I am pacing and waiting. Her int occular pressure is fine right now but she has conjunctivus in the eye. The tooth has to go.

[Harley PoMMom]

Holding you both in my thoughts and prayers. Sending tons of positive energy, love, and hugs....Lori

[mypuppy]

Joining all the others in their thoughts, prayers and well wishes for your sweet Annie.

God bless and tight hugs.

Xo Jeanette and Princess

[frijole]

Local vet and her eye specialist in Omaha are both trying to phone their alma maters (KS State and IA State) and get advice from anethesiologists due to Annie's pheo tumor. They want to make sure they do the right thing.. I am pacing and waiting. Her int occular pressure is fine right now but she has conjunctivus in the eye. The tooth has to go.

[Squirt's Mom]

Don't worry about the sound of a hoard behind you as you pace....that's just us, with you every step of the way.

Hugs,
Leslie and the gang

[jmac]

Hi Kim,
I just want to let you know my thoughts and prayers are with you too. It sounds like Annie is in good hands and lots of people are putting their heads together to do the right thing. I'm sending positive vibes your way...

Julie & Hannah

[Cyn719]

Kim

DITTO to what Leslie said!!!! Right there with you!!

Prayers love and hugsssssss xoxo

[Roxee's Dad]

I'm here too.... Keeping Annie in my thoughts and prayers.

[Spiceysmum]

Sending my best wishes for Annie too.

Linda

[labblab]

I'm starting the morning off with some fresh prayers for little Annie. I'm so hoping that you both get some relief today, Kim. I know how worried you must be, and how restless your night probably was...

Sending huge hugs and healing energy westward bound,
Marianne

[frijole]

Thanks. You were right MA.... didn't need the alarm this a.m. My stomach was turning while still in bed. I believe in the power of prayer and appreciate the warm thoughts being sent out to Annie. Will keep you posted. Kim

[Squirt's Mom]

Mornin' Kim,

Special prayers rise and a white candle still burns for Annie and you.

I'll be in and out all morning but will check here first to see if there is any word...and I am believing that "word" will be good. ;)

Hugs, belly rubs, and love,
Leslie and the gang

[Cyn719]

checking in on Annie - will check back

prayers love and hugsssss to both of you xo

[frijole]

K State guy never responded and we have decided to proceed. They had her on IVs all morning to make sure she was nourished. She is probably being worked on as we speak. Kim

[Harley PoMMom]

Prayers continuing for you and sweet Annie. Will be checking for updates.

Tons of love and hugs,
Lori

[Cyn719]

prayers love support and strenght

hugssssss xo

[frijole]

Annie is out of 'surgery' and doing fine in the ICU. They have here there since she is fragile. She is on IV fluids, oxygen and wrapped in a warm blanket. They want to keep her over night just as a precaution. Said she did great.

I will give you details on the infection etc after I meet with the vet. I'm going over in a couple hrs to meet with her and to see my baby. Thanks all.

Kim

[Squirt's Mom]

Hi Kim,

So glad to hear it is over and she is in recovery. I so hope this takes care of the problem and she is feeling fine in no time!

Many hugs!
Leslie and the gang

[BestBuddy]

Hi Kim,

I read about the discussion on what to do about Annie's surgery and I was thinking all night and wondering on what would be done.
This morning I wake to find out the surgery is done and I am so glad.

It was probably a good thing not to have too much time to wonder about the what ifs because it is now done and Annie just needs time to recover.

Hopefully it will make Annie feel much better and maybe even improve her appetite.

Jen

[Cyn719]

So happy Annie is in recovery:)

She will be fine - she is such a trooper!

I will be saying my prayers and sending you more love strength and support - hugsssss xoxo

[jmac]

Hi Kim,
I'm so glad the surgery went well and that Annie is in recovery. I'm glad you got to go spend time with her. I am anxiously awaiting an update! I'll keep Annie in my thoughts and prayers.


Julie & Hannah

[frijole]

Let me give you an update of what's happened the last few weeks so this makes more sense.

About 3 to 4 weeks ago she had a scab on the side of her face just below her bad eye. It just appeared one day. By day 2 it was oozing pus big time... they put her on an antibiotic and that scab cleared right up.... BUT a small bump formed right above it and right next to that bad eye....

Well no surprise but the bump went from a small bump to an infected mess and at that point we knew we had issues stemming from the mouth but weren't sure what.

There was quite a bit of debate going on because my vet just did not want to sedate her. I really need to take some more photos for you guys because she is a skeleton with a bit of fur and a huge smile. That is my dog. The staff at the vets just love her because she is such a tough cookie despite her looks.

OK... so she went on an antibiotic for infections in the mouth and they were really hoping that it would do the trick without anethesia. They suspected an absess but the teeth felt firm. They needed to do film.

They heard from Annie's vet at K State AFTER the procedure today. :D He did agree with the anethesia they chose and with the course of action they took. I gotta tell you I was scared but I was pushing like a mom that knows her girl needs relief regardless of the risks.

So.. they had her on IVs all morning to make sure she was hydrated and well nourished. They took films of the molars and there was NO absess. The teeth were very solid but the gums were a disaster.

Annie has had teeth issues since she was 6 and she has 6 teeth in her mouth and has for years. I have had them cleaned twice a year until this year because they would not clean them... yep... due to the risk of sedating her (this pheo has everyone scared shitless)....

The bacteria from her mouth formed a sore which went all the way thru the side of her face and that is what that scab was. :eek: Makes me want to puke. Understand she will never let me touch her teeth so brushing is not an option.. perhaps i can teach her to gargle? ha Anyway.. she also had an awful sinus infection they said. All caused by the gingivitus.

They did x rays and ruled out issues with the jaw (tumors, cancer)

Since they had her under they cleaned the heck out of her teeth, they put stitches in the lesion on her cheek (removing gross dead skin on the inside), they cleaned out her ears, trimmed her toenails... anything that she might hate having done while awake.

She did great they said - no issues at all. They did not give her any needles other than the IV.

She was in an oxygen chamber/kennel hooked up to an IV and surrounded by blankets when I got there. she started crying for her mom and kissed me more than she has in years :)

I could not believe it she looked fantastic. Very alert, both eyes looked great - the cloudiness on the bad one is going away already, she was panting and all 'smiles' like I hadn't seen in months. I stayed for about 30 mins and when I went to leave and shut the glass door she stood up! She has an IV in her leg and on a good day at home she has trouble getting up but she stood straight and wanted to come with me. The vet agreed she could have but just to be safe we left her there and promised we would come get her tomorrow after work.

I am so relieved and pray that this solves our problem. I am so very proud of the toughest dog in Nebraska. I tried to take a photo to post but my cell phone camera was messed up... will try to remember to bring my digital tomorrow.

Thanks everyone for your continued support... I wish you were all my neighbors! xoxoxo Kim (and Annie)

[addy]

OMG KIM. That is one heck of an update. You should be a proud mama, Annie is one strong willed little girl.

I sure hope this takes care of all her issues that could come up. I cannot believe what bad teeth or gums can do. WOW:eek::eek::eek:

Love and prayers and hugs for a speedy, good recovery for both of you;)

love,
addy

[BestBuddy]

Kim.

I am so please to hear Annie's progress. You know it will only get better once the nasty infection clears her body.:D Teeth can be real problems and the worry about putting them under but sometimes it has to be done. Buddy had an infection under a firm canine tooth that went through his sinus and into his nasal cavity. The tooth was removed and he had a small hole inside his mouth that came out on the inside of his nose.:eek: It didn't cause any problems once the tooth was removed and the infection cleared.

Jen

[frijole]

Kim.

I am so please to hear Annie's progress. You know it will only get better once the nasty infection clears her body.:D Teeth can be real problems and the worry about putting them under but sometimes it has to be done. Buddy had an infection under a firm canine tooth that went through his sinus and into his nasal cavity. The tooth was removed and he had a small hole inside his mouth that came out on the inside of his nose.:eek: It didn't cause any problems once the tooth was removed and the infection cleared.

Jen
Lord I hope my vets didn't miss something like this because it sounds so similar. How did the discover it? Film? I know these vets have top of the line eqpt... I truly hope this is over with..

The vet came right out and told me she was so afraid that Annie would die and she loves her so much but she knew we had no choice. Seeing Annie's face tonight I know she has immediate relief. I am going to bed early tonight and will sleep like a baby!

[addy]

I am going to bed early tonight and will sleep like a baby


Sleep tight Kim:D:D:D

love,
addy

[BestBuddy]

Kim,

It's one of those things that are hidden and with Buddy it was that he wouldn't eat on that side of his mouth and we knew it was a tooth problem but just didn't realise the extent of it until he was under and they started cleaning.

I am sure Annie is enjoying being pain free and will improve even more when she can get to go home with you. It's nice when you get one of those smiles that tell you you have done the right thing.

It may even be some of the problem with her eating!

Jen

[Cyn719]

Kim sleep well my friend - you are exhausted - your little girl is in good hands - rest up so you can see your girl in the morning -

prayers love and hugssssss xo

[jmac]

Kim,

What a relief! I am so glad she is doing well and that she is so happy. I'm sure it feels good to have that taken care of and to not be in pain. What wonderful news! I am sure you will sleep really well, and you deserve it! Yeah, Annie!!! :D:D:D

Julie & Hannah

[Harley PoMMom]

So happy to hear that the surgery went well and will be hoping for a speedy and uneventful recovery. Sweet, sweet Annie sure is a very special girl....sending you both lots of love and hugs, Lori

[Skye]

sweet strong girl!!!! your love helped see her through all this!!!! rest well sweet mom to annie!

[labblab]

Kim, I'm so relieved to know that things went so well for Annie!!!

Here's hoping that tonight you'll both be reunited once again and sleeping peacefully! :) :)

Marianne

[Squirt's Mom]

Oh Kim,

What an ordeal you and Annie have been through and I am so very happy with the outcome! :) In humans, an infection like that could be extremely dangerous so I am glad they cleaned her out good and she is feeling much better - as evidenced by the smiles and standing on her own. I can just imagine the joy in your soul when you saw that first smile.

I hope you slept like a baby and that our sweet Annie is home where she belongs today.

Hugs,
Leslie and the gang

[Rebelsmom]

Kim, I am so happy to read the update on Annie.. I hope you were able to get some much needed sleep. Sending you lots of love and prayers for a speedy recovery.

[Skye]

stopping by to see how things are going......(((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))

[frijole]

Annie is just fine. All the swelling around her eye is gone. When she first came home she was eating like a maniac which is unusual for her ;) Now she is eating normally (for her). She is much improved so obviously we did the right thing. She is my hero. :D

[Squirt's Mom]

Such a good report, Kim! BTW, Annie is one of my heroes, too...as are you. ;)

Hugs,
Leslie and the gang

[jmac]

Kim-
I am so glad to hear Annie is feeling and looking better! You absolutely did the right thing!

-Julie & Hannah

[Rebelsmom]

Yay Annie!! So happy to hear the news!

[Roxee's Dad]

Good news indeed. :)

[addy]

Hey Kim,

Just stopping by to say I hope Annie is sassy and happy!!!!!!!

Hugs,
addy

[frijole]

She is sassy and happy but she is on a hunger strike that she can't afford. I can't get her to eat any food. I have to wait for her tumor to quit spewing and then she'll be ravenous. I got her to eat a couple treats but she refused about 3 kinds of treats so she isn't playing me.

I am babysitting my mom's diabetic dog for 3 weeks starting tonight. She is digging it because she is going to get all kinds of treats and food that I would have thrown away!

[Cyn719]

Kim

I am so happy Annie is doing good!! Of course you did the right thing - mom knows best!!!!!!!:D

Annie will be smiling for those extra treats for the next fews weeks!!!:)

hugsssssss xoxo

[Cyn719]

Hi Kim

Just checking in to see how Annie is doing? Hope she started to eat. Is she enjoying the extra treats ??:D I know you said you have moms dog for a few weeks:)
Hope all is going well!!

love and hugssss xoxo

[jmac]

Hi Kim,
I was also thinking about you and Annie and wondering how your girl is doing. Has she been eating? How is her eye? And is she still doing well after the surgery? Hope things are going okay...

Julie & Hannah

[frijole]

THanks for checking in ladies. Annie's appetite was non existent and the acupuncturist worked her magic and she's been eating pretty good since. Her mouth is all healed up and infection is gone. Yeah.

Her eye was looking great til the last couple days... I can tell when it bothers her as she squints. I'm on the drops like a drill sargeant. :) I might take her to the specialist this week depending on the roads... snow storm going on right now and expected to be icy.. ugh.

Yes my mom's diabetic dog is enjoying Annie's left overs. She had ACL surgery 6 mos ago or so and she is hopping on 3 legs and it is driving me insane. I am so worried with the snow - she has to go down a couple steps. I put down salt before it even started snowing just to be safe.

Between the meds, the drops, the insulin shots.. I feel like I'm running an animal hospital! :eek:

Hugs to all. Hope your furry ones are doing great. Kim

[Cyn719]

Kim

So happy Annie is doing better - I hope the eye doesnt start up again - she was doing so well -

Yes those exta treats are soooooo good;):D

I know how hard it is with the walking on the snow after surgery - had the same problem after Pennys surgery - I would hold my breath everytime she went down the stairs in the winter:eek: I had to use the towel under her belly to support her - I was nervous she would slip - but it was more work and she hated it!!

Take it slow - you have your hands full for a few weeks!!!

love and hugssss xoxo

[Skye]

some of that salt is horribly hard on their feet.......almost acid like reactions can happen. not sure if you knew that??
and you can put table cloth around tummy (harness like or swing like) and help her balance on snow and ice....
dont know if that helps or not...but tossing it out there just in case

[frijole]

I was right, her eye had gotten worse and I took her to Omaha on Tuesday to the specialist. They gave her an antibiotic and an additional drop.

On top of the eye her legs continue to worsen. :( Mostly in the evenings she becomes very restless and wants to walk around but she falls on her butt. The dog is fighting it and keeps trying to get up. I have to keep a diligent eye on her and have had 3 sleepless nights. I can tell the tumor is active (emitting adrenaline) because she breaths heavily and wants to walk. This is just at night - rest of the day she is content to rest and walks fine.

Anyway - I am preparing myself and it is very hard. God bless you all.

[labblab]

Oh Kim, I know there's nothing I can say that can help. But you and Annie remain in my thoughts and prayers. Neither of you are alone, nor ever will be. Bless you, too, my friend. :o

Marianne

[lulusmom]

Kim, I may be a few thousand miles away but I'm here for you if you need me. My thoughts and prayers are with you both.

((((Huge Bear Hugs))))
Glynda

[Harley PoMMom]

Kim, I am here too and sending tons of love, hugs, and positive energy.

[Rebelsmom]

Kim, sending you love from here also.

[Squirt's Mom]

My arms are here, too, Kim. All the good I can send you and Annie is on it's way. You are both surrounded by love and light every second of the day.

You and Annie are never alone, never.

Much love and gentle belly rubs,
Leslie and the gang

[addy]

Kim, I am here too, here for you and Annie and sending all my love to you both.

love,
addy

[Cyn719]

Kim

Here for you and Annie also

Sending you lots of strength support love and huge hugssss xo

[Altira]

I know I'm way late... Is everything ok?

[jmac]

Hi Kim,
I am also way behind because I've been so busy at work. I just caught up on your thread and wanted to let you know I am thinking of you and Annie. How are things going now?

Sending prayers your way,

Julie & Hannah

[Cyn719]

Thinking of you and Annie

Love and Prayers and big hugs xoxoxoxo

[frijole]

Annie is failing and forgive me for not being an active board participant - I'm just trying to enjoy as much time with her as we have left. Thank you for caring and your warm thoughts. xoxo Kim

[Jenny & Judi in MN]

enjoy your Annie. hugs, Judi

[Cyn719]

Kim

Sending you lots of support, strength, prayes, love and big tight hugs

Please give Annie a kiss and hug from us

All our love,

Cindy and Penny

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

[Harley PoMMom]

Oh Kim,

I am so sorry to hear this news about our sweet Annie. Keeping you both in my thoughts and prayers. Please give Annie some gentle hugs and kisses from me.

Sending huge loving hugs your way, Lori

[StarDeb55]

Kim, I'm deeply sorry to hear this. You both will be in my thoughts & prayers.

Debbie

[labblab]

Me too, Kim, me too...:o :o :o

Marianne

[Squirt's Mom]

My prayers continue for you both. I hope you can feel the loving wings that are gently wrapped around you and Annie.

Many hugs,
Leslie and the gang

[Roxee's Dad]

Holding both you and Annie close to my heart.

[Altira]

I pray for you a gentle end. Let all our furry friends go in a way we can live with. Help us to do the right things and not wonder. Let us all remember the joy they brought and honor them by continuing to open our hearts to their brothers and sisters yet to come. . And know that we did our best.

Kim... please know that the angels are beside you. Don't forget to smile at her.

[Skye]

hello sweetheart........kneeling gently beside you and your annie. i know your heart must be breaking and you want to take all this away and make it better....your her mom, of course you want to comfort and nurture. She is failing you said....is there chance of her recovering? is it the infection she is fighting? on the stairs you have can you place plywood down to make ramp? (can glue rough surface texture stuff on it to give traction) you mentioned the tumor.....it was active causing restlessness....if she is on pred that sure can cause that reaction as well. almost high strung anexity like. My pug did that and he just could not take it. Trying to grasp at any and all things......gently placing my palm to your cheek, my other hand on annies tummy.......praying that God bless you with both and offer you the blessing of time together. much love my dear sweet friend. much love and tender hugs. no hour is to late or to early.....call. text, whatever you need, i am here.

[jmac]

Kim,

I am so sorry to hear Annie is struggling. Please know I am thinking of you both and praying and hoping for the best, whatever that may be. Don't worry about anything but you and Annie right now, and know that we are here for you.

Julie & Hannah

[frijole]

Will Annie recover? No.

Annie has been fighting for two years and over one hundred pages on this thread. I am so very proud of her for fighting as she has. My vet continues to say she has never seen a dog with such a strong will to live.

She was abused and I adopted her at the age of one. (thus the name Annie) She was a total mess - not potty trained, didn't know one word of English (didn't look up when spoken to), had never had a bone - didn't know what to do with it first time I gave her one.

But Annie has always had a zest for life unlike no other. Feisty and fun, she quickly won over my heart and had me totally "trained" as her manservant. She has given me so much as she nears her 16th year.

She is tiring of the fight and her strength comes and goes with the tumor. She still has some spunk and joy but it has lessened. And so I am simply doing the only thing I know how to do at this point - love her.

She means the world to me. I cannot fathom not having her smiling face by my side... but I can tell we are close to the end.

Thank you for always being there for us. It has given us strength. Love you all.

[Cyn719]

Kim

Strength, support, prayers, love and hugs.

Right here for you and Annie.

Please give her smiling face a kiss for me

Xoxo

[Altira]

My Sasha lived 15 1/2 years. That's a long time for a husky. We have no idea what was wrong for sure. Could have been renal failure. It was such a long time ago. She hung out with me for a long time. I went to take her for a walk and for the first time ever she didn't want to go. I kept her with me for far too long. But she seemed like she didn't want to leave me either. She was so calm. I felt so lucky to have her for so long. Sasha hated being held but before she went she did.... she let me hold her.

I'm sure everyone here has a story to tell. We all know what you are going through. We know.

(((((((hugs))))))))
Give her a hug for us..... Me, Kira and Neeka. Whoof!

[Sabre's Mum]

Kim

My thoughts are with you and dear Annie at this time.

Hugs
Angela and Flynn

[Roxee's Dad]

((((HUGS)))) Holding you both very close.

[jmac]

Hi Kim,

Just wanted to tell you I'm thinking of you and Annie...

Julie & Hannah

[Skye]

stopping to give you caring smiles, gentle hugs, and constant love and support.

[Altira]

8::: Kimmy...

[frijole]

Thanks everyone. Yesterday was a good day for Annie. She ate well and the vet reported she sat in her cage and watched all the goings on at the clinic as they handled other animals. I always called her Mrs. Kravitz (the snoopy neighbor from 'Bewitched') because she always had her nose out the window or checked out all the rooms in a house so she knew what was going on.

She shared with me that whenever I'm there to pick her up they announce "Mommy is here" and they said she got 'whiny' yesterday which is how she always greets me.

I am trying to enjoy each of these moments and savor every one.

[Cyn719]

Kim

That post brought a smile to my face:) So nice that she had a good day. Its the little things that count - Annie is such a little fighter - hope today goes as well. I know you were really happy mom.

suppport strenght love and hugs xoxo

[addy]

(((hugs)))) to you and Annie

love,
addy

[lulusmom]

Can you say roller coaster? :D:p:D Glad to hear that Miss Annie's pheo finally piped down. You and Annie are always in my thoughts and I'm sending huge hugs and positive vibes to that frigid town you call home. I don't know how you handle that level of bitter coldness and all that white stuff. Whoooowheeeeee!

[frijole]

Yeah its been a two year ride... and I don't want to give anyone false hopes when I say she had a good day... I mean just that. Today her appetite was so/so and I came home, lifted her up and there was a turd stuck to her pink jacket and yes my hand hit it directly ;)

She just hasn't given me the I give up eyes yet. That is the hardest part. I'm relying heavily on my vet and we are in agreement... she's close but not there... so I just try to enjoy every minute.

Love you all.

[Altira]

I think the vets know pretty well. They know the current state of health and can look at the animal more objectively then we can. Man I'd hate to be a vet and have to tell an owner it's time. When at the vets resently two women came out of a room in tears. You know what happened and your heart just sinks. I never got that ... look.... from Mira. I just went with what the vet said. Man that was hard. The roller coaster ride to hell.

((((((((big hugs))))))))

[SachiMom]

Dearest Kim,

I may not have been by lately, but you and Annie are always in my prayers and close to my heart. She is a wonder, but then she has a wonder-ful Mom.

Cherish every minute, every second. There are never enough of them, but when we know they are limited, we are granted a gift to make each of them memorable.

Annie is a fighter. Her eyes may not tell you when it is time, but your eyes will not lie to you. Your heart will hurt beyond belief, but you will know.

Sending healing prayers for you both.
Luv and ((((((((((Hugs))))))))))
Mary Ann

[Buffaloe]

Hi Kim,

Boy, there is no way I could say it any better than Mary Ann. For sure, cherish every single moment with your sweet girl. But, even when she's gone, she won't really be gone. I still look at Shiloh's pictures, talk with her and pray for her every single day. I hope and pray that you will have some more nice, wonderful time with your precious Annie girl.

Ken

[Cyn719]

Strenght prayers love and hugs

Big kiss to Annie X

xoxoxoxoxo

[Casey's Mom]

Kim I am so sorry that I am just catching up with Annie's struggles. This is such a hard time for you and if I can offer you any comfort at all I just want you to know that we are all here with you - offering you so much love and support. You have gone so above and beyond with Annie, no one has been a better mom.

Love and many hugs,

[frijole]

Hi Kim,

Boy, there is no way I could say it any better than Mary Ann. For sure, cherish every single moment with your sweet girl. But, even when she's gone, she won't really be gone. I still look at Shiloh's pictures, talk with her and pray for her every single day. I hope and pray that you will have some more nice, wonderful time with your precious Annie girl.

Ken

You and Mary Ann inspired me a bit... I took out the photo boxes today and pulled out tons of my favorite Annie photos. I talked to her about them... we went down memory lane. I thanked her for each and every wonderful memory.

[addy]

Dear Kim,

Please give Annie some special hugs from me okay?

love,
addy

[Altira]

That sounds like the sweetest discussion ever! Pictures and everything. I can just imagine the stories.

[maggiebeagle]

Those of us who have been blessed with "rescue" pups fully understand that we humans were the ones rescued. I cherish every minute I spent with my Maggie, the good and the bad together.
Enjoy your time together, however long it may be.

[frijole]

Dear friends -

I set my dear sweet Annie free an hour ago. She is in heaven with Haley, my Dad, grandparents and all her cush friends.

I told her to run over that bridge to Haley free of pain, no more eye drops, she can eat whatever she wants and to keep an eye on us below.

More later as I sign off to begin the healing process.... but thanks for helping me through the last few years... you are all truly special.

To Annie - run free my baby - run free.

Kim

[Squirt's Mom]

Dear Kim,

When I read your post to Haley yesterday, I knew the time had come and sent a prayer that others be there to meet our sweet, sweet Annie as well. She was well received with joy and love by many who love you. As their arms enfold her and noses touch in greeting, our tears fall with yours. As each tear falls from your eyes, Annie sees your pain and understands it is only because you love her so much that you were willing and able to take her pain and make it yours, as a friend her has said so well.

Annie knows that one day she will be in your arms again, that one day she, Haley, your family, and a whole host of others will be waiting to take you into their arms and cover you with kisses once again.

Our deepest sympathies and abiding love,
Leslie, Squirt, Trinket, Brick and our Angels, Ruby and Crystal

[addy]

I have been looking every day, to check on you and Annie, knowing this day would come. I cannot imagine how hard it is for you as I am finding this day so hard.

Know that we are here and understand the pain and the loss and we reach out to you in love and comfort, wrapping our arms around you still and we remember and rejoice in Annie and your love for each other.


When I must leave you for a while
Please do not grieve and shed wild tears
And hug your sorrow to you through the years
But start out bravely with a gallant smile
And for my sake and in my name
Live on and do all things the same
Feed not your lonliness on empty days
But fill each waking hour in useful ways
Reach out your hand in comfort and in cheer
And I in turn will comfort you
And hold you near

Annie always will hold you near. Fly free sweet Annie

love,
addy

[jmac]

Kim-

I am so sorry to hear you no longer have your precious Annie, but I am so happy to hear she is free of pain and happily watching down over you. You are in my thoughts. Know that we are here for you.

Hugs,

Julie & Hannah

[Roxee's Dad]

Dear Kim,
I am so very, very sorry. I share your tears and sorrow as Annie was also a huge part of our lives......

Rest In Peace Sweet Annie....... You are now our newest and brightest star in the sky. (give my Roxee a smooch for me)

[Spiceysmum]

Dear Kim,

Thinking of you on this sad day.

Linda

[Cyn719]

Kim

I am so very sorry about Annie. You were the best mom and Annie knew that for sure. You gave her so much love and care...and she loved you righ back with all her heart. You knew it was time and I cry as I write this, but you loved her dearly and you knew she wanted to be free. I send you Kim lots of love, strength, prayers and hugs to help you through each day.

Angel Annie ...love you girl....run free and watch over mom....

Love and hugs xoxo

[zoesmom]

Kim -

Annie was such a trooper and a fighter and she was blessed to have you as her mommy. You always went above and beyond for her. I share your tears and heartache at having to say good-bye to her. She was an inspiration to so so many. And yet the time always comes when we must accept that our decision is the only compassionate one - not for us but for them. Hugs my friend. Sue

[labblab]

Sweet Angel Annie, we will never forget you. We will never forget you, and we will never forget everything your mom did for you over these months and years. She tried everything possible in order to help you feel better. She never, ever gave up. You are a very brave girl and so was your mom, always fighting to help you. But now the morning came for her final gift to you. She has released your spirit to race on legs that are once again strong and sure. And to rejoin Haley. Both her girls, together again.

We promise you that we won't leave your mom, here on our end of things :o. It can never be the same for her without you girls, but we'll do everything we can to help her find her new path. So fare thee well, little Annie. Fare thee well on your new journey, too, until the day of joyful reunion comes again.

Marianne

[Jenny & Judi in MN]

It's obvious how very special she was to you. hugs, Judi

[SasAndYunah]

Oh Kim, I am so sorry to read about Annie. You and Annie have been such incredable heroes through all of this that I have nothing but the utmost respect for you and both your girls...

Wishing you all the strength and courage you may need in the time to come,

Saskia.

[mypuppy]

God Bless and rest in peace precious and sweet Annie.

Kim, so saddened for your deep heartache.

Tight hugs and love always,

Jeanette and Princess

[Harley PoMMom]

Dearest Kim,

Words can not express the deep sorrow I feel for you in the loss of your...our sweet Annie. You both have been such an inspiration to me and all of us here at the forum.

In Loving Memory of Annie, always.

With Heartfelt Sympathy and Love,
Lori

[BestBuddy]

Dear Kim,

I have been dreading this post but knew it was getting closer. My heart has dropped about around my ankles and I feel so sad. Annie was so loved and her memory will still bring you joy after the sharpness of the pain has gone.

Fly free sweet Annie and take care Kim.

Jenny

[StarDeb55]

Kim, as much as I knew this post was coming, it still hurts. I know you are hurting even worse, & you have been so kind as to prepare all of us. There are no words to express the sorrow I feel when our group loses one of our own, but dear Annie was very special. Rest in Peace, little one. Now, you can run & play with Haley all you want.

Debbie

[frijole]

Friends, your words mean more than you can know. What is it about this place that is so special? It is the absolute common bond we have in loving our dogs.

I elected to go by myself to the vets because Annie's vet loved her so very much that she wore pink in honor of her today. I knew I'd be better off alone with Dr Ann than if I had a family member who loved me but didn't understand this "dog silliness".

So when I look for comfort I come here and I read your words. You all know Annie better than my own family. I've shared more with you because you "get it".

I told myself I would fight so long as Annie was fighting. Only problem was I realized this week - Annie would NEVER EVER quit fighting - even if she was hurting. I truly have never seen anything like it... and it made this decision very difficult.

My Annie was skeletal with very little hair on her back and tail. You could see not just the bones but where the joints met as she breathed. Annie didn't care or know this wasn't normal. She just loved living. If it was just the weight, the hair and the corneal ulcer we could continue.

Problem was that she lost her strength in the front arms and could no longer pull herself up when she fell. And she was falling more frequently. I tried kenneling her, confining her to the sunroom, you name it... it didn't matter - she fell.

I bought softer rugs so her falls didn't cause rug burns. I had rugs everywhere... 24 little rugs that I washed whenever she'd pee or poo on them. I would do that forever... but because she fought she bruised herself. This is when I knew my strategy was flawed. I knew she would never stop fighting and it would only cause her harm.

Plain and simple - this dog is my hero. She was no angel - in fact she was often quite devilish. She was feisty and a scrappy fighter. No doubt this stems from her being abused before I got her at the age of one. But she was loyal to me and I know she fought because she wanted to stay with me. Without a doubt.

So this past week my gal had chicken breast, fresh baked salmon and for her last meal I bought a 16 oz inch thick Nebraska steak. I grilled it and put it over rice. I fed her 1/2 of it last night. She ate it all up with enthusiasm. When she was finished she came into the kitchen where I was standing and looked at me like "Mom that was good - is there any more?"

She had the 2nd half of the steak this morning for breakfast. She was in good spirits. I warmed up the car and put her fleece blanket over her (she hates being confined) and as we drove I watched her the whole way to the vet's office... fighting that dang blanket to get it off...

Without a doubt the toughest thing I have ever done. My vet was absolutely terrific and with me the whole way. She was crying as we walked into the clinic. We actually arrived 30 mins before they open so we had privacy.

All of the workers told me Annie stories and how much they loved her. She was there at least twice a week. I'm sending them flowers from Annie this week.

I cry but I know I was blessed with a very special animal.... one who was abused and neglected... that simply appreciated being loved and in turn gave me every bit of her soul.


Back to my original point - only you - wonderful people who love dogs just as I do would understand. Only you. I am forever grateful for the love, concern and time you have given me over the years. God bless each and every one of you.

And I sure hope the whole bridge thing is true because I told Miss Annie that she needed to run like hell across that bridge to meet up with Haley and a bunch of new friends, that she'd be free of pain and could pig out on any food she wanted.

Run Annie Run.

[labblab]

Oh Kim. Wow. Bless you and Miss Annie. And as Scott always says, "Bless us all." Indeed, bless us all.

Marianne

[Cyn719]

Kim

Thank you for sharing that with us. Annie had a wonderful life with you...right down to the last day.....very special.

Enjoy running free Annie.....enjoy......

Hugs xoxo

[jmac]

Kim,

First of all, I am sitting here practically sobbing. My husband even came and asked me what was wrong.

You said everything so eloquently and I can't imagine how difficult it was for you to let Annie go, knowing that she would fight forever, but that it was time to let her go and be at peace. You were so brave to do what you had to do. And what a wonderful way for Annie to go: eating food she loved, still feeling happy, and being with the person she loved most. It sounds to me like you picked the perfect time. And the story about your vet and the workers is so heart-warming.

Hearing all that you have been going through also brought me to tears because you truly did absolutely everything for her. Your kindness, strength, patience, and perseverance do whatever you could to help her is inspiring. It is so obvious how much you loved Annie and how wonderful you made her life. She was so lucky to come from a troubled past and not just to find someone kind, but to find someone who is truly one-of-a-kind, who enriched her life and loved her more than anyone else could have. I have no doubt she lived for as long as she did and fought as hard as she did for one reason: you.

And as for what you said about this site, I couldn't agree more. We understand each other in a way that others cannot. I can't imagine going through everything I have with Hannah without all of you, and she isn't even a difficult case at this point. I just know I wouldn't make it. I would probably be certifiably insane. I come here when I need support with Hannah, to people whom I have never even met, but who understand me like no one else. We have a very special bond.

I can't tell you how much your post moved me, and how I could feel you pouring out love for Annie. You are an amazing person, and that is why this very special dog was chosen just for you.

Thank you, also, for sharing so much of Annie with us.

Sending hugs,

Julie & Hannah

[lulusmom]

Kim, I wish I had a way with words at times like this but I don't so you'll have to settle for I love ya and my heart is with you, girlfriend. I couldn't have found a more eloquent way to express what Julie has already typed so I'll just say ditto.

Godspeed sweet Annie.

(((Huge Consoling Hugs)))

Glkynda

[Altira]

Kimmy 8:::

You did the right thing. The bravest thing of all really. God bless you.

((((((hugs))))))

[Sabre's Mum]

Kim ... as others have said ... I knew this was coming but it does not make it easier ... it still tears my heart apart! Lots of hugs and love from Down Under.
Angela and Flynn

[Skye]

as tears stream down my face and my heart aches...........my soul feels broken and my lungs feel as though it is hard to breathe......i also sit in wonderment and awee...........two courageous, brave souls.....giving all for the other.....blessings to both..........God speed to your heart and soul for healing.

[Altira]

There is so much sadness here. We have all been here. These creatures that take us here, again and again and again. And dispite it all, even when here..... I could never say, never again.

RUN ANNIE! RUN!

[Rebelsmom]

Oh Kim, even though we all knew this was coming it was so hard to read.. I sit here with tears rolling down my face, but I know Annie is running free and is in no more pain. I hope you will continue to be a voice in this wonderful community.

Sending love and hugs from all of us..

[SachiMom]

Godspeed sweet Annie.
You rode to heaven on a world of love that can't be matched.
You taught us all lessons of strength and loyalty, and your mom taught us lessons of courage. In the face of the impossible, she fought for you and made things right. You gave her your all, no one could ask for more. She paid the dearest cost and set you free.
Godspeed sweet Annie.
~Mary Ann

[Dollydog]

Oh Kim, I'm so sorry to hear of Annie's passing. I didn't know this was all happening till I saw the posting on FB this morning. When I checked your thread I couldn't post for the tears....
I too know what it's like to have a pet that wouldn't quit....one of our cats, who had the most beautiful nature ever found in a cat and my Lady....who had the scrappiest nature ever found in a dog. Neither one wanted to quit on their own....they were both such fighters and needed help to run free across the Bridge.
Please take good care of yourself and come back to talk to us often.
(((HUGS)))
Jo-Ann

[Leena]

I am so very sorry for you loss...my heart aches for you...I too lost precia on the 25th...May they run free together.....Hugs..

[Casey's Mom]

My dear Kim, I hope you find some peace and know that Annie is in a better place running free with Haley. My heart breaks for you now for your loss of "our" little fighter Annie.

Love and many huge hugs,

[Altira]

You ok Kim?

[frijole]

You ok Kim?
Yes thank you

[mytil]

Oh Kim,

I am so very sorry - there are just no words I can give you to ease the pain. You have my heart Kim!

((((hugs))))
Terry

[bgdavis]

Kim,

I'm so sorry to read of your loss of Annie. She led a memory-filled life for many wonderful years. You both were blessed with each other.

Bonnie and Angel Criss Ann

[k9diabetes]

Kim... sending you a huge hug and a wave of tears. I'm so very sorry to learn of Annie's passing.

She had a huge will to carry on, matched only by your will to drag the veterinary community kicking and screaming to a proper diagnosis and the best treatment possible despite so many roadblocks put before the two of you. Two very strong wills who cared for each other. What a gift you were to Annie and I know she was the same to you.

Natalie

[frijole]

Kim... sending you a huge hug and a wave of tears. I'm so very sorry to learn of Annie's passing.

She had a huge will to carry on, matched only by your will to drag the veterinary community kicking and screaming to a proper diagnosis and the best treatment possible despite so many roadblocks put before the two of you. Two very strong wills who cared for each other. What a gift you were to Annie and I know she was the same to you.

Natalie

Now THAT made me laugh because it is so true! I fought a myriad of vets who were absolutely clueless on what to do with Annie... come to find out... she had a rare disease.... That said... if you don't know ... REFER! HELLO! Specialist anyone? Damn did I waste time and money.

That is the lesson to anyone getting the runaround... don't waste time due to allegiances.... not worth it... not at all...

That said.. in the end I found a terrific clinic that leans toward holistic healing (within reason), has the most up to date equipment in the area, and without a doubt... they loved my girl to the very end.

Today I delivered flowers to them!

Annie was always there on Mondays... I had to get flowers to them from Annie today... so at lunch I found the coolest arrangement of flowers with an ornamental ANGEL amongst the flowers (purple, yellow and pink) I attached the photo of Annie in her carseat smiling and a note that said "I will forever watch over you... with love Annie"

So yeah... we fought like hell to find vets we could trust... but once we found them... we worship them.. forever.

[Altira]

Faith in a vet is huge! I have yet to find one. Run Annie! I lit a candle for you.

[forscooter]

Kim,

I am so very sorry to hear about Annie. I am also sorry it took me so long to get here. You have been in my thoughts and prayers since I heard the news, and I have always been grateful for the love and support you showed me all these years.
I wish you peace and comfort in the days ahead, and I know Annie will forever stay safe in so many hearts.

((((((HUGS))))))
Beth

[Carol G]

Kim,

I am so sorry.

I agree with Natalie. Annie was a fighter and you fought right along with and for her. No one could have done more Annie than you did --including making the most difficult decision.

Annie is in good company at the bridge.

Carol

[frijole]

Thank you friends both old and new... it amazes me to see friends from 7 yrs ago come back to offer condolences.... its just good to hear from all of you.

I will admit to struggling with this.. the house is quiet...I hear her whimpering and the thing that is just killing me is this: Annie was a total mama's girl. She was abused so when she latched onto me at the age of one she never let go. She was a total separation anxiety study... even if I only left home for an hour.. she'd cry like a baby when I came back. She couldn't stand to be separated.

And that is what I struggle with... her not being by me because she cried and shook with fright when I wasn't there and she looked out the windows until I came home. I pray to god she can see me and know she isn't alone...

I know this might seem strange but I have cried myself to sleep over the thought of her being afraid... Thanks for your continued guidance and counseling.. Kim

[Carol G]

Kim,

I understand your worry, but there is no doubt in my mind that Annie knows where you are, that she isn't alone and that she isn't afraid.

Carol

[Altira]

"I know this might seem strange but I have cried myself to sleep over the thought of her being afraid... Thanks for your continued guidance and counseling.. Kim"

Strange? I can't imagine not doing that. Mira had SA bad too. She broke out of windows to find me. It was so windy after she died and I kept picturing her running by over and over (whoosh!.... Whoosh!) frantic to get close to me. For years you spend so much time and effort (and worry) trying to protect them from that horrible feeling. Now I put far too much effort in preventing SA but I don't do overly well because when I'm honest about it, I didn't want to leave her either, ever. We love our dogs far too much.

The best thing you can do is share these feelings. Its what we are here for. Sometimes you run into someone who's been there too.

Whoosh.... Run Annie

[jrepac]

I've been away for a bit and I'm catching up and I read of Annie's passing with great sadness. She was clearly loved and well cared for. Helping them go when the quality of life is no longer there is very hard, as we all now. Rest easy Annie.

Jeff & the Girls

[Harley PoMMom]

I pray to god she can see me and know she isn't alone...


She can see you, my dear friend, and she is most certainly not alone. Haley and all of our furbabies, including my precious boy Harley, are there with Annie showing her around and surrounding her with love and giving her doggy kisses.

Sending tons of love and hugs....Lori

[Bichonluver3]

Oh, Kim, I am so sorry to hear about Annie's passing. I have not been on the forum for quite a while but I do check in periodically to see how everyone is doing.
My heart aches for you and there are tears as I am typing this. You and Annie had one heck of a life together, my friend, and if I could give you 100 more years I would.
I see my own sweet baby becoming weaker as time goes on. She had been badly abused when we adopted her at 2 years old. She has clung to me like glue through the years - always a mommy's girl. So, I know what you mean when you say you don't want Annie to be afraid and alone. It is the one thing I fear and I have had times when I have thought that when she goes, I will go too so she won't be afraid. But there are times that I look at her and it is almost like she knows what I am thinking. She will look me right in the eyes (which she usually will not do) and has this expression that seems to say "I'll be OK, mom". And I know she will. Just as your Annie is okay. They go to a place of health, happiness and friends to run and play until we meet them again. I don't believe in a lot of things but, strangely, I DO believe in that.
Annie will be with you forever and whenever you need her, she will be there. You have been an amazing mom, my dear friend, and always made sure Annie had whatever she needed, even at the end.
You know Garth Brooks in his song "The Dance", sings "I could have missed the pain but I'd have had to miss the dance." and look at the dance you have had.
You are in my thoughts and prayers. We have a clear sky in the desert tonight so I will look for our newest star.
Dear Annie, run through the fields of heaven with the sunshine to warm your face and gentle breezes at your back. God bless and godspeed, precious princess.
Love and hugs,
Carrol

[Cyn719]

Kim

I believe Annie is always with you. That's how you are getting through each day:)

Love and hugs xo

[frijole]

Thanks guys... just having a rough patch... my own separation anxiety I guess. Today I got a card from the vets office. They made it themselves and it had a schnauzer that looked just like Annie on it with wings... boy did that tear me up.

[Casey's Mom]

Nothing is strange when it comes to loosing our best friends. My heart aches for you Kim. I just want you to know that we are here for you and I am saying a prayer for you and Annie tonight.

Love and many hugs,

[Cyn719]

Thanks Kim

I got the email. I will give it a try! Ground meat so it can be ground turkey...chicken.....hamburger.....she could use the nutrition and a few pounds.

Hugs xoxo

[Dollydog]

Hi Kim....I wish I'd seen this sooner. I believe that Annie is being comforted by all the dogs like my Lady who understand what she is going through because she isn't with you. They're telling her that it will be alright till you're together again.
Lady was never abused but I was her whole world....she didn't care where we were as long as we were together. She did not want anything in life but to be with me. I felt bad for her at times but came to understand that that was just the way she was...."looking after me" was her only job.
Ater I let her go I walked out to the truck with her body, sat on the seat and all I could see in my mind for the next 24 hours was Lady flying over the grass of the soccer field towards me, ears back, smile on her face....a vision of pure joy as she came towards me. I was comforted by that image....I felt that she was young and free of pain but still wanting to be with me. The image reminded me of the bond we shared....how perfect the world could be when it was just the two of us out in the sunshine....no leash, just the invisible bond between us.
I hope you're finding some peace about being separated from Annie. Please take good care of yourself...
(((HUGS)))
Jo-Ann

[addy]

Oh Kim, I am sorry you are having a rough time. After my father died, I picked out the brightest star in the sky ( I think it was Jupiter;)
I would go outside at night and have long conversations with that star. I called the star "dad" and when I needed dad the most he would come to me in my dreams. I always felt so happy when I would awake.

I hope Annie will visit in your dreams. I know she is there with you, whever you go, whatever you do.

love,
addy

[Squirt's Mom]

Dear Kim,

There is a very thin veil that separates us from those who have crossed over. From our side, we cannot see beyond that veil but those on the other side have a clear view of us. They always see us, always hear us, always feel us..and from time to time, are able to touch us.

I am one of those people who seldom dream, or remember dreaming, but I have so often prayed for one of those blessed dreams when my loved ones visit. But Crys chose another way. The day I drove to St. Louis to get Brick, I was going down the highway and looked over at Squirt and Trinket in the seat next to me. As I turned back to the road, I felt as clear as day Crys hugging me and pressing her mouth to mine once again. I had to pull off the road I was so overwhelmed. But I heard what Crys was saying to me - she is just fine, better than ever; she is never far from me; she knows we will be together again; and she approves wholeheartedly that she has a new sister and brother who, like her, simply needed someone to love them.

There are many differences between our side of that veil and theirs but the most critical for me is time and what is allowed where they are. The hours, days, weeks, months, years that we carry our pain and grief on this side is but the blink of an eye to those who await us on the other. Time has no value there. In passing through that veil, all negativity is left behind on this side - no pain, physical or emotional, can survive. It has no place there. The only things they can carry across with them are love and harmony.

Your Annie and Haley miss you, yes, but they also know you will be reunited any second now by their time. Meanwhile, they are together, whole, happy, and strong, watching over you with love that cannot be described. Annie knows her mom hasn't left her, would never leave her.

I hope one day you, too, will have a visit, you will hear what they have to say and know deep in your Soul that they are fine.

Many hugs,
Leslie and the gang

[jmac]

Hi Kim-

I am sorry to hear you are having a rough time. The others are right. Annie can still see you and be with you, whenever and wherever she wants. I hope you will see her in a dream, or feel her presence with you someday soon. Know that she is okay though: healthy, pain-free, and doing whatever it is that makes her happy.

Thinking of you...

Julie & Hannah

[SasAndYunah]

Dear Kim,

it's still so fresh, so new, so early and so unreal. This time, with Yunah's passing, it took me almost 3 months to find peace and acceptance and to start healing again. With Sogno and Cukie it took less time... It's never the same but in the end, time is what will help. But for now, I know how incredably hard it is...my heart feels for you and my tears fall for you...but it will get better Kim, it will.

Saskia :)

[marie adams]

Dear Kim,

I too am so sorry for your loss of Annie. We all know that feeling of loss and it hurts....as everyone says--time heals. You still had Annie when Haley went to the Rainbow Bridge--now they are together again. An empty house makes it hard. I remember with Maddie every room had memories as it does with you and Annie.

Take care and as Addy said about a star--pick one and that is Annie and Haley's star--I did it with Maddie too!!!

(((((HUGS)))))

[lauraperla]

Dear Kim,
I am new to the site here but I wanted to offer my condolences to you, I feel so sorry for your loss.
We lost our beautiful Gsp to cancer last October and I vividly remember those first days and weeks of raw, searing pain. Like you I struggled with the thought that my girl, always happiest at the very centre of family life, was alone and sad.
As the weeks went by many things made me feel that she was giving me signs that she was fine- multiple times I saw rainbows over her final resting place when there wasn't a cloud in the sky, and still to this day I sense her presence with me at times.
Our dear girl was precious beyond words to us ans she knew it. Without doubt Annie was the same to you.
A few words that often bring me comfort when needed are by St John Chrysostom-
'She whom we love
And lose
Is no longer
Where she was before.
She is now
Wherever we are'

Sending you love and hugs

Laura

[DOGFR13ND]

I have not checked in for a couple of weeks, and am very sorry to hear your sad news. You were so helpful to me last year when my dog was diagnosed with a pheo. I hope that the pain will start to ease for you soon.

[Altira]

8:::: Hope your feeling better.... :o

[frijole]

Thanks all. There is just a huge void right now and it hurts to look at her photos but I still do. I haven't selected her photo for the In Loving Memory Tribute yet .... just can't. Too many favorites.

My brother has been in town from Florida... he just left and my sis arrives from Phoenix on Tuesday so they have been a welcome diversion.

[Altira]

I remember I couldn't look at pictures of Mira for a long time too. Marianne was asking me for one. It took me a long time. 8:::: Next thing I knew I had them all over the house. I only just recently took a couple down. About a week ago I thought I saw her walk past a mirrored wall at the desert house. But I didn't have my glasses on so... Anyway I'm glad you had a distraction for awhile... :o

[Altira]

How are you doing Kim?

[Franklin'sMum]

Oh Kim,

I am so very sorry to hear of Annie's passing. You were such a great mum to her, your love evident in each and every word of your posts.

Much love and hand holding,
Jane, Franklin and Angel Bailey xxx

[frijole]

Thanks for asking. I'm adjusting slowly. I have her photos everywhere now so I can remember the wonderful times with she and Haley. I'm looking right now of one taken at a PetSmart on Santa's lap. I took the two of them shopping for Xmas and we rounded a corner and they about pulled my arm off... there was this long line of all kinds of pets including exotic birds waiting to see Santa. ;) How he got them to sit still long enough for the shot I will never know.

Bed time is the hardest - I always said "night night" and "I love you"... I now grab her pillow pet (she got for Xmas - its so cute - see photo in her album) and hug it then I tell Annie I love her.

[Eileen]

oh Kim, I skimmed thru your thread, but not without tears streaming...

I'm so very sorry for your recent loss of Annie....my diabetic and very best friend, Mildred, passed on January 5...I still cry everyday.

My heart goes out to you...

[Altira]

Dearest Kim my heart aches with you,

Your last post got me crying too. Been a year and a half since I lost Mira. My bed buddy. It's really not so painful now, that is I've learned to live with it, it's just so damn sad! 8:::: I have two sweethearts living that make me smile. And I'm so greatful for them. I couldn't do it without them.

[Squirt's Mom]

Dear Kim,

Saying those "night night's" and "I love you's" will become ever so precious as the pain eases and the memories bring comfort your soul. Somehow those little things we do that help us keep our sanity at first, also bring our loved ones closer over time.

They became a form of prayer for me and are a source of continuing connection.

Many hugs,
Leslie and the gang

[MBK]

Kim -

I haven't been here for awhile and I am so very sorry to hear of sweet Annie passing. I spent some time looking at her pictures and she was a beautiful little girl. It is quite evident that she was well loved, too. I cannot even imagine the pain you must feel. I hope each day gets a bit easier for you.

[Altira]

Ok now Leslie has me crying... Sheesh

How does that thing go that follows the title for those who have been lost... ? You know the section here on the forum.
"While we have them we hold them close in our arms, when they are gone we hold them close in our heart forever. "

(sniffle)

[mytil]

Oh Kim,

Sending you my (((((hugs))))) We have known each other for a very very long time since the old board. I know your Haley and Annie are right this minute running around with my Clancy and Mytilda and all the other pups through these years who have passed on.

Kim, the absence I think is the most painful - one cannot just reach out and hold them.

We are here Kim
T.

[Roxee's Dad]

Sending you more hugs Kim.

Your Santa comment reminded me of when I played Santa at Petsmart for a local rescue for a few years and yes there were birds, lizards snakes (which I really dislike), cats with really sharp claws and dogs of all sizes and temperament. My favorite memories though were when Pattee would bring our gang in for pics with Santa.... they all knew it was me... I just couldn't fool them.

[Altira]

Sending you more hugs Kim.

Your Santa comment reminded me of when I played Santa at Petsmart for a local rescue for a few years and yes there were birds, lizards snakes (which I really dislike), cats with really sharp claws and dogs of all sizes and temperament. My favorite memories though were when Pattee would bring our gang in for pics with Santa.... they all knew it was me... I just couldn't fool them.

We all needed a smile "John", thanks for the santa story. What a sweet thing to do!

[Bailey's Mom]

Hi Kim,

I just wanted to look in and see how you are doing....?

Susan

[frijole]

Susan, I am slowly healing and miss my girl. Today is exactly 4 months since she passed. I started to write a proper tribute but couldn't do it yet.

Every now and then I read a bit of this thread to feel close to her... but I can't yet read for long. I cherish every word in it though. The ride was bumpy but there was love every step of the way. Just missing my girl....

[Altira]

I did that too. Tried to go back and read Mira's thread. I wrote about everything thing she did. For a long time i could only get up to a certian point. For a long time I couldn't look at pictures of her. Now I have them all over the house. It's been a year and a half. It's only been the last two months that I can think of her and not cry. Anyway, keep trying. Someday you'll be able to talk about it to anyone with a steady voice. Walk with your held high knowing that you made it through one of the most diffuclt things there is in life. :o And don't be afraid to do it all over again....

"It's better to have loved and lost, then never to have loved at all."

[mytil]

Oh Kim,

It will be hard still I know. Even after 10 years I miss my little Mytilda and think of her often. Your Annie girl (and Haley) are hanging out together and keeping an eye on you.

My continued ((((hugs))))
Terry

[Bo's Mom]

Kim,
Thinking about you and your sweet Angel Annie.

[Bailey's Mom]

Thanks Kim. Sounds like you're right on track :D Since Palmer died, I've had a recurrence of missing our first girl, Peaches in addition to Palmer. :(

And I too had to wait quite some time before I could attempt my tribute to Palmer. Except for the color of their hair, Peaches and Palmer looked very much alike. Sometimes when I look on the wall at some pictures I have to stop and think.......Peaches? Palmer? They both just mean so much to me. :)

Take care.

Susan

[Fellasmom]

Hi Kim
I just wanted to thank you for all your love and support the past few weeks.I really don't know what i would have done without you!I was in a state of shock when I lost Fella and wasn't able to read thru any of the threads here.I just started to do that tonight and look forward to reading about all the furbabies who are so loved by all of you!I know you recently lost your Annie so I'm sure it's still a very difficult time for you.Hopefully Annie and Fella are good friends.:).Hugs to you and so grateful I found all of you!
Love,
Patty

[NoonelovesmelikeNorman]

Kim, Just wanted to send you a long distance (((Hug))). You have helped so many of us on here. Your beautiful Annie will always remain in your heart. My hope is that you find peace and comfort knowing she is running free healthy and whole and evenutally you will be able to see her again and feel her lick your face.

With Peace, Love, Comfort and Mercy,

Sharon, Norman and Millie

[frijole]

Thanks ladies! You are sweet to think of me and my baby. It is in her honor and her sister Haley (who had cushings) that I continue to help others. As you can tell from this thread that is over 100 pages... I had lots of help from others so I pay it forward. xoxo Kim mom to Annie (pheochromocytoma) and Haley (pituitary cushings)

[Skye]

the effect of the care and support you extend to others, encouragement and strength felt over the internet......knowing you have been there for so very many...you may never know the extent of how much you have helped. know your being thought of, and cared so very much about.

[Trish]

Yes Kim is a A+++++ administrator thats for sure, advice from you has been so very beneficial to so many, thank god you and the other angels stick around here!

[Fellasmom]

Hi Kim
Just popping in to say hello and thank you for all the kindness you spread here.Have a good weekend.
Hugs,
Patty