Jed (9 y/o Male Vizsla) - Cyberknife for pituitary macrotumor (Jed has passed)

[Renee]

Remind me again how the CC was diagnosed?

[Jed's Mom]

CC was diagnosed with a biopsy.

[Renee]

CC was diagnosed with a biopsy.

Okay, then it was a certain diagnosis. He did seem to recover from it rather well and quickly. Hopefully with his cortisol in the lower range now, you can focus on other stuff and not have the CC rearing it's head.

[Jed's Mom]

Yes we were all amazed at how fast his skin recovered and the hair grew back. I do think the coloidal silver was a big part in that recovery but who knows. The last xray still showed a lot of calcium deposits under his skin but the ones that I feel are just coming out and flaking off and he loses a little hair. Nothing like the sores he had with the initial flare up. I'm hoping we figure something out with the Endoscopy. I don't think Jed is healthy enough for surgery/recovery.

[Jed's Mom]

Jed didn't eat any of his kibble today but he did eat a doggy muffin someone made for one of the dog's Birthdays :) Looks like I will be baking this weekend :D

[Renee]

Look up Chef Dolce the Pug on facebook. He posts many dog treat recipes. :)

[My sweet Ginger]

My Ginger stopped eating her kibble all together a long ago even when mixed in meats, ate only the meat and left all the kibbles. Even with the meats what worked yesterday wouldn't work today and then the search went on to find what she will eat that day. I had to try 2 or 3 different options everyday. :mad:
I now mix in some kibble with other meats and veges to make her mush using a food processor and that's been her main source of food since last April and she seems to be doing fine diet wise maintaining a steady weight. She also took some sweets and nothing else for a while last year which makes me think maybe it has something to do with still low cortisol in their body.
You may have to feed him something other than kibble until his appetite comes back and try not to worry too much about the balance of his diet. I just try to avoid fatty meats. I'd be happy as long as he eats something for now.

[Jed's Mom]

I have tried everything and everything w Jed. Like you said what works today won't work tomorrow. If I make it for dinner he eats it but God forbid you try and give him leftovers! I have had the most luck with kibble and I add in some treats.

Thanks Renee for the link. I would bake all night if I knew he would eat it.

[My sweet Ginger]

I see, kibble was the first to go with Ginger.
Poor you, poor Jed. Hopefully muffins will work. I'd feel better as long as he eats something, sweets or not. Hugs.

[Renee]

When you go to bake some treats for him, like muffins or cookies, I read on Chef Dolce's page that she uses ground kibble in the recipes, like using it in place of bread crumbs or such. Maybe you could try that?

[Jed's Mom]

I will try that Renee. Tonight I had a hair appointment but he ate a cup of kibble for my husband and when I got home he ate some pizza with me. I made sure to give him a pepcid and his reflux meds before eating the pizza. He just ate a bunch of treats and he is looking for more. I think he is finally starting to bounce back. And he is not drinking or going out much as of yet. Fingers crossed he lets us sleep tonight. I am sure anyone with a dog with Cushings is sleep deprived at some point...or many points :)

[Jed's Mom]

When you say you mix kibble with other meats and veges to make her mush using a food processor, then how do you feed it, do you use a syringe?

Thanks!
Lisa

[My sweet Ginger]

I did use syringe and force fed her last year when she was refusing to eat anything and everything but I now spoon feed her because she still has poor appetite most of the time. I lay her in my lap and feed her as you'd do with a baby and she willingly opens her mouth now. She'd walk away almost all the time if I feed her in her food bowl but she will take the mush if I spoon feed her.:o She seems to like the mush.
I don't know whether this method will work for Jed since he's much larger than Ginger (9 lbs ) but I'm sure you two can come up with a way that works for you and Jed. Good luck, hugs.

[Jed's Mom]

Yeah, I don't think the baby thing is going to work with Jed..lol. I may have to get a syringe but I think I am at that point for a least 1 meal a day. I will get a food processor this weekend.

[My sweet Ginger]

Lol. Yea, he probably has too much pride for this but doesn't hurt to try it tho.
Soak kibble in water. Slow boil and meats first and veges and sweet potatoes, carrots for sweetness. Cut them in chunks for food processor. I also add bananas for sweetness too. Add whatever you think he might like. I make a big batch so it will last about two weeks and put them in smaller containers and freeze them. Each time after I warmed a portion in microwave oven I add a big dollop of plain yogurt to the mush and it's been helpful for her system.
I just learned how to make powered eggshells so I will be adding that for calcium supplement.
I think you can buy large mouthed syringes at drug stores.

[Jed's Mom]

That sounds awesome, thank you! Your pup sounds like a sweetheart. While Jed will let me do anything to him, he prob wont do it willingly but I will try. Jed has never been the cuddly dog..and whenever I try he pulls away. He will lay next to me and put his head in my lap but that is the extent of cuddles. My other Vizsla is the opposite. He would crawl inside my skin if he could.

I decided not to jump right into the endoscopy but do it in 3 stages.
-Treat for possible intestinal infection - Flagyl - metronyazol (sp?) 5-7 days of antibiotic. I will treat with Probiotic at the same time.
-Ultrasound to look and see if what they are seeing on his intestines has gotten bigger/smaller
-Endoscopy - if needed

[My sweet Ginger]

That sounds like a good plan. I hope they will find an answer.

Yea, Ginger is such a sweetie especially with me. I couldn't even go away for a day or two because she would sit facing the window or door for hours without moving and one of my kids would send me a pic of her looking out and waiting and then my trip is pretty much over then. :o

[Squirt's Mom]

You might look at some things other than a syringe if he needs a larger delivery system. :D Something like a baster might work or something in between a baster and large syringe. We cush moms can get very creative! :p

[My sweet Ginger]

How true.:)

[Jed's Mom]

Is there any risk if he fights me on it? Do you think it could get into his lungs? I used to make him up a hamburger/carb mixture and freeze it and then shove it down his throat in small chunks...he was not a fan of that. I am wondering if I should continue to do something like that or do the food processor.

[My sweet Ginger]

Start with small portions and try both ways. You will have to get something down in him however way if he doesn't eat on his own and hopefully he will get his appetite back soon.
Have you tried hot dogs? I know it's not good but the flavor might entice him as some of us had success when the pups were turning their noses up to all other foods.

[Squirt's Mom]

Yes, they can inhale the food and get sick from that so go slow and easy.

You might try mixing some tuna water, sardine water, Parmesan cheese, or some other stinky food like green tripe to the mix. A dog's appetite, and ours too, starts with the nose - what is scented stimulates certain chemical reactions. So give him something stinky in the mix and see if that will help him have enough interest to help you a little bit by licking the end of the syringe or whatever you use. Let him sniff for a bit then give him a teeny taste and hopefully he will start sniffing more wanting more. ;)

[Harley PoMMom]

Harley would walk away from his feeding bowl too, but for some reason if I put his food in the palm of my hand he would take it.

Sue hope Jed's appetite picks up soon, it can be so worrisome when they don't want to eat.

Hugs, Lori

[Jed's Mom]

Thanks All. hot dogs did work at one time and then he would not eat them anymore. I can try them again. He did eat out of my husbands hand last night and i can usually get him to eat some of what I am eating for dinner. Mornings are the hardest and he is so inconsistent. I am going to start the antibiotic/probiotic tonight..fingers crossed they help. I am definitely seeing it take longer for him to bounce back after being on the lysodryn vs when he was on the vetoryl.

[Harley PoMMom]

Harley had kidney disease, and along with that nausea is a common side effect. His nausea was more prominent in the mornings, and when I started to give him a small snack before bedtime plus the slippery elm bark it did help.

[Jed's Mom]

I stated Jed on the metronidazole Friday night. He has not eaten on his own since Thursday I believe other than some treats. But this is not uncommon for Jed while on meds so I am hoping it is just that and when we finish the antibiotics his appetite will come back. What I am more concerned about is Jed is no longer drinking like a cushings dog. He still goes to the water dish as much as he used to, but he just looks at it and walks away. He does drink a normal amount. Beth at daycare said the same thing. Should I be worried about this? He has not been on Cushings meds in almost a week.

[Harley PoMMom]

Not drinking normally can be worrisome. Does he seem dehydrated? When you pinch his skin up does stay up like a tent? How about his mouth, are his gums pale and sticky?

[Jed's Mom]

He is drinking normally, just not drinking like a Cushings pup. I'm not really worried about this since he is still drinking but just wondering why all of a sudden. He has been off all Cushings meds for a week now.

Metronidizole is not helping with any of his other symptoms.
Jed goes for another ultrasound Thursday to check and see if the lesions/thickening on his intestines have gotten any bigger/smaller. I will prob have them do a full panel blood test too.

Next test will be the endoscopy, if needed.

[molly muffin]

What did the ultrasound show today? Is he eating yet?

Hoping Jed's doing better.

[Jed's Mom]

Ultrasound showed more thickening and thinning of intestinal walls and more abnormalities throughout his intestines. He is going in on Wednesday for Endoscopy/biopsy and I will be putting in a feeding tube. He is not eating at all on his own except for the tiny marrow bone treats and a few others. Internist is thinking IBD. Biopsy will tell for sure.

As far as his cushings he is still regulated. She said his liver has never looked better and his urine is still concentrated.

Hopefully I will know for sure when we get the biopsy back. Usually IBD is treated with prednisone but there are other options for Jed.

[Dixie'sMom]

I'm so sorry to hear Jed is having so many troubles right now. I'm sending prayers your way for some good solutions to get Jed back on track and feeling better. Sending a big hug for you. I know you are worried sick about him. Hang in there.

[Jed's Mom]

Thanks Suzie :) Since I started force feeding Jed and IBD diet he is looking to eat every 2-3 hours and seems very perky. He hates being force fed but everyday gets a little easier..I think he knows its for his own good. It will be easier with a feeding tube to get him the calories he needs and if it is IBD..I have my doubts, but if it is, hopefully I can get Jed back on track and eating on his own in 3-6 weeks.

Jed has not been on Cushings meds for almost two weeks now. Is it normal for a dog to come off of lysodren and not show symptoms for this long? He was only on the lysodren for 3 days (2 loading and 1 maintenance). I'm very thankful we are not dealing with the excessive drinking/peeing with everything else but I expect it will come back any day now..

[Dixie'sMom]

I'm sure the others can answer your questions much better than I can because of their vast experience, but I think it has to do with how quickly the adrenals regenerate and start secreting cortisol again as to when you may see the Cush symptoms return. I also believe I have read that some dogs never need to go back on Cushings medicines which would be nice as long as they are eating and drinking, peeing and pooping normally. I hope the feeding tube helps to give Jed's system a break and time to heal. Sweet baby. it breaks my heart to see them sick and I know it does yours.

[molly muffin]

With his most recent ACTH results it doesn't seem that the adrenal glands have been compromised so much that he wouldn't be producing enough cortisol. Post 6.7.
My worry is that the lowering of the cortisol is exposing something else that makes him feel very bad, something that maybe the higher cortisol was covering up. Maybe ask your vet about that possibility too? The thing is that not all high cortisol is necessarily due to cushings, although it is usually it. Any chronic serious illness can cause the cortisol to rise. If the cortisol is high enough, long enough, then you will get stuff like the cc, just like if it was cushings, as it is due to the same thing (increased cortisol production).

It might also be why the reaction to both vetroyl and lysodren has been so sensitive.

Is Jeb still eating will with the force feeding? Does he seem to be inclined to eat more on his own now? You really want to get him stable with wanting to eat that is most important to my mind.

Just throwing some ideas out there for you to talk about with your vet.

hugs

[Jed's Mom]

Sorry I have not checked in in a few days. Jed has started exhibiting neurological problems. He has not been sleeping..he has started pacing and circling. He is alert but in a daze..if that makes sense. He is waking us up at all hours of the night just to come down stairs and run circles around the kitchen island or pace from room to room. Even at daycare they are noticing a difference. He just paces around and presses his head or body into whoever is close. He used to sleep all morning and now he goes to the bed and just stares at it..Beth had to lay down in the bed and then she got him to lay down with her and he finally passed out. Its like he does not know what to do with himself.

He goes for a neurological exam in the morning and pending the results we may do and MRI. Scope/biopsy/feeding tube is on hold for now.

Dr Arnold, Jed's internist, has suspected for some time now that his tumor could be the reason he is not eating. That is may be getting bigger and pressing on the brain. If it is, and he needs radiation they do not do that at here so I would most likely have to travel to Tuff's or Cornell..about 3 hours away.

I am at such a loss..I feel like he is fading away more and more each day and I am just wondering if there is any light left at the end of all of this. I just want to do what is best for Jed but am I being selfish in doing all of these tests and putting him through all of this???

[molly muffin]

We have had dogs do the radiation treatment. It is expensive but for a macro tumor we have seen good success with the current treatment. The last dog we had who went through it, has very bad cc, confirmed macro tumor and the treatment now is like 2 or 3 radiation session. It use to be 12 a few years ago.

Once it is over with the dogs have seemed to do very well.

I'm so sorry to hear that Jeb is having these neuro issues now. Do let us know what the doctors say.

Big hugs

[Jed's Mom]

I def will Sharlene. Thank you. You ladies help me through all of this more than you know!!

Hugs!!
Lisa and Jed :)

[Jed's Mom]

I got the news I have been dreading. Jed has a very large tumor growing up into his brain. I will be taking him to a hospital in Yonkers NY for cyberknife radiation treatment. I'm hoping to get in the end of this week or early next week. It explains everything I have been seeing with Jed..

[molly muffin]

Oh crud. Did they do the ct scn or was it MRI to determine?

Do you have a consultation set up with the hospital yet?

Big hugs. I know this while expected was definitely hoping against.

Still maybe the radiation will take care of the whole thing and jeb will be more himself. I hope any how

[molly muffin]

http://www.k9cushings.com/forum/showthread.php?t=5850&highlight=Radiation

This is buttercups thread. They did radiation treatment at u of Davis. You. Can read a bit about and know how it works.

[Harley PoMMom]

Oh Lisa,

I am sorry to hear this news, and I will be holding you both in my thoughts and prayers.

I, too, am hoping that the radiation treatment works and will allow Jed to feel better.

Love and hugs, Lori

[My sweet Ginger]

I am at such a loss..I feel like he is fading away more and more each day and I am just wondering if there is any light left at the end of all of this.

Dear Lisa, yesterday I don't think anyone could answer to your wondering mind but today it looks very hopeful for Jed because we now know what he has been suffering from. As bad and terrible as it is, still you can come up with a plan of attack because you now know who the enemy is.

I just looked it up so you must be going to Animal Specialty Center if you are going to Yonkers. It says they were the first to offer CyberKnife radio surgery to animals in US since 2008 so they must be very experienced.
You and Jed are lucky as there are only a handful of places in US that offer this surgery (?) and it offers the fewest side effects and the highest quality of life. I too hope Jed can get in very soon as there is no reason to waste precious time now. He is a lucky boy and you're an awesome mom, Lisa.

I will pray very hard for a successful outcome so Jed can get his health and youth back soon. Hugs to you and kisses to Jed. Song.

[Dixie'sMom]

Awwww that poor baby. As bad as I feel for you both having to go thru this, I agree with Song. You know the enemy now and you have a plan. I will also join her in praying for you and Jed and I hope you will see positive results very quickly. It is such a blessing that such a great resource isn't too far from you. Please keep us posted on what is going on. Prayers and Hugs for you and sweet Jed.

[Squirt's Mom]

Now we all understand why sweet Jed just didn't seem to settle with treatment. Not what any of us wanted but there is direction possible now. Please let us know what you learn from the surgeons.

And never for one minute forget that you and Jed are surrounded by your family here. You will never be alone.

Our thoughts and prayers are with you all,
Hugs,
Leslie and the gang

[labblab]

I "second" all the thoughts above! I am so sorry for this new challenge, but I am so hopeful that the cyberknife treatment will restore normalcy to Jed's body and his life. You both deserve so many more happy days together!

I hope it is OK, but I have revised your thread title to reflect this development. This way, other members who are veterans of treatment for macrotumors are more likely to be able to stop by to offer their support.

Please, please keep us updated every step of the way.
Marianne

[Jed's Mom]

Thank you all so so much. You make the difference for me. I feel like everyone else is at the other end of the spectrum on this and they think I should let Jed go. I still see hope.

Last night was a VERY difficult night. Jed slept minimum so that meant I did too. What little sleep I did get was in a dog bed..lol. He circled the couch ALL night long. Not sure if it was a reult of the tumor and the anesthesia wearing off or just the tumor. I called the vet today to see if there is anything I can give him to help him settle at night. Once the sun came up and mom had to get in the shower for work, Jed passed out...he is at daycare now. He has been sleeping most of morning.woke up to go out and ate some lunch on his own!! Granted it was kitty kibble and unhealthy treats but I will take what I can get. :)

I am going to meet with Dr Joseph at the Animal Specialty Center. Boy is he a dry one but I heard he is one of the best. He must have skipped the day they went over bed side manners..lol. But I felt good after hanging up with him. He put Jed on an appetite stimulant, something for his stomach and wait for it....PREDNISONE. But I could not argue with this..we need to alleviate the swelling/pressure around Jed's brain and give him the best chance. He also wants Jed eating on his own and feeling good before treatment, so we wait until Wednesday. My appointment is 9am where Jed will get another MRI and CTScan.

I saw a picture of the tumor, it is rather large. The Drs could not believe how large it was based on the way Jed is acting and his neurological exam.

I will keep you all posted and lean on all of you through this. Its hard to talk to people that have not been there..I know it's a lot of $$. Just yesterday was a $2500 day and cyber knife I got an estimate of $8,000...Eeek. But how can I put a dollar ammount on Jed finally feeling better and having some good months, hopefully years ahead of him???

[Jed's Mom]

And thank you Marianne for updating my thread title..Jed will be 10 in June..not sure if we want to update that or not.

[labblab]

Yes, we certainly do! I will make him 9 for now, and then our next interim update will be "Successful cyberknife surgery." ;) ;) ;)

[Jed's Mom]

I like that :D

[Renee]

Hi there - I haven't been on much, due to work, but I had to get my butt over here and tell you that I have been thinking of you and Jed. He is in my thoughts. I too have hope. Don't let the naysayers get you down!

[Jed's Mom]

Thanks Renee :) It's hard to hear people ask my why I am not just putting him down. I am so thankful I have this family to support me and help me make the right decisions.

[molly muffin]

It is always your choice on what kind of treatment and how far you go with Jeb, no one else. They can howl at the moon about it if they want, but Jeb is yours and that is that. :) :)

Sending you big hugs!

[pansywags]

I'm watching Jed's progress with great interest as my Pansy had a pituitary macro and I lost her last March. Although she was about 9, which is getting on up there for a boxer, I would have considered radiation at UC Davis where she was finally diagnosed, but there were too many other factors including a mass on her heart, and we didn't get that option.

Jed is in your care, you get to make the choices and if anyone who isn't paying the bills doesn't like it, they can go eat a pint of bees. You are among people who have gone to great lengths for the sake of their beloved dogs.

[Jed's Mom]

I am sorry to hear about your sweet Pansy. It is heartbreaking to watch them go through it all. I am hoping the neurologist in Yonkers can help Jed. I just have to stay positive...Wednesday is taking forever to get here.

Jed is doing better and better and I can only attribute it to the Preds...go figure. He slept comfortably through the night and when he got up at 5am to go out, he came back to bed and gave both me and my husband sweet kisses :) This is unheard of for Jed to give kisses so I have to believe it was his way of saying thank you. Usually you have to beg borrow and steal a kiss.

He is still not eating his dog food but he ate half of my husbands chicken parm last night and this morning I was able to get some MyPerfectPet food down his throat..I was wearing some of it when by the time it was over.

I told my family last night about Jed and my plans and they were so supportive and positive it blew me away. I have 5 great sisters :) They offered to help in any way and go with me. They are the best.

Hope you all have a great weekend and I will definitely keep you posted on Jed and our trip to Yonkers.

BIG HUGS!!
Lisa and Jed :)

[pansywags]

It's not a problem most people here face but it can be incredibly stressful trying to get your dog to eat. I feel for you.

One item Pansy never refused right until the end was Stella and Chewy's freeze dried lamb patties. Sometimes she'd even eat kibble if it was topped with Stella and Chewy's.

[Jed's Mom]

Jed used to like the stella and chewy's freeze dried chicken patties. I will get some lamb today and cross my fingers :)

[judymaggie]

Lisa -- so sorry Jed is having eating issues. My last Cush pup, Maggie, lost her appetite as she dealt with advanced liver and kidney disease. I found that the smellier the food, the more likely Maggie would eat a few bites. I also rotated what I would feed her every couple of days. My refrigerator was full of different options. If she wasn't interested in one thing, I would move on to the next. She wouldn't eat anything out of her bowl -- if she was interested in anything, I would have to hand feed her.

You might ask your vet if giving Jed Nutri-cal would be appropriate. For a while Maggie would take it off of a spoon but I did have to progress to putting it on a popsicle stick and scraping it with her front teeth. Talk about wearing her food!! I would have to wash her face and my hands after every time. If you aren't familiar with Nutri-cal, the best comparison is that is "poop-like". :( That said, at least I felt like she was getting some nutrients.

[Harley PoMMom]

That is so wonderful that your family is there supporting you and Jed. I'm glad that the prednisone is helping him and hoping his appetite will pick up soon.

Love and hugs, Lori

[Jed's Mom]

Yesterdays trip to Yonkers went better than I expected. Jed did amazing. He had his MRI and CTSCAN to get prepare for next weeks Radiation Treatment. The hospital was so great. Everyone there was so nice and upbeat..especially the techs. I was brought into a room and met with both Neurologists, Dr Joseph and Dr Tun. They reviewed all of Jed's history with me. They had all of his medical history prior to the visit and they reviewed in detail before. They answered all of my questions, explained what was going to be done yesterday and then what would be done next week. I have never felt so good and so positive about a vet before. I am so thankful it is just a road trip away..2.5 hours. Jed was so relaxed on the trip home and had a great night. He has been eating better..not great, but its getting better everyday. We decided to skip the endoscopy/biopsy and feeding tube since Jed is making great progress. We can revisit those down the road. We are scheduled for 3 days of cyber knife radiation next week, Tuesday-Thursday. Dr Joseph thinks Jed is going to do great. He can't believe how well Jed is doing with how big the tumor is (about 2cm) He says Jed does not know he has a brain tumor :) I can't wait for next week :) Also there is a pet friendly Hampton Inn a stone throw away.

[Squirt's Mom]

OH I am so glad it went well and that you and Jed are so comfortable with the docs! That is just wonderful! Keep in touch and let us know how things are going. We will be right by your side next week!

[labblab]

Oh Lisa!!!!

:) :D :) :D :) :D :) :D :)

I have such a good feeling about this, too! Tuesday cannot get get here fast enough!

Marianne

[pansywags]

I'm so very happy to hear the appointment was so positive and that Jed's appetite is improving!

[My sweet Ginger]

Oh Lisa, I have tears in my eyes reading your happy post. :o
I was thinking about you and Jed all day yesterday and praying that everything goes well at the ASC and so happy it went beyond that.
I now feel so good about the whole thing and no doubt there will be a good outcome at the end. Thank you for giving us this happy update.:)
Hugs and kisses.

[Jed's Mom]

Just found this Great Video - This is where Jed is going in Yonkers :)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g0goPNHp6H0

[Renee]

YAYYYYY! Great update! Keep it up, Go Jed, Go!!

[molly muffin]

This is Wonderful news. I'm glad that you liked them and feel good about taking Jeb there.

HUGS

[Jed's Mom]

Thank you for all of the well wishes for Jed. Tuesday can't come fast enough. Hoping and Praying this helps Jed feel better. He is eating better and better each day but I have still not seen his butt wiggle.. That will be a great day :)

[molly muffin]

Absolutely. We are holding out for Butt Wiggles!! Go Jeb! :)

hugs

[Dixie'sMom]

Awesome! What a relief that Jed is feeling better and the docs who will be treating him have such a good prognosis for him! Something tells me that you may be getting butt wiggles very soon. :D

I'll be here too next week watching and waiting to see how things are going. This is actually very exciting. Go Jed!

[Jed's Mom]

Jed's first day of radiation went very well and he is so comfortable with the vets and the techs. As soon as I got Jed back to the hotel he ate some chicken and treats and took a nap. He has been very alert all day and seems to be feeling fine. He is a little more clingy w me but this could be because he is out of sorts. Right now he is sleeping contently. We will drop him again tomorrow for round 2.

[judymaggie]

So happy to read that Jed's first treatment experience was a positive one! His clingyness may well be because everything and everyone else was new to him. Hope you can get some rest tonight!

[molly muffin]

Excellent first report. It sounds like he is handling everything just fine and you are too. Whoop hooooo

[Squirt's Mom]

Great news! I hope the remaining treatments are as easy as this first and Jed is soon feeling much better!

[pansywags]

So happy to hear it went so well - I hope you both sail through the remainder of the treatment, with great results.

[Dixie'sMom]

Go Jed! I'm so happy that yesterday went good and Jed is feeling good. I know it's a great comfort to you to have him ok with all of this. I hope today goes as well or better than yesterday. Sending prayers and hugs your way.

[Jed's Mom]

Well it was not the most restful night...lol. I think Jed was up every couple of hours to get a drink or looking for treats. My husband is with me so we take turns getting up with him. He could eat up until midnight so at 11:30 when he got up looking for treats I gave him a ton and I think he slept for another few hours before he was up looking for more. It didn't help that there are wind gusts up to 55mph...poor Jed almost blew over. Every day of treatment he gets a dose of prednisone so that is not helping with the drinking. His drinking is normal during the day but at night time he likes to guzzle. I'm hoping once the treatments are over we can start to ween him off the preds eventually and see how he does.

We dropped Jed at 8:30 today and there is one dog getting treatment before him so I don't think I can pick him up until 3 today. I will check in later and let you know how it went. He is a trooper. And he gained 1lb since last week :)

[Jed's Mom]

Second treatment/day was the same as yesterday but today Jed bit a tech. She was not there for me to find out what happened so I hope I know more tomorrow. I feel horrible..I hope I get the full story tomorrow.

[Squirt's Mom]

uh oh, I hope she wasn't man-handling him. I hope he has a better night tonite and you all get some rest.

[Jed's Mom]

I am thinking she was or when they went to put in the new catheter it hurt him..all just assumptions on my part. But even so, I am praying that she is not seriously scarred. I faxed over Jed's rabies vaccine and he is current until Feb 2016...thank god. I just feel terrible about it all.

[Dixie'sMom]

Well, whatever happened, it wasn't Jed's fault. :D That's my story and I'm stickin' to it. :D :D :D

[molly muffin]

Oh sweetie. It is always a risk with Any dog when they are going through procedures, if something hurts them they just snap out sometimes. Poor Jeb probably feels pretty bad about it too. Talk to them tomorrow, let them know that this is Not Jebs normal behavior and found out how bad it was. You'll feel better then. Most techs are aware of the risks when doing procedures.

Hang in there!
hugs

[Squirt's Mom]

Checking in on you this morning, hoping you all had a decent nite's rest. This is the last treatment, right? I am praying hard all goes as planned and our sweet boy is feeling more like his old self soon.

[Jed's Mom]

We had a VERY restful night. Jed slept great to the point where I kept waking up and checking on him. I can't remember the last time he slept so good. Other than some diarrhea, I am not seeing any side affects. I found out that when Jed snapped they were trying to force him down on his side to put the catheter in a back leg. Jed felt horrible after he did it and they were all full of apologies and said that it was not Jed's fault at all. Jed did break skin so the tech had to go to the hospital (part of procedure). Thankfully his rabies is good until 02/2016. Jed was much more nervous going in today but that was expected after what happened yesterday. I am sure he was feeling better after he got his drugs :) We will hopefully pick up Jed in the next couple of hours and head home and just pray that the tumor shrinks. I believe we will follow up with an MRI in 6 months for another baseline..kind of a long time to have to wait but it could take weeks/months for the tumor to shrink.

[Squirt's Mom]

So glad he had a good nite and that you all got some sleep! I know it is a relief to learn what happened with the tech yesterday. Poor boy, he didn't want that! I hope today goes as well as the past two have and you see nothing but improvements from here on out!

[judymaggie]

I don't blame Jed for his reaction to the tech -- I would think most dogs would snap in that situation. I bet you and Jed will be very happy to head home!

[molly muffin]

Hoping everything goes well today and that the results will be very good!

I'm sure they will be much more careful today with the catheter.

hugs

[Jed's Mom]

We are home!!! :D Jed was a little restless on the ride and has had some watery diarrhea. I gave him a little chicken and turkey and he is resting now. He has been through so much so I am sure the diarhea is a mix of the 3 days of anesthesia, prednisone injections and nerves. We are just so happy to be home and I missed my younger Vizsla, Bodie, wicked. We even missed the cats a little :p Fingers crossed for another restful night. I have been lazy with all of the broken sleep nights and I was not making it to the gym so I got a trainer. I am suppose to meet him tomorrow at 5am...:eek:

[Squirt's Mom]

A trainer, at 5 AM?! I'm still stumbling around muttering in my coffee cup at that time! Of course, I'm allergic to exercise any way soooo... :D

Very glad you are all home safe and sound! I know Jed is happy to be there especially. Keep in touch and let us know how he is doing!

[pansywags]

Congratulations on making it though the treatment, I'm celebrating for you and Jed tonight.

[Dixie'sMom]

I'm glad you are both home safely You and Jed both will feel better with your normal routine.

I told you biting wasn't Jed's fault. He is much too polite to bite without a good reason. :) :D

Hugs!

[Jed's Mom]

Jed had a great night and day. He is full of energy and eating great. Let's hope this continues! Thank you all for your support and encouraging words. :)

[judymaggie]

Such good news! :D We will continue to send good vibes your way --

[Harley PoMMom]

That is good news!!! YYAAAAA!!! Sending positive energy your way and keeping you both in my thoughts and prayers.

[molly muffin]

That is wonderful to hear. :) :)

[labblab]

Yes it is!!!!!!

So happy and relieved for you guys!! :) :) :)

Marianne

[pansywags]

This is a rocky time for me as I approach the 1 year anniversary of Pansy's death next week (the last of the big firsts) and it really cheers me to read about how well Jed's treatment went.

I hope for many more good progress reports!

[doxiesrock912]

This technology is amazing!
I lost my sweet Daisy Mae in June, unrelated to Cushings but she also had PDH and had I known about the cyberknife, I would have definitely given it a try!

[Jed's Mom]

Jed continues to sleep through the night and he has been eating great. He is eating foods he has refused for a long time. Do you think this is still the prednisone injections at work? I know it takes weeks to months for the tumor to shrink (if it is going to shrink at all) so I am just wondering how Jed is doing so well so fast?? I am so scared it is just going to stop one of these days. We even cut his daily pred down from 20mg to 10mg a day. Eventually if he continues to do well we will go to every other day.

[Squirt's Mom]

Oh I would take each second for what it's worth and it sounds like his seconds are finally worth bunches again! It's so hard not to worry about what tomorrow might bring...we could learn so much from our babies who live in the moment always. I am glad to hear he is doing so well today!

[Dixie'sMom]

I'm just dropping in to say "Hi" and I hope Jed is still feeling good. I know you are glad his treatment is behind you and now you and your fella can just enjoy life. :D

[molly muffin]

Popping in to say hello here too. :)

[Jed's Mom]

Yep, he continues to amaze us. Sleeping through the night, he is bouncing out of bed in the mornings for his breakfast. Beth, at daycare asked me to send more food because he is finishing his lunch before 10am :) I can't wait to weigh him and see the scale go up. Last visit to the vet he was 46lbs. We have a follow up with Jed's Neurologist here on April 9th. I will schedule his MRI then but that won't happen for about 6 months if all continues to go well. Next step will be to try and ween him off of the prednisone. Prob after his visit on the 9th.

[labblab]

This continues to be such terrific news re: Jed's progress!! :) :)

At this point, what is their expectation re: the likelihood of needing to resume Cushing's treatment as time goes on? I'm guessing it will likely be a waiting game, but I'm curious as to what their experience has been thus far with dogs treated by cyberknife.

Marianne

[Squirt's Mom]

This is PERFECT news to wake up to! Just thrills me no end to read your post. :cool::cool::cool:

[judymaggie]

Woo-hoo!! What a joy to hear that Jed is enjoying life! :D

[molly muffin]

So very glad to hear this. :) Jeb is awesome. :)

[pansywags]

What a happy time in the Jed household!

I have a terminology question. When we discussed this option at UC Davis, they called it stereotactic radiosurgery. Is Cyberknife an equipment 'brand name', or a different type of radiosurgery, or something else entirely? I suspect it's the first, but I've been wondering so I thought I'd toss my question out to the experts.

[Dixie'sMom]

WOW! Go Jed. This is the best news ever. I am just amazed and so very happy for you all.

I'm wondering about the terminology too. I know one of the newer technologies for people here at Wake Forest/Baptist Hospital with brain tumors is "gamma knife" surgery. I'm betting its all the same or very similar?

[pansywags]

It looks like they are similar but use different machines. Here's a link with some info from the UCSF (human) radiosurgery program.

http://neurosurgery.ucsf.edu/index.php/radiosurgery.html

[Dixie'sMom]

Such interesting technology. Now if it was only affordable to everyone.

[Jed's Mom]

Marianne, it is the strangest thing. Back when I switched Jed from vetoryl to mitotane, he started to show signs of Addisons so I stopped his meds. He has not been on cushings meds since then and he has not showed signs of Cushings since then. We have not discussed starting him back on a treatment at this point. Im contemplating an ACTH test but with as good as he is doing ( and as much as he has cost me ;) it has not been on my radar. What do you all think?

Today's technologies are amazing and yes, very very expensive. I am wondering I had insurance if it would have helped. I'm thinking about getting it for my younger one.

I am going to California next week for vacation. My niece will be moving into my house to watch the animals. I was contemplating cancelling but with Jed doing so well I think we are ok to go. If I don't' check in before then I will give you all an update when I get back on Jed. Hopefully he continues to be a healthy/happier pup.

[Harley PoMMom]

It is such great news about Jed's progress!!! And since he is doing/feeling so much better, I probably wouldn't have an ACTH stim test performed until he would become symptomatic.

Hugs, Lori

[labblab]

I totally agree with Lori. I would not bother to test again, either, unless you see symptoms rebounding once again. I hope you have a wonderful, well-deserved vacation next week! That is wonderful that your niece will be able to dog-sit. :) :)

[molly muffin]

A vacation sounds wonderful and so glad Jeb is doing well and you can go.

Have a great time!

[Dixie'sMom]

A vacation is a wonderful idea! Enjoy yourself and RELAX! You deserve it!

[Jed's Mom]

Happy Easter Everyone!! We got back from vacation early this morning and I could not believe how great Jed looked when I walked in the door. He is gaining weight and finally filling out. He did really good while I was gone eating all of his meals for my niece. Today I started him on a higher quality food and so far so good. We have a vet appointment on Thursday for an exam with the neurologist. Can't wait to get him on a scale!! :) Since I have been home he has not let me out of his site and he is currently cuddling on the couch with my husband. Its been such a long time since I have seen this Jed. :)

For me, after a week in Napa and Sonoma I think I need to go to rehab or at least detox...:D

[molly muffin]

So wonderful to hear how Jeb is doing.

hahaha, oh yea, Napa and Sonoma, detox for sure! ROFL. Love it there!
I'm from the Santa Cruz area (years gone by, but family still lives there, I spread my wings) and it's a favorite for family to go to Napa.

hugs! Welcome home.

[Thirsty Frenchy]

Hi Jed's mom - My dog ( aka "Thirsty Frenchie") just underwent an MRI after us rushing him to the ER for neurological symptoms (i.e. howling, disorientation). A large bleeding brain tumor was found. I was just given the option of undergoing 16 successive bouts of radiation to possibly extend his life for 9 mos.-1 yr.. It looks like Jed came out better after his Cyberknife experience. Do you know why your doctors recommended that procedure over other radiation? I am weighing my options at this point of whether to put him through all this treatment, and if he will have a good quality of life. I know he is different than Jed, but he is also almost 10. Thank you for any feedback. I don't know how to include any of my posts, but I hope I can successfully paste a link here: Thank You http://www.k9cushings.com/forum/showthread.php?t=5679

[Jed's Mom]

Hi there! Jed is also almost 10, he will be 10 in June. I went with the cyberknife over traditional radiation for 2 reasons. Zero side affects, maybe some hair loss they told me, but Jed never lost any hair. And the number of treatments were 1-3 as opposed to the 16. Jed had 3 successive treatments Tuesday - Thursday and I saw a difference immediately. I am so happy I went through with this treatment because Jed is getting some quality days out of it.

Every dog is different. Jed's tumor was 2cm. Do you know how large your Dog's is? I will take Jed back in about 4 months for another MRI to see if the tumor has shrunk but I have not seen any neurological signs since we have done the treatment. We are in the last weeks of weening Jed off of the Prednisone and he is still doing great, eating on his own and good energy level.

It breaks my heart to see them go through this. Do you live close to a vet/hospital that does this type of procedure? I will go read your thread now so I can learn more about what your pup has been going through. Let me know if you have any other questions.

-Lisa

[Jed's Mom]

Hi everyone

Quick update on Jed. Its been 2 months since Jed had his cyberknife treatments and he is looking better and better every day. I am getting butt wiggles and he even chases the cats from time to time :) He has also gained about 6 lbs as of two weeks ago.

We stopped the prednisone 2 weeks ago and yesterday was his last day on his appetite stimulant. He continues to eat on his own and while some meals are a struggle he makes it up at the next feeding time.

Jed goes back to the vet in about 2 weeks to see the neurologist and the internist. We are going to do an ACTH and see where his levels are. I am still not seeing any cushings symptoms, which they are not believing...we will see what the tests show. But I am reluctant to start Jed on any meds with his history...

Anyways, Happy Memorial Day everyone. Enjoy!!!

[Squirt's Mom]

Oh, this is wonderful news! :cool::cool::cool: Thank you for letting us know how our sweet boy is doing!

[molly muffin]

Yay So glad to hear a good report! Just love those butt wiggles. :) You know they feel pretty good if they are doing that. LOL

Awesome that his appetite has remained, and he is gaining some weight back. Very good news indeed.

Happy Memorial Day to you too.

[Thirsty Frenchy]

This is a great update Lisa! I'm hoping Cyberknife becomes more widely available. Ill be eager to hear more in the future.

[Jed's Mom]

Jed had his first ACTH after being off of the prednisone for 1 month. I am ECSTATIC to say that Jed's numbers were in the normal range :D He has not been on any cushings meds since before his cyberknife back in March.

He had a full checkup yesterday with an ACTH, Ultrasound, Neurological exam. Ultrasound shows that the sludge we once saw in Jed's gallbladder are now gallstones. And while he was getting his neuro exam, Dr heard a heart Arrhythmia. They did and EKG and a chest x-ray. Chest x-ray just showed some mineralization in lower neck, in front of collar bone, but that was there with his last chest xray and they thought it was from the CC. It has not changed any so I'm not overly concerned with that but we still don't know what is causing the abnormal heart beat.

Jed is still eating well and his energy is awesome. But he is still not gaining weight. I am going to keep a food/caloric journal for the next week. But overall I am so happy with his progress. Next check will be an MRI in 3 months to check the size of the tumor.

[pansywags]

LOVE to hear great news about Jed!

I hope that sometime in the future radiosurgery for animals somehow becomes a more affordable option.

[molly muffin]

Awww, Jed is just a love.

Crazy how he still isn't putting on weight.

Hopefully they will figure out what is causing the arrhythmia. Great news on him over all though. Whooo hoooo

hugs

[doxiesrock912]

Wonderful news!!!!!! Keep it up Jed!

[Squirt's Mom]

Another great report on our boy! YAY! :cool::cool::cool: I am just thrilled things are going so well!

[Jed's Mom]

Thank you all for the well wishes for Jed. I still can't believe where we were 3 months ago and how Jed is acting/feeling now. I did start to keep track of every calorie he is eating and am surprised how high his caloric intake is and how little he weighs. Daily Jed is getting an average of 1600 calories, give or take 100. He is holding at 51.6 lbs for the last month. I would think he would gain weight on this many calories so there has to be something going on intestinal..and I am still seeing muscle wasting, especially on his head, chest and back end. Internist keeps talking about IBD but he is not showing the signs of that as far as vomiting/diarrhea.

[Jed's Mom]

Hi Everyone!! I just wanted to give an update on Jed and his newest condition. We had a very good almost 6 months...:/ Last week I noticed when I went to pet Jed on his head, he flinched like I was going to hit him. He thought my hand was closer than it was. I immediately grabbed some treats and threw him a couple...he missed every one :( A week prior Jed was still catching fine and I throw him some fast balls...so this was sudden.

I feel like I should have caught this sooner since his eyes have been runny and he is always rubbing face on me or grass..but I chalked it up to allergies or I was looking for signs of CC. (Jed still has zero Cushings symptoms since his cyberknife.) He has also been glued to my hip, never wanting to be left alone..I could kick myself for not seeing it sooner. :( I'm praying I can help him keep what vision he has left.

Anyways, here we go again to another to another specialist..I think it is the only specialist Jed has not seen yet so maybe he just didn't want her to feel left out.. His appointment is Tuesday @ 9. We want to rule out Glaucoma/Cataracts or any other Optic issue before we say it is just damage from the radiation.

I will keep you all posted. Hope Everyone is having an amazing summer. It has been a beautiful one here in NY.

xoxo
Lisa and Jed

[molly muffin]

Oh my gosh Lisa.
He's been doing so well, but those eyesight things can certainly come on quickly. My molly went from clear sparkly eyes to focal point eye sight loss in 3 months.

I'm glad you have an appt with a doggie ophthalmologist. Molly goes to see one too and she's wonderful. It's not always good news but I think they do give you all the facts, options, etc.

Let us know how the appt goes and what they say.

[Jed's Mom]

Poor Molly. Did they say what caused her vision loss?

I just called to see if they had any cancellations for today but nothing yet. I feel like he is getting worse by the day. He can't see treats right in front of his face and he walked into me a couple of times yesterday. I think he can see better far away and it seems like he does better in a darker room. His eyes tend to bulge with a lot of light or sunlight.

[molly muffin]

High blood pressure causing retinal bleeds that scar over.

Molly can't see treats either in front of her.

Molly does better with things further away. She can't gauge anything close up and she can't judge distance now either. Which is a new thing and something we just discovered this morning. She was doing okay with that but no longer. In the dark is worse for her. I'm always going around turning lights on for her as darkness is no longer her friend.

:( Keep trying to get in sooner. Never know when there will be a cancellation.

[Jed's Mom]

Even though I was trying to prepare for worst case I still was not really ready to hear it :( Jed's eyes are clear. We are going to to a retinal test on Thursday to rule out SARDs but we are all thinking that the tumor is now growing down and wrapping around the optic nerves. I started Jed back on prednisone yesterday to alleviate any swelling. As much as I wanted to do an MRI here, I know I will have to repeat it in Yonkers so we decided to wait and see what Thursday shows and then I will take Jed back to Yonkers for MRI/CTScan and then maybe a second round of cyberknife.

[molly muffin]

Oh. I I am sorry to hear that. I guess the MRI will tell you what is going on then. With SARDS you would have retinal detachment which the ophamologist should have been able to tell. So yea maybe the Timor is growing again. I thought that wouldn't be the case for a couple more years. Or I was hoping anyhow.

[molly muffin]

Shoot, I am wrong SARDS does not cause retinal detachment. Not sure why I thought it did.

This article might help you understand it all a bit more especially in relation to SARDS, but also it gives good information about blindness and other causes too and while it is on a Bichon web page, it is relevant to all dog breeds:

http://www.bichonhealth.org/HealthInfo/SARDS.htm

[Jed's Mom]

Jed's at the vet now for his retinal test. I never thought I would pray my dog has sards but I am. I emailed his neurologist who performed his cyberknife and he said if it is not sards then it is either early delayed radiation damage to blood vessels on area or tumor regrowth. He also said If regrowth, Jed would not be a great candidate for repeat Cyberknife because typically you only get 1/2 the amount of time in cases that are retreated.

[Jed's Mom]

I am typing this with a very heavy heart. Jed has continued to decline the last few days. There is only so many days that the prednisone can help. His disorientation is back and he has a really hard time getting around. If I am not constantly watching him he is falling down stairs and walking into everything. The Tumor is growing and with each day Jed loses more of his quality of life.

I made the appointment today to have Jed put to sleep tomorrow, at home. Even as I type these words, with tears streaming down my face, I am still in a state of denial and disbelief. But I have to do what is right for Jed. We both gave it everything we had. Especially Jed, what a trooper he has been this past 1-2 yrs. I just love him so much. I'm trying to stay strong for him and pray for peace for Jed and for all of us to get through this. I know this is part of life but it does not make it easier. Someday I know I will feel comfort knowing that I will see him again. But right now I feel like someone is ripping out my heart.

Thank you ladies for helping me and guiding us through this journey.

xoxo
Lisa and Jed

[labblab]

Oh Lisa, there are no words to tell you how sorry I am. But thank you so very much for coming and telling us so that we can join you and Jed tomorrow with our hearts and our spirits. There is truly no doubt that you have done everything within your power to heal Jed's body. You both have been so brave. But the time arrives when you can ask no more of your brave boy, and that is the time for release.

Please, please, please give Jed a huge hug and kiss from his K9C family, and tell him to he has nothing to fear -- there are so many pups eagerly awaiting his arrival the moment he makes his passage. And we will be here for you tomorrow, Lisa, and always thereafter.

Sending so many hugs across the miles to you and your sweet boy,
Marianne

[My sweet Ginger]

Oh Lisa, my heart is breaking so much over you and Jed because I know how hard you two have fought this fight. As much as our hearts are breaking, it gives me comfort in knowing that you and your family was able to enjoy the short but blissful life with him after his cyberknife surgery. I truly wish it lasted much longer than this. For that I'm really sorry and please, know that Jed is most grateful that you gave him that gift of life.
Tomorrow we will be by your side surrounding you with warm hugs and tears as we all know too well that you always do what's best for sweet Jed. I'm so sorry, Lisa. We will miss him so, so much. Big hugs, Song.

[jfarrel1]

I am typing this with a very heavy heart. Jed has continued to decline the last few days. There is only so many days that the prednisone can help. His disorientation is back and he has a really hard time getting around. If I am not constantly watching him he is falling down stairs and walking into everything. The Tumor is growing and with each day Jed loses more of his quality of life.

I made the appointment today to have Jed put to sleep tomorrow, at home. Even as I type these words, with tears streaming down my face, I am still in a state of denial and disbelief. But I have to do what is right for Jed. We both gave it everything we had. Especially Jed, what a trooper he has been this past 1-2 yrs. I just love him so much. I'm trying to stay strong for him and pray for peace for Jed and for all of us to get through this. I know this is part of life but it does not make it easier. Someday I know I will feel comfort knowing that I will see him again. But right now I feel like someone is ripping out my heart.

Thank you ladies for helping me and guiding us through this journey.

xoxo
Lisa and Jed

I just found your thread today, and read through the entire thing as I am contemplating treatment for my Beatrice, who the vets are fairly certain has a macro tumor. We have an MRI at a vet hospital 5 hours away next Monday, and I anticipate we will have some difficult decisions to make after that. Bea was a rescue as well, and has not been particularly healthy since she came into our lives a year ago.

Thank you for sharing your journey. I've been on this board a lot since we were told that we should consider an MRI as her tumor likely is growing (she is completely blind in one eye and seems to be losing her vision in the other -- something that happened so very fast).

I am writing this with tears in my eyes and a lump in my throat because I know your pain. Jed was lucky to have found you, and you him. You have my deepest sympathies.

[molly muffin]

Oh I am so sorry Lisa. I really hoped it wasn't the tumor coming back again and growing. You and Jeb have both been troopers and through so much. I thought you would have more time.
I know this is hard for you. We will all be with you, holding your hand I our hearts tomorrow.

Big hugs.

[Squirt's Mom]

Dear Lisa,

I know what today is like for you only too well, so many of here do. Jed is a hero in our Cushing's world, one of those babies who leads the way for others that follow. He faced the worst that could come and fought with all he had, with his amazing mom at his side the whole way. Jed gives us all hope of a better future for our cush babies. Jed will never be forgotten by his family here, his story will be told over and over and over so others have this same hope.

Journey well, sweet Jed, and know you are deeply loved.
Hugs,
Leslie and the gang

[Tina]

Dear Lisa,
I am so sorry to read the latest about Jed, and sadness overcomes me knowing all that you are facing today. Please know that I am holding you and Jed in my thoughts and heart.

Big hugs,
Tina

[Squirt's Mom]

Guardian Angel of Pets

Hello. I've been expecting you for quite some time.
Here, come sit beside us for awhile
and let me tell you about this old friend of mine.
He might look tattered or maybe old
But I won't say goodbye until you've been told.
He had the brightest eyes I had ever seen,
And wore a beautiful fur coat that would out shine a king.
He was never prissy but walked with an aire ......
And oh so polite, you could take him most anywhere.
He could run like the wind and could catch anything he chased
But he protected and sat with me when I had problems to face.
You could not find a friend nearly so dear.
Because no matter the trouble he always stayed near...
He has never asked for much from me;
Just to love and respect him and I think you'll agree
To give him a good meal plus a nice warm bed is not much to ask
When he has given me all his love and to him this was no task.
Now I understand you have a schedule to keep.
But I have a small favor before he nods off to sleep.
Please fold your wings around him and let him feel young while in no pain.
Dear Guardian Angel of Pets,
please keep him safe and happy until I see him again.

By Ginger Patton

[molly muffin]

Thinking of you and Jed today.

hugs Lisa

[judymaggie]

Lisa -- I hope this can help you through this most difficult of days:


A Simple Message From Your Pet

by Ken D. Conover

To have loved and then said farewell is better than to have never loved at all.
For all of the times that you stooped and touched my head, fed me my favorite treat and returned the love that I so unconditionally gave to you. For the care that you gave to me so unselfishly. For all these things I am grateful and thankful.
I ask that you grieve not for the loss but rejoice in the fact that we lived, loved and touched each other's lives.
My life was fuller because you were there, not as owner, but as my friend.
Today, I am as I was in my youth. The grass is always green, butterflies flit among the flowers and the sun shines gently down upon all of God's creatures. There is no sickness, no aching joints and no regrets and no aging.
We await the arrival of our lifelong companions and know that togetherness is forever. You live in our hearts as we do in yours.
Companions such as you are very rare and unique. Don't hold the love that you have within yourself. Give it to another like me and then I will live forever. For love never really dies and you are loved and missed as surely as we are.

[Harley PoMMom]

(((hugs)))

[My sweet Ginger]

Thinking of you and sweet Jed. Many hugs.

[Jed's Mom]

Thank you everyone for all of your love and support. It was the hardest, saddest day of my life but I take comfort in knowing that Jed is no longer having to fight. I just pray that he is at peace and that I will get to see him again.

I miss him so much and the house feels so empty, even with Bodie and the two cats. He was such a huge part of our lives and filled it with so much love and happiness. Bodie has been such a big help and definitely makes my days easier. I am so thankful for the love I feel from everyone, it keeps me going. Thank you all again for your support through it all. I could not have done it without your knowledge, love and prayers.

xoxo
Lisa

[Renee]

Many condolences Lisa.

Sail on sweet Jed.

[My sweet Ginger]

Dear Lisa, there are no words enough to express how I feel for you and Bodie and your family but I know one day you will be with him again.
RIP sweet Jed.

[scoora]

Lisa,
So very sorry to hear about the loss of your sweet boy Jed.
Condolences to you and your family. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

My Scoop had the cyberknife treatment in 2013. He passed away 3 weeks after treatment. I'm glad you had some quality time with Jed after his treatment.