Buddy, The Mighty Lizard Hunter - Suspected Pituitary Macro Tumor

[Mel-Tia]

I will ask my nanny too she loved my Juno, she wasn't a doggie person before but Junie melted her heart.

Juno was an english setter, she would dribble and pee on her trousers and take up all my bed dopey dog but that makes them more endearing xxxx

[Budsters Mom]

Juno sounds lovely! I would like a dog to take up the space on my bed right now. I need some divine intervention, because a puppy is not going to happen without it.

[Mel-Tia]

I will defo be asking them on a daily basis!

Vicki is on feeling sad too. I wish we didn't have to feel such pain but then the love is so strong

[Budsters Mom]

I'm going to add a message to Vicki's thread.:) thanks Mel xxxxx

[Mel-Tia]

Right I am off. Need to get moving.

Big big hug

Love
Mel
Xxxx

[Budsters Mom]

Thanks so much Mel. Enjoy your holiday. Don't let that hubby blow it for you! Big hugs,

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
I feel so bad hearing the pain you are going through. I see it in all your postings. I know you are counting the minutes since you last saw your precious angel Buddy. I think of you both constantly throughout the day. You gave Buddy the last act of kindness from your heart, and helped him go to heaven. You are strong Kathy, but I do realize how the loss of this cute wonderful baby of yours has brought you to your knees. Tipper is my whole world also. Everything I do revolves around her well being. The depth of this pain can be worse than the pain from losing a human life. These babies need you for everything, depend on you for their very existence, and give so much more in return. Your dog loves you no matter what the circumstances are, and you can't get that from a human. All my Tipper cares about is that we are together, and love each other every minute. I hope and pray your folks change their minds and let a warm, fuzzy puppy come and heal your broken heart. God Bless You and Buddy in heaven.
Patti

[Squirt's Mom]

Sooooo, think your folks will mind all this whispering in their ears? Along with Juno and Tia, I will ask Ruby, Crys, Tasha, Josie and many others to help as well. So if you see one of them brush something away from their face, you will know it's one of these babies talking to them, reminding them how sweet doggie kisses are, and how comforting it is to reach out and find a small warm body curled up next to you. Fair warning, tho....Crys is a Demon Dog and she may repeatedly root them out of the bed to make her point! :p

Doing the right thing is often the most difficult thing...but it is still the right thing. I often wonder if I rushed Tasha away, if maybe she could have had a few more good months. But I remember the look in her eyes after her seizures and I know it was time. The cancer was in her brain and she would have only gotten worse and worse, losing more and more dignity and doggieness. She deserved better, she deserved to be spared what was to come. It was the right thing to do but it still hurts like all get out.

Your precious boy is so grateful to you for sparing him the same. His pain is over, his fear is over, his confusion is over. I believe that we will always be with those we love, that we will walk together in another life, and another life, and another life.... I believe that those we love and have shared ourselves with always find each other again. Our babies understand this much more clearly than we can. They realize that time here and time there is vastly different. What seems like a lifetime to us is only a few seconds to them. They understand that death is not an ending but simply the first step of a new beginning. They know beyond a shadow of a doubt that we will be together again. So grieve for the time you must spend here without Buddy but hold tight to the knowledge that he is not truly gone, that you will hold him again.

Hugs,
Leslie and the gang

[spdd]

I don't want to hijack this posting, but your endearing remarks made about losing our pets, makes it a bit easier for us facing the probability of the same.

[Budsters Mom]

Thank you Leslie. You always know exactly the right thing to say.:)
XXXXXXXX

[khockman]

Hi Kathy,
I hope you are hanging in there today. Just thinking about you and thought I would send some hugs on this fine Saturday!

xoxox,
Kerry (Millie's Mama)

[Trish]

Morning Kathy - sorry I never got back last night. It ended up a late one and after they left I fell asleep on the couch, gosh I am getting old!!! I hope your feeling a little better today, it is only what 4 days since you lost Buddy so of course you are going to be feeling it still. You are certainly most unselfish and even though it hurts so much to let him go you know you did the right thing,.. right?! Of course you do, as you were so in tune with our little mate Buddy that you knew it was time to say Goodbye even when it ripped your heart out to do it. Don't put yourself under any pressure whatsoever to start feeling OK about all of this, I love what Leslie and the others have written to you, so very true and slowly slowly you are going to start feeling easier about your decision sweet. But for now all of us are warm presence in your life so you lean on us and absorb our group strength and hugs to get you through the darkness xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[Budsters Mom]

Marianne,
You said that the firsts were the worst when losing a fur baby. That is not true for me. The silence in my home with no one talking to each other and everyone grieving is the worst. Caring for seniors who are often a challenge without a mini mediator to crack everyone up and ease the tension is the worst. Continuing on with nothing to look forward to is the worst. Being stuck at home all summer without a fur baby is the worst. There are many more things that are just as hard as the firsts, especially the ones that don't go away.

[molly muffin]

Kathy sending you big hugs. That situation sounds quite awful and I'm sure it is very depressing, like depressing, adding onto depression. Not a good situation for any of you.
Do your parents get out and do stuff at all? Or are they pretty much house people? What about doing some volunteer work over the summer? Something that you would like, or working with an animal rescue. Just something to get out of the house. I do volunteer when I have time, not working, with a local hospital, in day surgery. I like it and I get to keep in touch with all my friends from before I went back to work. (I was doing volunteer before rejoining the work force).
I'm just throwing ideas out, something to think about. It might not work for you. If not, get the passport and go somewhere, see Trish or do something adventurous. :) Take a cruise or do a tour guide vacation.
Grieving for Buddy is hard any time, but this sounds like it is grief and depression of 3 people filling the house. That can't be good for you.

hugs,
Sharlene

[Fellasmom]

Hi
ANY way that you can get yourself out of your house will do you a world of good.I think you mentioned that your parents move about pretty well and you could call a family member to watch over things if you were to go away?Getting a passport may take a bit of time but go away for a few days,pamper yourself a little and begin to heal.You've suffered a tremendous loss and need a little time for yourself.A change of scenery is always uplifting and a good distraction from the grief.
HUGS
Patty

[Trixie]

Kathy,
Taking care of seniors is hard! I know it's hard for me and I pretty much do it just Sundays, holidays, and our caregivers vacation. You're there all the time and that's a lot. Tomorrow I have to go out to my moms, and because of July4th it's 2 days this week, and I have to admit I would really love to just stay home...but I must go.

As for getting a dog...what exactly are they objecting to? The expense? Is it the sadness and not wanting to go through the loss again?
I know how lonely it must feel for you...and how having a little pup who needs you would help you heal! I guess you told your parents this...I really hope they come around. You deserve what makes you happy and it certainly sounds like you do a lot for others...you are not asking for much. What if you just went out and came home with a dog?? Would they totally freak out or maybe would they just melt when the dog was right there in the house?
Are your parents in good health? Can they do things on their own at all?
I really want you to have a dog...there are so many out there and I know there's one who really needs you!!! :p

[doxiesrock912]

Kathy,
I agree that you need some time away from your parents. I'm lucky enough that my father's health has improved so much that I can safely spend a weekend in Greenwich without worry.


As for a dog, if this is your home that your parents are living in, then you make the decision in your own time regardless of what they say. Parents never think of us as true adults and it is hard when you're all in the same house, I know. They still want that control.

Can you talk with them about Buddy, your memories, and share in the grieving together? This may help all of you get through the process.

Then get a dog when you feel that the time is right.

[Budsters Mom]

The problem with another dog is they don't want to start over. What I want/need makes no difference. They are heartbroken over Buddy. They did not want me to take him. Unless I can wear them down eventually, I won't be able to get another dog until they are no longer around to object. I cannot bring a puppy into the home with seniors that don't want one. I wouldn't want their frustrations to be taken out on the puppy. I cannot be home all the time to protect a precious little fur baby. I work. It is not a problem with money. Buddy was my dog. I paid for everything and I never asked them for a cent, not even when vet bills started to accumulate. Yes, my parents can get around well on their own. They just need help with some things. They can be very exasperating at times. It makes everything easier when I just give in and do what they want. No, I can't just bring a puppy home and surprise them. That would not go over well for me or the puppy.

[Trish]

HI Kathy

I am back! How has the day gone? I guess we can park the getting a new dog issue for the time being, leave it a bit while is it is so raw for everyone and hopefully revisit some time later.

[Budsters Mom]

Hi Trish,
I have a migraine tonight which is no big surprise since I haven't been eating or sleeping well. I spent the day cleaning for my mom's Bunco party tomorrow. She's been in a group probably more than 50 years. Most of them have either died out or can no longer drive. It is quite a sight to see! Yes, no puppy in the immediate future. I do normally get what I want eventually.

[Trish]

Aww that's not good have you taken some headache pills??

I have no idea what a Bunco party is, never heard of it :D

[Budsters Mom]

It's a dice game where you throw the dice and move from table to table depending on whether you win or lose according to the numbers you are rolling. It is similar to Yahtzee if you've ever heard of that. A bunco is when whatever number you're rolling for ends up on all the dice at the same time. The player with the most Buncos at the end of the game wins the most amount of cash. The player with the least amount of my Bunco gets the booby prize which is something nobody wants. It is not like high-stakes poker!!:D LOL

[Trish]

I know Yahtzee, used to play that a lot! Sounds fun that they get together to play :) My Mum plays cards every Wednesday, game called "500". Dad goes out to snooker once a week and plays bowls too, plus daily 2 mile walks with Flynny so it is good they keep active! Use it or lose it I say!

[Tina]

Hi Kathy,
Checking in on you, sorry to read about your migraine. I had a headache all day yesterday too! It is a bit better now, but still not gone. I get migraines from time to time also, they are awful. How are you doing otherwise? Sounds like you and Trish both got your housework done. Me, not so much. So I guess that is how I will be spending my Sunday. :rolleyes:

Hugs,
Tina and Jasper

[Budsters Mom]

Hi Tina,
I have a chemical imbalance in my brain that triggers my migraines. I take migraine blockers every day at bedtime. That fools my brain into thinking that it's balanced. It does work most of the time. However it doesn't do good to take them at bedtime when I'm not sleeping. :( I don't get as many as I used to. Thank you for checking in on me.

[Trish]

Night Kathy, I am heading to bed :) Hope your head stops pounding, perhaps try get some rest yourself and maybe just laying in the dark will help your head. See you tomorrow after work, these weekends go far to fast! xxxxx

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
Hoping you are well today. Just checking in to see how things are going. I am at a loss for words as I myself would not be doing as well as you are if this were my girl. You have an inner strength that is getting you thru this. You situation in the house with your parents is sad. You know I realized when your parents get older everything seems to be about them, and that is all they care about. I don't think they realize how selfish they get. Buddy has made a huge mark on your family and it is going to take time to start to heal. He was adorable, and he was all yours and I get that. My heart hurts for you. Blessings
Patti

[Squirt's Mom]

Mornin' Kathy,

Here are some ideas - have you ever thought about fostering? Down here, there are rescue groups that pull from our shelters then send the pups up north and they always need someone to foster the pups for a few weeks while they wait on transport. Of course, rescues all over need foster homes desperately as do many shelters and animal controls facilities.

Another way to have contact and help is via transports for rescue pups. Often the transport trains, vehicle relays over distance, need places for the pups to stay overnight to they meet their ride for the next leg of the journey.

Petsitting - you could offer to watch pups for folks who want to take a weekend trip or something.

These will allow your folks to be exposed to other pups and adjust to the new while letting you connect and give some of that amazing love you have inside. And it just may open the door for that special little one who is waiting just for you.

Hugs,
Leslie and the gang

[scoora]

Kathy-Sorry to hear about your migraine. Hope you are feeling better.

[Budsters Mom]

The Folks caved! I can have a puppy! I am going to see them now!!!!! Stay tuned!:D

[Squirt's Mom]

:cool::cool::cool: Whoop! Whoop! Whoop! :cool::cool::cool:

[molly muffin]

HAPPY DANCE!!!

Kathy I'm so excited for you!! Get the one that speaks to your heart sweetie, or heck, just get them both!!! :) I so wish I'd gotten two when I had the chance.

Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[frijole]

Oh boy. Here comes Rosebud! Photos please. :)

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
I am so elated for you. I have been praying for your folks to give in. I can't wait to hear all about Rosebud. She will realize in time what a special house she is coming in to. She will feel the love you had for Buddy, it's all over the house. God Bless You
Patti

[mcdavis]

Dear Kathy,
I just logged on to see how everyone was doing and I was so very sad to see the news about Buddy. You will both be in my thoughts tonight.
Rosebud will be a very lucky pup to live with you

[labblab]

Oh Kathy, I just saw some new photos!!!!!!!

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[Budsters Mom]

Yes, Rosebud just Arrived!! I can sleep now!:D See photos in the new Rosebud Blooms album. Thanks Angels for all of your prayers from you and all of your fur babies in heaven.xxxxx They worked! Rosebud is 10 weeks old!

[khockman]

Oh Kathy! I am so very happy for you. Rosebud is very blessed to have you as a mama!

Xoxox,
Kerry

[molly muffin]

She is adorable Kathy! I'm so happy for you.

hugs,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[addy]

How precious is Rosebud, OMG KAthy, I was hoping with all might this was why you were a bit quiet today. My prayers were answered.


Melted my heart, her pictures did.

[Arizona Boston]

I'm so glad for you. It shows our hearts can always hold more love.

Shelly

[frijole]

She is precious. Poor thing has no idea how much she is about to be loved. :D

[doxiesrock912]

That's AWESOME!!!!!!!!

[Budsters Mom]

Thank you all for your well wishes. :) Rosebud is doing great. She is asleep in the crate. Her nickname will probably be Rosie. She is extremely well socialized. She already follows me around just like Buddy did, but she's much quieter than Buddy. I miss Buddy so much. Rosie is not Buddy. She will never be able to fill his paw prints, but she will be very much loved. My world has been set up right once again. My dad has already come around, for someone that did not want another dog in the house. He took Buddy's 4 gates and tied them together to make a playpen for Rosie. That way she can be out back while I'm in the pool and can see me. I use the side fenced in yard for her to take care of her business. She is not allowed in the backyard with the pool unless someone is right there. Both of the folks are fine with her now. It is mind blowing!:D

[Roxee's Dad]

Great news, I am happy for you.

Just an idea, When our Roxee and Rozee were just puppies, we took them both in the pool to teach them how and where to get out in case they ever fell in. We did this everyday until they knew without hesitation where the steps were. :):)

One day we were out in the yard and we heard splashing... we looked over and both of them were just swimming around and having fun. Ever since then we called them our aqua pups, they loved to swim and if we didn't throw the ball in the pool, they would run over to the far side, drop the ball in the pool, then run over to the steps, jump in and retrieve their own ball. Oh how they loved to swim :D Sometimes they would just jump in and get on my lounger and lay down and float around... they had it made LOL.

[Simba's Mom]

Yay for Rosebud, you lucky little girl in your new forever home!!
Woot Woot, so happy for you Kathy!!

[Trish]

Oh my goodness!!!! What a surprise to log on and see this great news, so so so so happy for you Kathy! Good on your Mom and Dad for coming around to the idea of a new bundle of fluff to brighten up your home!. Rosie's pics are adorable :D:D I hope she has a good sleep for her first night and hope you have a good sleep finally too now you have a new bundle of fluff to keep your feet warm!! What a lucky wee Miss she is, finding herself a perfect doggy haven!! I am sure Buddy is pleased to see a smile back on your face too xxxx

[labblab]

Oh Kathy, I feel so peaceful and so grateful reading about little Rosie's entrance into your life. Peaceful for you, and grateful that this baby girl has found her loving forever home. It reminds me of the day we brought Peg home after Barkis died. She was very different from him in many ways, but somehow that actually made things easier for us because she was totally her own little self and the comparisons soon dropped away.

Every year on her birthday, I hold her close and also silently thank Barkie for having her in our life. Had he not filled our hearts so hugely, we would not have known that we would not have peace again until another furbaby joined us. And had he not passed at the exact time he did, Peg would not be our precious girl now. She was the last pup of a large litter who was all alone and so needing to find her forever home right at that time. Without his life and without his death, we would not have her with us now. I like to think that he is her big brother in spirit, and that he awaits her tenderly until it also becomes her time to run to The Bridge to join him.

I am so glad you have Rosebud, and that Rosebud has you. And I thank dearest Buddy for allowing this new love to blossom.

Sending many, many hugs to you both.
Marianne

[Budsters Mom]

Marianne,
Thank you so much for your message. It was so beautiful! Rosie slept all night with only a couple short whimpers, but no crying! I actually slept too! I just took her from her mom. I expected lots of commotion last night, but nothing. Xxxxxxx

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
I am so happy for you and Rosie. She will have the most wonderful life, and the most caring mommy to cater to her every need. I am glad that this will help you out of that deep dark hole you were in. She is adorable, and I am happy your folks are making up with her. Rosie will have the whole summer to get acquainted with the lizards, the neighboring bird, and explore her new home. You will have the whole summer to love on this new baby. God Bless you both and God Bless Buddy in heaven smiling down on you. Patti

[Squirt's Mom]

Oh, Kathy! Rosie is an absolute DOLL! I am just so happy for you, Rosie and your folks. Marianne is right - Buddy led you to her and is rejoicing for you both.

Hugs,
Leslie and the gang

[infoviewer]

That is so wonderful Kathy that your heart is so big that you can welcome another beautiful pup. Buddy is looking down and thanking you for saving another sweet furbaby. Love, JoAnne

[SoggyDoggy]

Hi Kathy, just read your post that the mighty Buddy has moved to bigger lizard hunting over the rainbow bridge. So sorry to hear that news, I know you will continue to miss him terribly but it is nice that you have little Rosie to help fill those holes and start a whole new brand of fun and love. We can never replace them but we can share our lives with other amazon pups.

Good luck sweetie and enjoy the best moments of new puppies.

[Budsters Mom]

Thank you all.:) There is nothing like puppy love to mend a broken heart and restore the balance in the home.:D I will be back a little later to check on you and all of your fur babies. The guys in the white van are very distressed because once again they been called to another neighborhood! :D Big hugs and puppy kisses from Rosie.

[Trixie]

:D :D :D :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D :D

It's just the best news ever!!! Little Rosie is just the cutest lil girl!! Couldn't be happier for you. To have that little furry body to pet will help you heal. Not a replacement....but a new love that needs you!! Just thrilled for you Kathy....I bet your parents are in love with Rosie too. A puppy has a way of getting into everyone's hearts!
Welcome Rosie!! :p

Barbara

[addy]

ummmm, yuuuhoo Kathy,

What did Rosie do today? Did I miss it? I need a full report.:D:D:D:D

[Budsters Mom]

Rosie report for Addy!
Rosie is a smart one just like Buddy. I taught her how to fetch and return in about 10 minutes. She actually brought back the toy consistently at least a dozen times in a row! Not bad for 10 weeks! :D If anyone wants to see the video of Rosie fetching, Please PM me with your email address. I did not keep them after sending Buddy's smile video. :cool: Rosie had her first bath today. I will download that photo to her album. She slept the entire night in her crate only whimpering once or twice for just a few seconds. She was quiet until after I was up this morning. I actually slept for the first time last night. I will be taking her to the vet either tomorrow or Wednesday for her puppy physical and shots. Xxxxx

[Trixie]

Did Rosie get all frisky after her bath? Can't believe what a quick learner she is. Sounds like you have a knack for training Kathy! :p I'd love to see the video! Trixie will fetch but she won't bring whatever is thrown back to me!

Barbara

[Budsters Mom]

Barbara,
I already sent the fetch video to your email address.:D check and see if it arrived. Hugs

[Scarlett'sdad]

Kathy, Rosie is adorable. A puppy truly does make a house a home!

[Budsters Mom]

I started a thread for Rosebud called Rosebud Blooms. It is in the "Everything Else" section. I would like this thread to mostly be about Buddy and the brave little warrior he was. That way, if other's searching for help stumble upon Buddy's thread, his story will be a little easier to follow, and his story will live on.xxxxxx

[doxiesrock912]

Kathy,
I was thinking that Rosebud should have her own thread :)

Have your parents warmed up to her yet?

[Budsters Mom]

Yes Valerie,
Rosebud is adorable. My folks are cool with her now as long as they don't have to do any of the work.:D xxxxxxx

[Trish]

Hi Kathy!! I am so pleased you had a good sleep last night. Little Rosebud is just adorable, and pleased you gave ADdy a report so we can hear how she is doing. How you doing? I guess it is a time of mixed emotions for you xxxx

[Budsters Mom]

Hi Trish, I have missed you. I am doing okay now. I miss Buddy terribly. Our house is filled with his energy and I feel him everywhere. Rosie has helped my need to nurture. I slept for the first time last night since Buddy passed.That was the only because I had another little fur baby who needed me in the room. Rosie is delightful, sweet, and smart. Most of all she's filled with puppy energy which is exactly what I need right now. Buddy was a forever love. You only encounter a few of those in your lifetime. I was extremely blessed that he was mine. Thank you for holding me together through the nights while the white vans were circling. Big hugs,

[Trish]

I am pleased to hear his energy and love is surrounding you! That is lovely, like he is watching over you all :) Those white vans, never even got close... I took the spark plugs out!!!

[Budsters Mom]

That's a true friend Trish! You took the spark plugs out! That is hilarious! ROFL:D

[Tina]

Oh my gosh Kathy, just catching up on you! Rosebud is absolutely adorable. I am such a black dog person, I always gravitate to them. She looks so sweet, so glad it worked out with your folks. Congratulations!!! :D :) :D :)

Hugs from me and Jasper

[Budsters Mom]

Thank you Tina. That means a lot! You were another one of our angels that was on night patrol. Thank you for helping to hold me together. Big hugs:D

[Budsters Mom]

Trish, I miss Mel, I hope that she is having a fabulous vacation. I love it when she pops in. :)

[Trish]

I bet she is having a fabulous time!!! It's nearly a week already and then we can hear all about her adventures... I bet Boycie is having fun too, be so nice for her to relax :):)

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
Glad Buddy's story will live on, I miss hearing about him terribly. Happy to hear the puppy is full of energy and keeping you busy, you need that now. She is cute as a button, and I am sure she feels Buddy's presence everywhere. God Bless you Kathy you have been through a lot.
Patti

[labblab]

Oh Kathy, I think it's a great idea that you've started a thread that is Rosebud's very own! :)

And just so everybody can find it more easily, here's a link:

"Rosebud Blooms" (http://www.k9cushings.com/forum/showthread.php?t=5480)

[Mel-Tia]

Nipping in. Missing you all lots. So chuffed she cane home. Will check in again soon

Love you all lots

Rubbish reception xxxx

[Trish]

Sending a wave to Mel via Kathy's thread!!! Hope your having a fab time sweet, cannot believe you have been gone nearly a week already! Have some girlie drinks for all of us that are stuck here in the rain working working working!!! See you soon!

Hi Kathy!!! you are sleeping again! I am liking that you are catching up on your sleep, Buddy will be pleased you are getting enough rest now!! Might see you tomorrow or its the weekend soon when I am around at more sociable hours :) Have a good Thursday xx

[Budsters Mom]

I miss our nights together Trish. I got up to take Rosie out and I found pee pad success!!! I hope you've had a wonderful evening staying dry. What a trooper Flynny is to battle the rain to do his business! You go Flynn!:D:p:) Have you found any safe toys that don't irritate his poor little mouth?

[Budsters Mom]

Good morning Angels.:)
I am doing better this morning. Going back to the vet's office yesterday with a heavy heart over Buddy, turned my stomach upside down. I asked for a different exam room than the one that I said goodbye to Buddy in. Thank you for that Leslie.:p I couldn't feel Buddy's loving presence until Rosie joined the family. Now it envelopes me in a cloud of peace and love. I can only feel it at home. In Buddy's domain. It still feels like he is on guard duty watching out for all of his family. I have seen several lizards In the backyard the past few days. Rosie does not even notice them. Lucky little buggers!;) The bird over the fence has been squawking and calling louder since Buddy passed on. It has gotten no reaction, poor thing. It looks like the game is over! Rosie just looks around when she hears it, then stares at me. Once I tell her it's okay, she is over it. Rosie is not much of an explorer like Buddy was. She prefers to hang close to wherever I am. That might change as she grows and finds her unique roll in the family. Buddy lives on!xxxxx

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
I must have missed something, did you take Rosie to the vets? I am so happy she has a space in your heart, and your folks seem like they are kind of accepting of her. She probably has her own little personality, that will keep coming out in the weeks to come. How much does she weigh now? I even forget how old she is? God Bless you and Rosie and God Bless Buddy. Patti

[Budsters Mom]

Yes Patti, Rosie is great, although I think she is part monkey!:D I took her to the vet for her puppy check and first shots. I started a thread just for Rosie. It is in the "Everything Else" section. It is called, "Rosebud Blooms." Xxxxx

[Fellasmom]

Hi Kathy
Just checking in to say hello and let you know I was thinking of you.I love hearing about Rosebud and it seems as though she is just what you needed to smile again!Buddy would love that his mom is loving another.Look forward to hearing more Rosebud stories-she sounds like quite the character!:).
Patty

[Budsters Mom]

It has been 10 days since Buddy left me. I miss him so much! I miss him smiling so wide when I came home that he closed off his nostrils and would sneeze continuously. I miss him being the last one I see at night and the first one I see in the morning. I miss days off and breaks, when we could cuddle a little longer in the morning. I miss his crazy lizard hunts and bird alerts, I miss him on guard duty in the window when I got home. I miss so many things that I took or granted. Most of all, I miss him being there no matter what. Rosie is adorable, loving and sweet, but she's not The Mighty Lizard Hunter!:o

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
Buddy was a special star in his own right. I loved getting on the site and hearing about his adventures. You have kept yourself together remarkably well, I probably will not be as together as you when Tipper's time comes. Her and I are joined at the hip. She has quite an extensive vocabulary that she understands from me talking to her all day long. She is the best friend that I have ever had. Seeing what happens to these babies and knowing what her fate is sickens me when I think of it. She is a permanent part of my identity, you never see me without her. I just would not know how to act without her, and that is scary. I don't think you took anything Buddy did for granted. You loved him with all your heart, and did the most unselfish thing a loving owner could do for him. That is unconditional love any way you look at it. That is one thing about this group when they say they know what you are going thru they really do. God Bless you and sweet Buddy.
Patti

[Boriss McCall]

:(:( I am so sorry Kathy. I know it hurts so much to miss someone you loved with all your heart.

hugs..

[Henrietta]

Kathy.

I've been off line for weeks, and I just read through your thread about Buddy. I am so sorry for your pain, but glad that he didn't have to suffer. It takes a strong and special person to do the right thing, and Buddy was a lucky guy to have you there to do it for him.

I'm heading over to see the pics now and check on Rosebud's thread. I was chanting, "get a puppy, get a puppy, get a puppy" as I read, and then yelped a cheer when you posted that you were going to be able to get one. I think it is important that when there is space in the home of a dog lover, that another dog gets to live the good life. They don't replace the other furbaby, but they certainly do help, and it means there is one less homeless baby in the world. Hugs to you.

[Harley PoMMom]

Sending huge and loving hugs to you, dear Kathy.

[Budsters Mom]

Henrietta,
I am honored that you read through Buddy's thread as there is more than 1000 posts!:eek: Thank you so much for your message of support. The angels here on this site have saved my sanity. I will be forever grateful to all of you.:) Big hugs,

[doxiesrock912]

We need you as much as you need us Kathy.

[Simba's Mom]

I second that Valerie!

[Budsters Mom]

Ah you guys, you're gonna make me start crying again;) big hugs,

[Trixie]

Kathy,
I really miss hearing about Buddy! Can't believe 10 days has gone by...seems like so much has happened. What you were going through the last few days with him, and now with a new puppy. It's been a difficult and sad time for you...but I think you made all the right decisions...right thru to getting Rosie.
He was such a happy loving dog and you gave him such a great full life. Of course you miss him like crazy! Rosie isn't a replacement for Buddy but thank goodness you have her! You two need each other now! :p

Barbara

[molly muffin]

HUGS Kathy

[Budsters Mom]

MEL, MEL, MEL, MEL, MEL,MEL, MEL, MEL, MEL, MEL, MEL, WE WANT YOU BACK!! Enough vacation already! We miss you babe! :p:) Many, many hugs,

[addy]

I'll chant with you:):):):):)

[goldengirl88]

We want Mel, We want Mel, We want Mel , We want Mel. We want Mel

[Budsters Mom]

I am seeing Buddy everywhere at home. I found some of his hair in the brushes that I got out to use for Rosie. Lizards are all over the place, which is unheard of when Buddy is around. All of his things surround me, many if which Rosie is now using. Rosie even has his toys, except for Froggy ( which was Buddy's friend). He is mine now. I have Buddy's special cuddle blanket that I am keeping also. I miss him so much. First thing in the morning is the hardest time for me. That was when he would be especially snugly. Once his day started, he didn't have time for such foolishness. He was too busy hunting and guarding. He was such a loving little friend. I still want him back, but know it can not be.

[doxiesrock912]

I'm so sorry Kathy. HUGS

[Trish]

HI Kathy, sounds like you need a big hug to send you off to bed with!! Those little things, like a piece of hair must be sad. I think they only ones happy with not having Buddy around are those lizards!!! Must get Rose on lizard patrol before they take over :) Hope you have a good sleep sweet xx

[Budsters Mom]

Hi Trish:)
Rosie is a big love bug. She is the kissiest little thing! She wants nothing more than to be doted upon every minute of the day. She is not the least bit interested in critters of any kind. She doesn't even notice the lizards allover the place, and could care less about birds invading her airspace. She is an adorably sweet little girl, but she's no mighty lizard hunter!

[Trish]

She still young, probably still scared of lizards :D

[spdd]

Hugs from Keesh and I going out to you too.

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
I wish I had the power or a magic wand to change things for you. I would get a healthy Buddy back for you. I keep lots of fur off of my babies that pass. My Tipper has a certain sweet smell to her I put my face on her and smell her everyday, as I never want to forget that smell. When my dad passed I kept his favorite jacket I could smell him on it for a long time. When I go to it now, I don't know if it is just wishful thinking or foolishness, but I still can smell my dad some 25 years later. I have purposely saved all of Tipper's hair from her haircuts. I never want to be with out it. Even if I snip the most tiny little hair off of her I save it. There is a lady that takes dog hair from your dog, and uses a photo of your dog and makes a miniature dog that looks like yours out of your dogs hair. They are beautiful, and a real treasure to have. Just throwing some of these things out there, as when the time comes we don't think of any of this. They also have a bracelet that holds some of your babies hair inside it. I could not go the diamond route, that they make out of your baby. That is not for me. I am sure Buddy is looking down on your yard and watching the lizard population grow, and wanting to come back and chase them. There could only be one Lizard Hunter so I think it is a good thing Rosie has left that job alone. Buddy was so unique, that there will never be anything to take his place in your heart. I know this has to hurt you terribly, but I commend you on how stoic you have been at holding up. God Bless you and Rosie, and Buddy.
Patti

[Trixie]

Aww Kathy, I'm glad you kept the cuddle blanket and Froggy for yourself as a special way to hold Buddy close to your heart.
I had a schnauzer growing up from when I was about 11 until I was in college when she died, her name was Misty. She was a different personality type than Trixie. I still have her collar with her id tag on it. The other day in my sewing box I found an old wooden spool of thread (don't think they come in wood anymore!) that Misty once got and chewed a bit on the end (she was a rascal)..I'll always keep it because it reminds me of her. She chewed that spool over well 40 years ago!
Rosie can't be the mighty lizard hunter...that title has been taken. But no doubt she'll find her own special qualities as she grows. Right now she's just the most precious puppy! :p

Barbara :)

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
I am actively looking for a solution for Tipper's fear of these storms. I am working diligently on it hoping to come up with something. I hate to see her like that it kills me. Tipper is so allergic to so many things including medications that I am trying to find another route to go. I haven't passed the stone yet. I am still straining the urine, oh what fun. Found a few very tiny crystals, so unless it has broken down into smaller crystals it is still in there. Blessings
Patti

[Budsters Mom]

Three weeks today, I said goodbye to my Mighty Lizard Hunter. The lizards have come out from all their hiding places to have fiestas poolside. They are everywhere now! Rosie doesn't even notice them! I miss Buddy so much. :(:oIt seems like he's been gone forever! My life will never be the same without him.We always knew what each other wanted and needed without words. He taught me how to love unconditionally. He never cared how much money I made or whether I even dressed or showered. He never cared whether the dishes were done or whether I vacuumed at all. He was a non-judgemental little friend who loved me for me. Having Rosie does help. She gives me a reason to go on, as she needs me now. Buddy was a forever love who was a precious gift. I am blessed to have had him in my life. He left me much too soon which has left a huge hole in my heart. I will never get over losing him.

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
Very well said. I know even though Rosie is no substitute for Buddy, I am glad you have her to keep you company. There are once in a lifetime dogs, and sweet Buddy was yours, the way Tipper is mine. This disease is so cruel to the caregivers of these babies. I hope one day it will be wiped out. I think the lizards are all coming out to say their goodbyes to Buddy, as he was a force to be reckoned with. Buddy is looking down from heaven and I'm sure he's saying " Rosie aren't you going to get those lizards?" I miss you writing about the cute things Buddy did. God Bless you Buddy and Rosie.
Patti

[Simba's Mom]

oh Kathy I know how u feel, I too miss the stories of your little lizard hunter, I'm so glad you have them to hang on to....I too kept a blanket that I haven't washed yet, it's on the floor by my bed....more then several times a day I need my Simba fix and go smell it....this is so hard....I'm so thankful that this site exists and that I got to be friends with you and so many others...missing your Buddy too, hugs Letti!

[Mel-Tia]

Hey Kathy

Just sending you a massive hug. I like to think Buddy is sending you the little blighters to let you know he is ok

Lots of love

Mel
Xxxx

[Trixie]

Kathy, I think we all miss Buddy.. we got to know him so well from your posts and photos! It's so hard to think of him being gone. What a great life he had though...a happy, happy little guy who got so much love and attention and gave it right back to you! In time thinking of him will be less painful though it will never be without getting misty-eyed.

Barbara

[molly muffin]

I agree with the others. We all miss Buddy. His antics were such a hoot and we loved the lizard stories. He was truly a gift.
It's been a tough month around here. Too many precious ones have been lost and too many hearts broken.
It is uplifting though to welcome new family members, like Rosie and Meeko, Henry, whose lives will be so enriched and better for having found homes such as yours and whose paths were paved in gold by the angels who walked before them.

hugs,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[doxiesrock912]

Kathy,
perfectly said. I do miss the lizard stories too.

As you and Rosie get to know each other, you'll anticipate needs and wants with her too and she'll bring her own unique antics.

BUddy will always be with you in spirit and memories.

[Budsters Mom]

Thanks angels,
It's so quiet without Buddy. :o He was always telling the birds off for invading his airspace or yapping at the parrot taunting him over the fence. He always had so much to say! Rosie is sweet and loving and totally agreeable. I haven't even heard her bark except for a little yip when we were playing. Buddy had a set of lungs on him and he would bark like a big dog. Rosie's little yip would totally embarrass him. I miss Buddy's personality. He was a huge presence in a little package.

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
I can imagine the void in your life without Buddy. He was just so adorable, and always doing remarkable things. I am sure the silence without his bark anymore is deafening. The reminders of little things in your every day life that Buddy did can be soothing, and at the same time heart wrenching. My heart goes out to you, as he was irreplaceable and always will be. I know you would give anything in the world to hear that bark one more time, as I would like wise give anything to open up this site and see a cute story about what Buddy was doing. You fall hard for these babies, and harder yet when they are no longer with us. Blessings
Patti

[Mel-Tia]

Hey Kathy

Just nipping into give you a hug and to see how you are? hoping me you and Trish will be able to catch up tomorrow morning (my time).

Work has been nuts and not in a good way, wish I could go back on holiday.

Love
Mel
Xxxxx

[SoggyDoggy]

Hey Kathy, thanks for checking in on me, now my turn to check in on you :p Hope you're doing ok, missing Buddy awfully but taking some comfort in knowing he is happy and comfortable again. I'm glad to hear Rosie is doing so well and is such a little angel, they are so cute as pups. Enjoy your holiday time with her and celebrate your memories of Buddy, I'm sure he's up there going nuts at those Lizards.

[Mel-Tia]

Hey Kathy

I did nip in this Morning but you werent about, didn't get chance to come back cause it was a hectic day! Just wanted to say thanks for Tia's Candle.

Also wanted to know how you are doing?

Hugs
Mel
Xxxx

[Budsters Mom]

Hi Mel,:)
You are very welcome for Tia's candle. That is the least I could do.:)
I hope you are doing okay.

I am doing about as well as can be expected. There will never be another Buddy and I'm having a hard time processing that, as he was one-of-a-kind. I did not have that instant connection with Rosie. She is very sweet and loving, but it is not the same.:o Buddy's smell has evaporated from his cuddle blanket and Froggy. I can't smell him anymore.:o

Big hugs my dear. Try not to work too hard. They don't deserve you!

[Mel-Tia]

I think that you have to take each hr as it comes till you can handle days. I am not really sure how I got to this point in time I just keep putting one foot in front of the other and hoping for the best.

Sorry his blanket has lost his smell I know that must have been a small comfort while you could still smell him, wish there was a way you could have preserved it

Sending you another hug

Mel
Xxxxx

[goldengirl88]

Kathy;
So sorry to hear that you cannot smell Buddy's scent on his blanket. What is taken for granted by others would be a small consolation to you now. I know you are having a hard time of things, and understand what you mean about Rosie. I think of you often. Blessings
Patti

[scoora]

Kathy, Thanks for always checking in to see how I am doing. I know you are feeling the pain too.
I'm sorry Buddy's blanket lost his smell.
I sleep holding Scoop's blanket and his little coat he wore when it was cold out. I always smell them but they don't smell like Scoop so I just hold them tight.
Hugs

[Budsters Mom]

Yes Vicki, there is strength to go on in numbers. We have an entire brigade of angels supporting us. I know how much you miss Scoop. Do whatever you need to get through. I cling to Buddy's cuddle blanket and stuffed frog, just like you do Scoop's things. You will get through this with support from all of us and I will too, but it takes time. Big hugs my dear,

[Trish]

Hi Kathy

How are you and Rosie today? I am having a lovely morning catching up on the chores after my little trip away... all you suffering in the heat would love it here today, gorgeous sunny winter's morning... quite warm so all the windows are open to let the sunshine and fresh air in. Flynn is patrolling outside, that darn cat next door has been visiting again so he is leaving messages for her all over! I love lazy weekend mornings :D:D

[Budsters Mom]

Hi Trish,
It does sound beautiful there! I am jealous. Read Rosie's thread later on and you'll see that we had a few incidences yesterday. It is going to be really hard to keep this little one safe.:o

How are you and my boy? Did any more toys arrive? Was Flynny well behaved at your folks?

Rosie is mad at me at the moment, so she's pouting in her crate. I trimmed her paw pads and feet today. She wasn't thrilled about the ordeal! I do all the grooming myself as I did for Buddy, so she has to get used to it. The sooner I start, the easier it will be. Basically, she'll eventually give up fighting and go with the flow. She squirmed on the first paw, and cried like she was being beaten. I ignored it and the last three paws, she stayed still and quiet. So, that's why she's pouting! Rosie 0 me 1!:D

You shouldn't have any problems with Flynny on patrol!!! Xxxxx

[Trish]

Good idea getting her used to it at a young age though, the vet has asked me to look inside Flynns mouth to get him used to that, so we can check for any new ulcers of which there are none! He hates it but is getting used to it. He IS food motivated so I can bribe him with a wee treat!

[Budsters Mom]

Yes, Have to do it when they are young! I never had any problem brushing Buddy's teeth because I started when he was a puppy. I have already started doing Rosie's teeth every couple of days, Even though she only has a handful of them!:D That is why I am handling her paws often. They are a sensitive part and most often don't want them fooled with. If you do it enough, it becomes no big deal! Basically, they submit and you get the job done. Rosie is still pouting and giving me the stink eye!:D xxx

[Trish]

Awww poor girl, she will get over it. I keep telling Flynn... I am the Alpha, you young dog are the Beta!

[Budsters Mom]

I am totally bummed out now. I was just reading through the list of fur babies lost so far in 2013, so I could pray for them and their families. There are 44 of them and it's only July. That is so sad and depressing.:o My best Buddy is only one of many casualties. I am off to light a candle for them all. Bless all of you who have ever lost a beloved fur baby. I wish I could hug you all individually.:) Big hugs,

[Simba's Mom]

Kathy, you really are an angel, just wanted you to know that and you help so many of us on this forum, thanku, and bless you!

[scoora]

Kathy, Thank you for thinking of all our fur babies.
Big hugs right back to you.

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
Wonderful thought to light a candle for all the fur babies. I think of you and Buddy every day. I pray for all who have lost a baby to this wretched disease, but I did not realize there were that many this year. The sheer numbers of those that passed are numbing. This disease has to have some research to find a cure. Blessings
Patti

[kaibosmom]

Kathy, I wanted to thank you for your continued love and support for Kaibo and all of the other pups on this forum even as you go through this difficult time. I am saddened to hear of your loss. Keep the memories close to your heart. He will always be with you.
Nikki

[Budsters Mom]

Hello Angels, I have a plumeria bush that hasn't bloomed for three years. It is my favorite plant. A cutting from a dear friend was given to me many years ago. I have to continually cut it back as it would block the walkway, so it rarely blooms. I love the fragrance of a blooming plumeria. My plumeria started to grow the stalk to bloom 2 days after Buddy passed. It is in full bloom now. I'd like to think that he made this miracle happen for me. Big flowing tears......

I will post a couple photos in my "Check it Out" album. :)

[Trixie]

oh...sweet story. Buddy's there I'm sure!
I love plumeria too--it's a heavenly scent!! My mother is from Hawaii and I spent many summers there...when I smell Plumeria it reminds me of being a little kid and visiting my Grandmother on Maui.
Wish I could smell some now!!

Barbara

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
That is a heavenly sign that sweet Buddy is watching over you and blessing you. I am crying now Blessings
Patti

[scoora]

Kathy, That's beautiful.

[doxiesrock912]

Kathy,

I'm sure that Buddy asked for it!

My parents took a cutting from a cactus that belonged to my aunt in Tennessee. It never flowered, but did grow so they left it there in the side of the house. It has survived many winters outdoors in CT.

My aunt passed away and every year that cactus blooms like mad!

[Simba's Mom]

Aw, thats so cool, i bet Buddy visited!!!!!

[Budsters Mom]

I turned the page to August on my calendar. There is a picture of a little tan dog with a Buddy's smile looking back.:p

[Boriss McCall]

He is popping in to say Hi Mom Welcome to August. ;)

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
The memories of Buddy that you post are very touching, and keep me thinking how much he is still with you, and in your heart always. Blessings
Patti

[Simba's Mom]

Aw Buddy, keep those visits coming, so good for your Mom, it's so healing when something reminds you of your angel Buddy, love your stories!

[Budsters Mom]

Buddy has been gone for a month. I don't think I'll ever get over losing him.:o

[spdd]

Thinking about you.

[Mel-Tia]

Hey Kathy

Just nipping into give you a tight hug.

Love
Mel
Xxxx

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
It does not seem like that amount of time has passed, but to you I am sure it seems like an eternity without Buddy. God Bless you and sweet Buddy, and Rosebud.
Blessings
Patti

[Simba's Mom]

Oh boy, I sure do understand, sending hugs!

[scoora]

Hugs Kathy,
I understand, too. I feel the same as you.

[doxiesrock912]

Wow Kathy!
I can't believe that a month has gone by.

HUGS

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
Sending you love and hugs for you Buddy and Rosebud. I know how you are feeling. Blessings
Patti

[addy]

Hugs, Kathy, thinking of you and our mighty lizard hunter.


I know he is watching over you and Rosebud.:):) We dont have to look far for Buddy, he is in all of our hearts.

[molly muffin]

Hi Kathy, thinking of you.
A month already, it doesn't seem like it is possible for that amount of time to have passed already. :(
hugs! take care of yourself
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[labblab]

Just a quick note to tell everybody that Kathy has emailed us, notifying us that she is having problems with logging onto the site. She and Rosie are fine, and will be back on the forum just as soon as the computer issue is solved.

Marianne

[goldengirl88]

Marianne;
Thanks for letting us know so we aren't worried about her and Rosie. Blessings
Patti

[Budsters Mom]

I'm back!!!The forum fairies have decided to let me log on now. I haven't had a chance to read through any posts yet. I am hoping to catch up on those tomorrow. :D Hugs,

[Budsters Mom]

Hi Angels,
It has been almost six weeks since I set Buddy free. I have been wanting to start a memory thread for him. Every time I start to think about what I want to say, I end up crying my heart out once again and can't continue.

Marianne asked if I would share how Buddy came into my life. I can't even do that yet.

Rosie is the sweetest, easiest and most agreeable puppy I have ever known. She's smart, listens and learns quickly, always aiming to please. I hit the jackpot with her. She even has the old folks wrapped around her little paws. Not bad for seniors who didn't want another dog. I think she has an old soul, as she is wise beyond her age. The problem is that she's not Buddy and I still want him. I thought I was done sitting up half the night crying about Buddy. I guess not, because it's 1:30 AM and here I am again. :(

[spdd]

Ah Kathy, I am so very sorry you are having such a difficult time. I wish there was something I could do or say to make you feel better, but none of us truly knows how the other one feels, especially when it comes to our pets.

I am glad though you are enjoying Rosie, and although she will never re-place Buddy, she will bring her own little style with her to help you along the way.

I truly hope that each day for you can be just a little easier to get through, and someday when you think of Buddy it will replace the tears with a huge smile.

Many hugs to you.

Judi & Keesh

[Mel-Tia]

Hello Kathy

Just wanted to give you a hug, I know how tough these weeks have been on you and how much you miss Buddy.

I am glad Rosie has got the folks around her little finger, at least you don't have to worry about that.

There are no words I can use to take away the pain, just wanted you to know I am here so you are not alone

Big hug, love
Mel
Xxx

[Robert]

It is so hard to lose one of the best friends we will ever have. I will pray for buddy and his. There will be a time when the first thing you think if is the funny things buddy did and all the years and smile. And still miss him.
I got chelle two weeks after I lost tammy. I have now had her nearly 12 months. She is as amazing a dog as tam was but she isn't tam she's chelle. The only thing her and tam have in common is picking on poor old tommy.

[Trish]

Awww stink Kathy, sorry I was not here much tonight. Few of the other night owls are though :) Well not Mel, she is an early owl :) Hope you got some sleep and that little minx Rosie can cheer you up in the morning xxx

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
Not being able to write about Buddy is totally understandable. I know your heart aches for him, and that Rosie will never fill that void. Buddy was such a star, and the brightest star in your universe. Buddy was all yours and always will be in your heart. I am so sorry this had to happen to you, I think of your Buddy every time I look at Toby, and a sadness comes over me. Funny thing, they were going to do away with Toby because he would not hold his ears up. Well the past 2 weeks he started to put his ears up a few times a day. Isn't it ironic that somebody could get rid of a puppy for such a reason, and all of us would do anything to keep our babies with us as long as possible? Shows how little value some people have of animals lives. The complete opposite is found on here though. As I told Vicki once, I too will walk in your shoes one day, so my thoughts and prayers are always with you and precious Buddy. Blessings
Patti

[Woodydog]

Sending big hugs to your from me and Woody, keeping you in our thoughts :o

[molly muffin]

Hugs Kathy.

It might just be too soon to write Buddy's story. It sounds like it is too soon.

It doesn't matter though if you write something next week, next month, next year. It is what it is :)

hugs,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[scoora]

Kathy,
Thinking of you and Buddy today.
Big hugs

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
Big hugs and love to you and Rosie. Thinking of you and Buddy today. Blessings
Patti

[Budsters Mom]

Thank you so much ladies. :):p xxxxx

[Trixie]

Whenever I am out walking Trixie and I see a Yorkie, and I see many as they're very popular city dogs, I think of Buddy. We have a Yorkie friend from next door...his name is Lucky- he was a rescue from the ASPCA and he's such a cutie. He is not a teeny Yorkie but a bigger guy...and he especially reminds me of your Buddy.
I know you miss him. I know Rosie is not Buddy but I'm so glad you have her. :p

Barbara

[Budsters Mom]

Barbara,
Buddy was a bigger guy too. He weighed 16 pounds. I like the bigger ones because they they are stronger, sturdier and less fragile. Thank you for your sweet message. Xxxxx

[Simba's Mom]

Sending hugs to you Kathy, understand how your'e feeling....

[Budsters Mom]

I'll be heading back to work in a week or so. I won't be able to be here quite as much. My late nights are ending shortly. I won't be able to check on the forum from work because WIFI usage is tracked. Bummer!:o

[mcdavis]

Take your time writing Buddy's story Kathy - it'll happen when the time is right.

I tried so many times to write about Hamish, but I'm not great at putting my feelings into words, or typing when I'm crying! I really wanted to post something for his birthday, but it took me 7 months of trying.

Hugs to you and Rosie

[Budsters Mom]

Thanks for your message. Yes, it's too soon. I can't even look at his photos without crying.:o Each day without him is still very hard. :o

[goldengirl88]

Kathy;
It would seem that everything you do these days is being tracked! Next it will be how many time we use the potty. I would not be able to write about Tipper either. It is way too soon. Buddy meant the world to you, and when it's time to share about him you will know. Just take this time for yourself now and heal. I still think of you and Buddy daily. I am glad you are going back to school as that will keep your mind busy for part of the day, and maybe help to soften the blow of all this. Know that I truly understand how you feel, and I miss your Buddy too. There has always been something about a terriers face that I cannot resist. They are my favorite breed of dog and I have had many during my lifetime. Buddy's face was just irresistible to me. Blessings
Patti

[doxiesrock912]

Kathy,

everything in its time. You take care of you and thank you for continuing to support us through this forum!

HUGS

[Budsters Mom]

OMG - The front doors were open this morning except for the security doors. We do that to get a breeze through. A cat fight took place this morning on the other side of the doors. It was loud and vicious. Rosie continued to lay on the carpet and play with a water bottle, oblivious to the ruckus outside. Buddy would've had a coronary! He would've been barking and running around hysterically! :eek::eek: The cats were fighting it out to the death, so I went out front and turned the hose on both of them. That broke them up and they took off in separate directions. When I came back in the house, Rosie was still happily playing with her water bottle. She didn't have a clue what happened and didn't care. I am not used to the zen nature of this puppy.:confused:

[Robert]

One relaxed little dog!!!!

[Woodydog]

That,s one chilled puppy dog, Woody would have been like Buddy :D

[Trixie]

Wow...Trixie would have been like Buddy and barked her head off. Cat fights are scary...and the crazy noises they make. yow!

Rosie is still a baby and a relaxed one at that! Guess not much is going to ruffle her feathers which in my opinion is a good thing!! :D

Barbara

[doxiesrock912]

Daisy would've freaked out too!
Hosing the cats:) I can just visualize that.

Cat fights creep me out. The noises that they make are so primal!

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
Don't know if you ever watched animal planet, but last nite they had a Yorkie named Captain on. If anyone flushed the toilet he would go ballistic. He was actually trying to get at the water going down, and jumping up and down a hundred miles an hour like he was throwing a tantrum. All the while barking his little head off. It was hilarious. It made me think of Buddy. It was a cutest dog contest, and he won. I am sure your Buddy could have captured this title easily. I can't believe how chilled out Rosie is. The patience of a Saint, and such a sweet personality. She is on the other end of the spectrum from Buddy. Cats can really get into it. My two fortunately are best buds so they get along well, not that there is not a disagreement once in a great while, but it is only a talking to one. Blessings
Patti

[addy]

Hey Kathy,

Rosie is one calm cookie to miss a cat fight:):):)

I can't believe it is time for you to go back to school. Summer always goes by so quickly. It is way too short!!! At least here in Wisconsin it is way too short.:):):) Remember the lazy summer days of our youth and how summer stretched on forever?

I just know Labor Day weekend the stores will put out their Christmas decorations:rolleyes::rolleyes:

Happy Sunday!!!

[spdd]

Good thinking turning the water hose on. I probably would have run out to scare them and ended up with shredded legs.
Seems Rosie is laid back, that's really good.

[Trish]

I would have done the same with the hose Kathy! :D That would be if Flynn had not got there to break the fight up first! He is like Buddy in that regard, I swear he can hear a cat walking outside our house and is immediately on full alert. One silly moggy came into the house on the weekend, well it only got about 4 paces inside the front door when Flynn spotted it, he was on the couch and he just about hit the roof in shock before he flew about 10 feet through the air and was in hot pursuit! Silly me leaving the front door open :eek: Puss escaped, it is the one that has moved in next door. Their house is two storey and looks over part of my back yard and the cat sits on the balcony giving Flynn the evil eye and he goes berserk, nothing wrong with his eyesight :D:D... funny aren't they xx

[Squirt's Mom]

Our house faces a wooded area where several feral cats live. At night it often sounds like a murder is taking place out in the woods! One nite we were all asleep when all of a sudden the murder sounds were happening right under our open bedroom window. Squirt and Trink both stood up and were barking their heads off (Trink's front feet coming up with each bark), Sophie was charging the wall where the window is growling and barking, and Brick was stomping around doing his little "ARK ARK" sounds! It was quite a concert there for a while! :p

[Budsters Mom]

Yes exactly ladies! Barking hysterically and going berserk are normal behaviors for a dog when a cat fight is occurring right outside. ;) That would be Buddy and every other dog I know, except for Rosie.
Playing passively with an empty water bottle the entire time, and not reacting at all, is not normal dog behavior! Chilled out is one thing. Rosie is baby Buddha!

[molly muffin]

Baby Buddha indeed. Molly would get her freak on for sure. :D

hugs,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[mcdavis]

Rosie's one laid back pup. Not sure how Henry would react as he sometimes barks at absolutely nothing, but totally ignores the horrible black crows that invade our garden. Fairly sure Hamish would have ignored them too as he was rather laid back too.

[Simba's Mom]

Love your profile picture of Buddy, aw miss him and his stories!! Hugs

[Trixie]

I love that photo of Buddy!! :p That picture really shows his adorable and happy personality!

Barbara

[Budsters Mom]

Buddy crossed over the rainbow bridge 7 weeks ago today. His passing left a hole in my heart that will never close.

Buddy - I hope you are greeting all of the newbies with that fabulous smile of yours. I miss seeing you flash your pearly whites. Love and miss you, my brave boy.

[molly muffin]

Hugs kathy

You know if I haven't said it, I want to thank you for sharing Buddy with us. He was a special little guy.

hugs,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[scoora]

Kathy, Thinking of you and Buddy today.
Big Hugs

[Budsters Mom]

Buddy Boy,
How can I rush home from work to be greeted by your killer smile when you're not there. You are supposed to be there! I miss you so much!

[Trixie]

:( When you were last on your work schedule Buddy was with you so you're bound to have sad feelings during the transition back to work, especially when you're on your way home. Of course you still miss him so much...it won't be easy the first few days.
Now you have a new chapter starting with Rosie there to greet you. I know it's not the same as Buddy, it's going to be different. Think how happy she'll be to see you come in the door each day. Nothing like being welcomed home by a dog!! :D Rosie will help you through, and all of us of course. :)

Barbara

[spdd]

Cherish the past memories and enjoy the new ones being made with Rosie.

It will be different with Rosie welcoming you home, but just the same she'll be happy to see you walk through the door and give you all the love you deserve to help you heal.

[addy]

Awwww Kathy, it is hard, the coming home from work part but I know Rosie will help ease the pain in your heart.

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
I read your post and it made me cry. I am sure some part of you will still expect to see Buddy the first day you come home. Even though that is not possible, I know what you will be thinking. It is heart breaking that nothing is done about this horrible disease. Just know Buddy will be watching out for you when you get home, you may not see him, but he will be there. Blessings
Patti

[molly muffin]

Sending you big hugs Kathy. It is going to be different, but hopefully Rosie will help to lessen the pain of the house being different when you come home. Now you'll be met by a little monkey who wants to climb all over you and hear how your day went and tell you all about hers. There will never be another Buddy, who was so unique and awesome, but there will also never be a little Rosie monkey.

hugs,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[Harley PoMMom]

Huge loving hugs from me as well.

[scoora]

Kathy, Lots of big hugs from me, too.

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
Wishing you good luck on your first day back to school. I know Buddy will be watching over you. Blessings
Patti

[Trish]

Hi Kathy

Hope your first day back goes well, I bet the kids are going to be so excited to see you!! It feels to me like you have been off for ages, such changes for you in that time. All the firsts are hard when you are missing Buddy, so be kind to yourself and try and soak up all Rosie's love to get you through the changes in your life xxxxxx

[Tina]

Hi Kathy,
I will be thinking about you too as you return to school. I know it will be hard and that you will be missing Buddy so much. Like Trish said, all the firsts are so hard. I'm glad you have your sweet little Rosie to be there to greet you when you get home.

Big hugs,
Tina and Jasper xo

[Budsters Mom]

Thanks gals for the work well wishes. I miss the kids and I'm ready to return, but I don't want to do it without Buddy. It will just be really weird and so sad. Big hugs,

[Trish]

What you doing online at this time of the night Kathy? Haven't you got work in the morning??

[Budsters Mom]

Yes Trish,
I was posting on your thread at the same time. Freaky huh?

[Trish]

Back again, sorry when I posted last my phone rang and it was a good friend who has just got back from a trip to Turkey, so heard all about it, sounds a gorgeous place to visit. She said loads of dogs and cats about, the cats came into the restaurants! Bad thing was a dog bit her quite badly on the hand and she is having rabies shots :eek::eek:

[Budsters Mom]

I found out today out that a coworker lost her Cushings fur baby two weeks ago. :(:o She didn't have all of you to help her through. I am truly blessed to have stumbled upon this heavenly group.:) Thank you one and all!:):p

[Simba's Mom]

Good luck at school, Buddy will be cheering for you!!! hugs

[doxiesrock912]

How sad for your coworker!

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
Very sad about your coworker. It is a shame as you really need the support of a village when you are dealing with Cushings. Hope your back to school day goes well, Buddy will be watching over you. Rosie will be glad when you get home. Is she eating well now? Blessings
Patti

[molly muffin]

Oh that is sad cathy. :(. I found out someone in my neighbourhood had a dog they lost that had cushings too. I felt horrible and I have now put flyers up at our local pet store giving our website address and info. I have to make up more in fact since the ones I gave her have already been handed out. I hope it is helping.
We are all very lucky to have each other.
Hugs
Sharlene and Molly muffin

[SoggyDoggy]

Hi Kathy,

Quick stop by to check that you are ok. Hope Rosie is doing well and welcomes you with bouncing circles when you get home from school. Also hope the first day back goes well and that you have a great term ahead, I'm sure Buddy will be there watching over you. Take care and catch up with you soon.

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
I laughed so hard about the bra, isn't that the truth!! If you spray a few items like sticks or rocks with bitter apple and leave them outside in Rosie's path it may deter her from wanting to pick things up. I am glad she is getting that collar off, they are such an awful thing for the dog to have to wear. Thank goodness at least they have the soft ones now. Is Rosie eating good now? I bet your parents are spoiling here! Have a good weekend with Rosie. Blessings
Patti

[Budsters Mom]

My Buddy boy. If only I could hold you in my arms and see that beautiful smile one more time. I miss you so much! Xxxxx

[goldengirl88]

Kathy;
I think of your Buddy almost daily. I wish you could hold him once more, I feel your pain and am so sorry. Buddy was so special, he will live on forever on this forum and thru the people on it. Blessings
Patti

[scoora]

Kathy, Thinking of you and Buddy. I can't believe it's been 12 weeks since Buddy and Scoop left us. If only we could hold them again.
HUGS

[Boriss McCall]

Hugs to you... :(

[Budsters Mom]

One of my student's parents sent in a book today for me to read to the class. It was called something like, "I Will Love You always". Anyway, it was a story about a boy who had grown up with his dog/ best friend. They did everything together. As the dog aged and slowed down, she was able to do much less of course. She had put on a lot of weight, she could no longer get up the stairs and had to be carried to bed and she wasn't able to walk very far or very long. The dog finally dies toward the end. The point of the story being that they never really leave you. One of my students has an ill dog at home that is not going to last much longer, so the mom sent the book in with him, so the class could talk about it. I put the book under the overhead projector and started to read the story. It started innocently enough with a baby boy and a puppy. I should have read it through first before I decided to go ahead and share it. I totally fell apart in the middle of the story and had to compose myself to finish it. It was sad and heart wrenching and beautiful all at the same time. It was something that I was not emotionally ready to do.:o Shortly after I finished the story, it was lunchtime and I whisked the kids off to lunch through my tears. I then went back to my classroom and cried my heart out. I thought I was doing pretty well, but I still have a long way to go.:o

[Trish]

Oh gawd, that is awful. How did the kids react? What a sad thing to have to do with all of them :( I bet you will be reviewing books brought it for you to read :eek: Sorry you had to experience that Kathy and I really feel for the little boy whose dog is poorly xx

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
I really feel for you. Somehow when you started out telling the story of the book, I knew it was going to be bad. Children are so intuitive I am sure they knew you were sad about something. Have you ever shared with them that Buddy passed? I believe since Buddy was so special that it will take a great deal of time, for your heart to heal. I think of you and Buddy often and say a prayer for you both every nite. Blessings
Patti

[Squirt's Mom]

Oh, Kathy, I can only imagine how tough that was. But I believe you probably taught your kids more than you can comprehend about love and loss yesterday. They saw your heart broken, they saw your tears for a pup you love and lost, they saw that it is alright to grieve and to hurt for a pup you love, they saw that even adults can and do love their pups very deeply. You showed them true love - something many kids never see and never have an opportunity to understand.

[Trixie]

That would have made me cry too! Just reading your message left me with a lump in my throat. Our dogs have such a special place in our hearts--- forever!! It's okay to have a good cry anyway, you probably needed it..just glad you got the kids off to lunch and had a little time alone to let the tears flow.


Barbara

[Robert]

Hi kathy
That must of been so tough. They bring so much happiness and fun but so much pain when they leave. I'm obviously missing Tom but it is 13 months since tam left and while I think about the good things with her rather than her leaving most days there are still days when tears come to my eyes.
They are amazing little creatures.

[molly muffin]

Some days are just harder than others. That book was bound to bring up feelings of what you have just gone though yourself. :(

hugs Kathy

Sharlene and molly muffin

[Budsters Mom]

One of the boys in my class (a major challenge;)) came up to me snickering when he entered class this morning and asked if I was going to cry in class today. I looked at him right in the eyes and said that it all depends on how well he behaves. He then went to his seat and sat down quietly. That was a first!:D xxxx

[scoora]

Oh Kathy, Reading that story must have been so hard. Just reading your post made me cry.
Big Hugs

[spdd]

Hi Kathy, that story just might be a life's lesson, especially for the boy that asked if you were going to cry again.

I'll bet that they remember that moment for a long time, and if not it will come back to them later in life especially when they have kids of their own and pets.

Just goes to show them that teachers have emotions too, and it is something that I know I'd look back on in later years.

Hugs to you!

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
What a little stinker he is!! I bet you can always count on him for some devilment. I think it was wonderful what the class learned from you that day, and that they will have compassion for all God's creatures. You became really human to them, instead of just their teacher when they saw your emotions, and that is a good thing. Not that you aren't, but they probably look at you differently now for the better. I would venture to say they have a most wonderful teacher. Blessings
Patti

[Simba's Mom]

Oh Kathy, so sorry about the book in class, but good for you that you showed them you were human, take care, missing Sim too

[Budsters Mom]

Why are there so many clueless, insensitive people out there?:confused: Several people have commented about Rosie (or puppies in general) replacing the one that was lost. Yes, I have Rosie now. However, she will NEVER replace Buddy, as he is irreplaceable. I still miss him as much as ever.:o

[Trixie]

Of course Buddy is irreplaceable. Just looking at his avatar photo...the cutie. I miss hearing about him.

B.

[Robert]

Yer people can be insensitive. When tammy passed I got chelle. Chelle isn't tammy but tam was never chelle either. They all leave a different mark.

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
Some people will remain clueless as to how much a dog can really mean in your life, and that nothing ever replaces that dog. Rosie may keep your mind off of things and give you love, but she will never replace the space in your heart that Buddy filled. Honestly people can be so inconsiderate. I am having a hard time today not crying as it is Tipper's birthday. I have mixed feelings on it, and just woke up sad but happy that she made it this far. I have the video and the camera all charged up and ready to go. Blessings
Patti

[addy]

Family members cannot be replaced. We can expand our families with new members but that is not replacing those we have lost.

Oh Kathy, allow the tears to fall when they need to. I think your kids can appreciate it and if one little munster is needling you about it, he'll soon get over it.:):)

Hugs sweetie and give Rosie mucho kisses from me.

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
My little Toby is a blessing too. I try to balance the attention each on of the dogs get, so Toby does not feel slighted. I know he realizes that I am involved with Tipper more than him right now, but his time will come. He is so sweet. His papered name is Sweet as Chocolate Toby Boy. He is the sweetest boy, but he can be a terror when someone comes, or when getting involved barking and trying to get at Tipper thru the gate. He is the biggest yapper I have ever had. There is nothing I have tried that will make him quit yapping except a can of air. If I squirt it he shuts up, but it is short lived. It is hard keeping Tipper from being worked up by his barking. Hoping Rosie is doing better with the teething. Blessings
Patti

[Simba's Mom]

Buddy will always have a place in my heart, he is still the Mighty Lizard Hunter!!

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
I find myself thinking of your sweet Buddy often. I think of all the cute antics he used to do and you would write about. I miss hearing them, and I miss him also. He was a very unique baby. Blessings
Patti

[addy]

Oh Kathy,

The mighty lizard hunter indeed will always bring a smile to my face.

Thank you for all your kind words on my thread.

[Budsters Mom]

Addy,
You are such a blessing to us all. I am so sorry that you're going through such a tough spell. I hope that your hubby's problem ends up being as simple as Koko's. Now that would really be a blessing!;):)

I am glad that Zoe is holding her own. She's one tough little diva!:p

Your mom knows that you love her above all else. When they aren't feeling well, it's easy for them to take their frustrations out on us, because we are the ones who stay the course. Believe me, I know!:o

Work has been extremely stressful this year and even dangerous at times. Due to confidentiality issues, I cannot go into more detail. I did follow Glynda's advice today and took a sick day to stay home with Rosie and de-stress. I am sorry that work is adding to your stress. That makes everything so much harder.

Addy, you will get through all of these challenges, then it will be smooth sailing for a while. Sending you tons of strength and healing energy to get you through. Xxxxx

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
Sorry to hear your job is so challenging this year. You must be physically and mentally exhausted. I hope you take some time to re -fuel your body on the weekends. Thinking of you and sweet Rosebud. Are you getting any rain lately? It poured here all nite and we are supposed to have it all week long. It was very cold this morning and Tipper wore her vest. She loves the cold and feels much better I can tell. Blessings
Patti

[Trish]

Up's and down's of life eh! Work sucks lately for me too... :mad::mad: I absolutely, totally LOVE the actual work I do but the politics meh, can do without that shite!!! Hoping it settles down for you Kathy xx

[scoora]

Kathy,
Thanks for the hugs.
Thinking of you and Buddy. I know today is 4 months for Buddy.
Hugs right back to you.

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
Thinking of you and your wonderful Buddy. I hope Rosie is doing well. Blessings
Patti

[addy]

Hey Sweetie, stopping by for hugs and to make sure you give our Rosie kisses from Auntie Addy.

Anniversaries are so hard yet I know we have to acknowledge them. I hope there are happy memories too of our mighty lizard hunter. I like to think Buddy is running free in heaven where there are many lizards to chase and after he wears himself out, he lies down and makes sure to watch over you and Rosie.


hugs

[molly muffin]

Sending Hugs kathy. Give Rosie a snuggle for me. We all honor Buddy whom I know you miss so much.

hugs,
Sharlene and Molly muffin

[Budsters Mom]

Ahhhh Mel, I just clicked onto the candle page to light a candle for Buddy because it had burned out. I have been trying to keep one lit. To my surprise and delight, I had found that you'd already lit one for him. That made me cry because of your incredibly sweet gesture. I miss you Mel. Thank you so much for doing that. Xxxxx

[Mel-Tia]

It was my honour.

I light one for Chey and Tia and I noticed he didn't have one so I figured you wanted to keep one going for our precious lizard hunter.

Hope your doing ok

Big hug
Love
Mel
Xxxxx

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
That was so great of Mel to do that! I cannot go on that site too often as it depresses me so. That was awfully nice of her. Blessings
Patti

[Simba's Mom]

Sending hugs.....

[goldengirl88]

Kathy:
I will be looking forward to summer as I miss you on the forum. I know you are quite busy, and probably looking forward to the Thanksgiving break. Blessings
Patti

[Budsters Mom]

Yes Patti, I have been crazy busy, so I have not been able to be on the forum as much as I would like. Xxxx

Kathy