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RockysDad
07-10-2012, 08:12 PM
Update 31 July 2012

Rocky had been very ill the last 24 hours. He had lost total control of hind limbs from Monday morning onwards.

Last night, I had to carry him in and out and he could not stand to urinate, or the other one.

Later at night, I had to ask my brother to come over to help me carry him inside as it got cold and he would not let me pick him up as he did earlier in the day. We picked him up together and took him upstairs and lay him on his mattress.

He really was not happy last night.

I was up for most of the night as he was very uneasy the whole night.

The vet appointment had been booked for the 31st.

The vet for the second opinion came today, Tuesday at 10:30am.

The advise was that rocky was too far gone to attempt any type of treatment and as he had no mobility nor any realistic chance of regaining it, that the best thing to do was to euthanase so his sufferring was not prolonged.

He was still sharp of mind, albeit he was drifting in and out of deep sleep all morning.

I cradled him during the procedure and shut his eyes, kissed his forhead and thanked him for looking after me for the last 12 years.

He is now at peace.

I want to thank all of you who responded to this thread.

I wont be getting another dog yet, its too soon, but when I do, I will be sure to keep in touch with this community.

Thanks once again.

Rohan.




Hello and thank you for reading our story. If you are a TL/DR person, please skip to my summary and questions at the bottom. For those who like to know our story, please read on.

My little fellow, Rocky, is a German Shepherd X who has been with me almost 12 years. He's 12 in September.

Its a funny story how I ended up with him. My friend and I went to a kennel all those years ago, because my friend had read about a dog he was interested in, in our local paper.

My friend did not buy any dog that day. But I saw this little runt of a pup, whose belly was all swollen and he was getting pushed around by the rest of the litter and was really getting no love. 5 weeks old, he fit in my palm. He was in bad shape. The rest of his litter were selling for a lot of money. The kennel owner said I could take him for fifty bucks. So I did.

Actually, I then bought him a friend to play with, a male rottweiler, but he died from cancer in May 2007. That's another story.

Rocky was very sick in the first couple of months, indeed he was full of worms and was found to have a congenital heart defect. The vet I took him to said he wouldn't last more than few years at best, but here we are almost 12 years later.

So, around the beginning of 2011, he started to lose hair around his shoulder areas, symmetrically.

He started drinking lots of water, and was very very hungry. He developed black pigmentation in the groin area. He lost some of the hair on his tail. He had pee accidents inside for the first time.

And he was getting a pot belly.

I did some research and came across Kate Connick's site and learned about Cushings. I did some more reading online and it scared me.I was horrified to read some of the drugs used had in some instances, caused dogs to die through some reaction.

Around August 2011, I took him to the local vet, where he had his checkup and vaccination. I told the vet of the symptoms and he ran some blood tests and asked me to collect urine.

The blood tests showed elevated liver results and the urine test showed that ratio (i cant recall what they called it now) was way out of whack, and the testing lab suggested Cushings.

I ended up back at the vets very quickly anyway, because Rocky developed a bladder infection. So we treated him with the amoxyclav and that cleared up, but then returned within a few days, so we repeated with another course and it went. Touch wood he has not had another bladder infection since.

Anyway, discussions with that particular vet was that treatment was expensive, there were a lot of tests and if it was adrenal cancer the prognosis was poor.

Because of the heart murmur, I wasn't sure about doing the ultrasound as it required sedation.

The vet said, that for dogs his size, roughly 40kg, that he usually prescribed "benevolent neglect" as opposed to treatment.

So that is what we have done so far. We've also changed a lot of habits, and I have come up with this stuff myself as I have not seen a vet since September last year.

Our regime is as follows:

Supplements:

Rocky has 20g of fish oil capsules twice a day (20 caps)
Rocky has 1 * 20,000mcg cranberry once per day (1/2 tab morning/evening)
30g of MSM Joint Powder (Glucosamine, Chondroitin) - 2 * 15g servings in warm water, one with breakfast, one with dinner

Meals:

125g of wet meat loaf dog food (from the supermarket chiller)
250g of dry dog food for mature dogs

The food is steamed and around 250mls of water is added.

The steamed portion is kind of like a cake, and it's served to him half in the morning (breakfast) and half in the evening (dinner).

Snacks:

He has one boiled egg every day.
He has a a few slices of ham every day.


This regime was after his usual diet was causing him issues.

The steaming of the food with added water has helped him with excessive thirst.

The cranberry pills have prevented another bladder infection thus far.

The other supplements seem to help with mobility - well until recently. We'll get to that soon, that's why we are here.

He was also having only one meal a day, but since he started to become lame, through observation i saw that after a meal, his lameness was less, so I split up the main meal and provided protein snacks during the day per my current regime.

Now, since that last vet visit, a few health hiccups have occurred and I am not sure whether they are all cushings related.

He was always very active, but one day on our walk, around December last year, his left leg seemed to pop out of his joint. I had to pop it back in and I carried him home. But he seemed ok after he got home. It did pop out a couple of times after that but I just popped it back in. Has not recurred since.

About 3 months ago, he walked out of a room in the house, next thing I heard was a loud thud. I went out of the room and saw him laying on the carpet. Basically, I thought he was dead. He peed on the floor and also made the other mess. I felt no heartbeat when I felt his chest, and his heartbeat is very distinct to the touch becasue of the murmur. Anyway, I was shattered and i cradled his head in my left hand a little distance off the carpet and was stroking his heart region with my right hand, about where I would normally feel his heartbeat. After about 10 seconds of stroking him he suddenly sprang back to life. I was overjoyed. To this day i don't know if it was a seizure, a fit or if he was actually dead and somehow I managed some freaky CPR. Dunno.

Then, more recently, around the end of May 2012, I had to work at the office one week and was leaving him out when I was not home. My mom was coming to spend time with him on most days but she has her own health issues so she could not come all days. One day I came home and there was no bark.

So I went out the back and looked for him. He was curled up around the side of the house. He didn't even hear me come right up to him and finally he only woke when I touched him. At that stage, I did not know there was anything wrong with him, so I proceeded to call him inside and told him I would get his dinner. He followed me in.

But, after preparing his dinner, he would not eat it! So after trying to coax him for an hour I gave up and took him inside.

We live in a double story house by the way, and Rocky has his own single bed mattress on the floor in my bedroom at the front of my bed.

He could not climb the stairs. No energy. Would not even try. First time this had ever happened.

So, I thought of my experience with another shepherd my family had, and that shepherd did not eat and the next day she died - she basically dropped dead. So I thought, maybe this is what is happening to him. It was about 7pm by then, and I was not able to take him to a vet.

Anyway, I carried him up the stairs and put him into his bed. He was hot, and I mean really hot. Like a fever for sure. And his heart was racing, murmur and all , like there was a couple of guys in his chest beating bongo drums.

So that night, I did not sleep at all. I basically just comforted him, stroking him and occasionally trying to get him to drink water, which he would not.

Finally, around 4:30am the next day he finally sipped some water from the large spoon I was coaxing him with.

Around 5:30am he had a gulp from a water bowl I had brought to him.

Around 6am, I tried to feed him a little spoonful of his previous nights neglected meal, he refused at first. After about 10 minutes though, he ate a few spoonfulls and subsequently I ended up spoon geeding the whole lot to him.

He then went back to sleep. He woke up a few hours later, got up and came to my office room upstairs and poked his nose into me, and wanted to go outside and do business and we went down. He walked himself.

Then he was Ok for the last few weeks, until about the last week of June, where the lameness really hit when the really cold weather hit us. We are in Sydney Australia by the way.

Now, he has become much more lame. He has trouble going down the stairs and sometimes can go down very slowly but a few times he ended up losing control of hind legs and slithering down. Since then I always walk in front of him so he wont fall.

Same with climbing the stairs, sometimes he climbs one step at a time and makes it up there. Because a couple of times he actually lost control on his climbs and ended up sliding back down, now if he climbs, I stand behind him so he wont fall.

Sometimes his hind legs have been too weak, and I have carried him up. But he is very proud and he doesn't like the help. He prefers to try and only if we gets stuck on step one will he allow me to pick him up, otherwise if i try to pick him up before the stairs he growls. But if he gets past step one, I stand behind him and the little fellow climbs all 24 steps.

He still has a very sharp mind, he is not dulled and still wants to chase his soccer ball even though his legs limit it now. He still brings the ball to me to throw.

It's his lameness that has made me think to reassess this "benevolent neglect" of cushings. Sure he has the other symptoms, but he copes with them.

Anyway, after googling I found this site, so that is how we ended up here. Its a pity I never found this site last year, but that is life....

So, that's where we are up to now - July 10, 2012.

TL/DR starts here!

So, to my questions.

I am thinking of getting another vet to look at him, so first questions is if anyone here is from Australia do they know any vet in Sydney who they have had a positive experience in managing cushings?

Then, about the treatments.

I am thinking about talking to a vet about this again, but I still fear the ultrasound and putting him under sedation.

In the experience of readers, where the acute symptoms match cushings, can you start a treatment with only taking a ACTH, then taking another after induction (lysodren) or does one have to go through the low dose / high dose tests first? Is it a procedure to be followed or vets discretion?

Also, he is getting on 12 years. The last thing I want to do is try something and then it ends up killing him like some stories I read, so I am really looking for good information here from peoples experiences about how safe lysodren really is. I think that is what they use here in Australia.

Also, does anyone have experience with that antifungal stuff, ketaconzole or something like that it is called.

The tests and pet meds are also very expensive here in Australia, so before I make any decision I need really understand whether it is going to help him.

I am really emotionally wrought by his situation...i know his hind legs are weak, but he does not complain of pain, he does not whimper, probably because of the excess cortisone...

And that's the other thing I am worried about...If i treat him now, will it unmask pain for him via his joints that he thus far is not feeling as much perhaps? Then, I've heard that once the excessive cortisone is cut off, sometimes pituitary tumor grow aggressively..and other conditions of normal ageing become apparent...

And while I have seen pictures of dogs recover some muscle mass and lose the pot belly, in his case, being the age he is and with the legs having deteriorated in such a quick time (basically in three weeks).

Should I just continue "benevolent neglect" like the first vet suggested and perhaps look for something for mobility - like metacam - but then again, he's got all that cortisone. So the mobility loss is either because of bad hip, cushings deteriorating the muscle or a combination.

He is still extremely flexible though...this guy was one of those dogs that could make back legs go flat on the floor pointing backwards while he was on his belly, and he can still do that...

So, to treat or not to treat, at almost 12 is it worth any associated risks? What are the plusses and what are the biggest risks?

He's my best mate and I want to help him..but this disease is a damned if you do and damned if you don't based on a lot of material i read, so really looking at other people's experiences to help me make the right decision...

Anyway, that's a lot of text for a first post....

Please share your experiences with us.

Name is Rohan, by the way.

jmac
07-10-2012, 08:59 PM
Hi Rohan, and welcome to you and Rocky!

I am so glad you found us. I know our knowledgeable experts will be of help to you. It sounds like you and Rocky have been going through a lot! There have been some scary situations! I am glad he is still hanging in there!

Others will be along soon to help you out, but we always like test results, with abnormal values, so we can be sure we are giving good information. There are many other diseases that can have similar symptoms of Cushing's, so we just like to make sure we have as much information as possible.

It does sound like Rocky has some Cushing's symptoms. I understand your concern about medications, as the drugs used to treat Cushing's are strong. But with careful monitoring by owners, and knowledgeable vets, most dogs do very well.

Thanks for all of the information you gave us. I can tell you really love Rocky. Again, I'm so glad you found us and wish you'd come to us sooner! This is a very helpful, caring group, and we'll be here to support you and Rocky however we can.

Julie & Hannah

Squirt's Mom
07-13-2012, 10:58 AM
Hi Rohan,

Welcome to you and Rocky! :)

I am going to admit something and hope you take it in the manner intended. It is very difficult for me to read posts written in this style - basically one sentence paragraphs. I'm am old lady with old eyes and it is hard for me to read this style. :o

However, I did get through your post and hope I got the info needed to reply.

Some of the signs you have mentioned do not sound like Cushing's to me. A cush pup has a ravenous appetite, drinks copious amounts of water, and pees like a race horse. So having to force water or food is not typical of a cush pup. The muscle weakness certainly is tho there could be other causes for this, too.

Treatment in an older pup is a hard decision to make, especially with arthritis already in play. You are right there - treatment can make that worse, unfortunately, but there are things you can do to help there as well.

To help you, I am going to include a link that tells a bit about what you can expect if you don't treat Rocky.

http://www.k9cushings.com/forum/showthread.php?t=195

He will experience organ failure as time passes - heart, liver, kidneys in particular. He may experience pancreatitis and frequent infections like UTIs.

Treatment can give him back some quality of life but I would strongly recommend further testing before you start any treatment. An abdominal ultrasound is one I would have for sure if I were you - it can answer many, many questions. As one of our mods here says - it is the test with the biggest bang for the buck. ;)

I would also make sure that his thyroid is functioning correctly as hypothyroidism can present very much like Cushing's. Diabetes is another one to rule out. Both of these can be tested with a simple blood draw.

I am sorry if this isn't much help to you. Hopefully, others who are better able to read your post will be along soon with their input.

I am glad you are here!
Hugs,
Leslie and the gang

I apologize for my old eyes again. :o

lulusmom
07-13-2012, 08:27 PM
Hi Rohan.

I am sorry for not getting here sooner. I actually read your entire post but it was late at night and because it takes me so long to formulate my posts in a fashion that most people can comprehend, I opted to wait until today to post. So let me just say, welcome to you and Rocky. I'm sure glad you found us.

I've never heard the words "benevolent neglect" used in describing the decision to opt out of conventional cushing's treatment. Benevolent is a good word but neglect is not, especially not based on the moments of life with Rocky you've shared with us. It is clear that you've gone to great lengths to make sure your boy is comfortable. We should all be so lucky to have someone love us that much.

I'm sure I will forget a number of things I wanted to mention but just to make sure I've covered the questions you've asked I've typed my comments in blue text within the body of the TL/DR portion of your post. By the way, I'm old like Leslie and while I don't have problems reading once sentence paragraphs, I do have problems figuring out some abbreviations, like TL/DR. I had to look it up. :D I'm never too lazy to read anything members want us to know. The more we know, the better the feedback you'll get from us.


TL/DR starts here!

So, to my questions.

I am thinking of getting another vet to look at him, so first questions is if anyone here is from Australia do they know any vet in Sydney who they have had a positive experience in managing cushings?

We've got members in Australia but honestly, I don't know if any are in or near Sydney. If you don't get a hit from members, you can use the url below which is a listing of specialists in Australia who are listed with the American College of Veterinary Internal Medicine.

http://www.acvim.org/websites/acvim/index.php?p=228

Then, about the treatments.

I am thinking about talking to a vet about this again, but I still fear the ultrasound and putting him under sedation.

Would Rocky be calm if you were with him during an ultrasound? If so, that may be an option for you and Rocky. Neither of my dogs had to be sedated for their ultrasound. One did well and the other...not so good. They had to end the procedure due to a really bad attitude. :D

In the experience of readers, where the acute symptoms match cushings, can you start a treatment with only taking a ACTH, then taking another after induction (lysodren) or does one have to go through the low dose / high dose tests first? Is it a procedure to be followed or vets discretion?

Some vets have started treatment based on the ACTH stimulation and overt symptoms but that doesn't mean it's the right thing to do. None of the diagnostic tests are great which is why doing a validating and differentiating test is preferrable. I am assuming that Rocky's blood chemistry, cbc and urinalysis had the usual abnormalities seen in canine cushing's? If I were you and I was reconsidering treatment, I'd want to a specialist to direct me.

Also, he is getting on 12 years. The last thing I want to do is try something and then it ends up killing him like some stories I read, so I am really looking for good information here from peoples experiences about how safe lysodren really is. I think that is what they use here in Australia.

I've probably read the same horror stories you have read on the internet and most are just that....stories....with a lot of emotion and very little evidence that the writer took the time to educate themselves on the disease or the drugs used to treat. In our experience, adverse effects can be all but eliminated if the pet owner is educated and the prescribing vet is experienced, follows proper protocol, does a good job of counseling the pet owner of the importance of monitoring their dog.

Up until recently, I had two dogs with cushing's and both treated with the compounded version of Lysodren. Despite one of them never giving me a sign that his cortisol was a bit too low for comfort, neither ever experienced an adverse reaction to the drug. That's a much more likely scenario around here than a dog dying from Lysodren. Believe me, if you end up choosing to treat, we're here for the dogs. As much as we may come to love you, Rohan, Rocky's welfare is first and foremost so we'll be with you every step of the way to make sure your best mate stabilizes on treatment wtihout any adverse reactions.

Also, does anyone have experience with that antifungal stuff, ketaconzole or something like that it is called.

Ketaconazole is an anti-fungal drug which also lowers cortisol. Prior to Vetoryl's (Trilostane) approval in the U.S., it was used a lot to quickly lower cortisol in dogs who were to undergo adrenal surgery. Ketaconazole was never used as much as Lysodren and is used even less now due to its adverse affect on the liver and the availability of Vetoryl, an enzyme blocker that inhibits the synthesis of cortisol.

The tests and pet meds are also very expensive here in Australia, so before I make any decision I need really understand whether it is going to help him.

I am really emotionally wrought by his situation...i know his hind legs are weak, but he does not complain of pain, he does not whimper, probably because of the excess cortisone...

And that's the other thing I am worried about...If i treat him now, will it unmask pain for him via his joints that he thus far is not feeling as much perhaps? Then, I've heard that once the excessive cortisone is cut off, sometimes pituitary tumor grow aggressively..and other conditions of normal ageing become apparent...

And while I have seen pictures of dogs recover some muscle mass and lose the pot belly, in his case, being the age he is and with the legs having deteriorated in such a quick time (basically in three weeks).

Should I just continue "benevolent neglect" like the first vet suggested and perhaps look for something for mobility - like metacam - but then again, he's got all that cortisone. So the mobility loss is either because of bad hip, cushings deteriorating the muscle or a combination.

He is still extremely flexible though...this guy was one of those dogs that could make back legs go flat on the floor pointing backwards while he was on his belly, and he can still do that...

Most dogs respond quite well to both Lysodren and Trilostane. The goal of treatment is to remedy the symptoms and both drugs can do that as well as prevent any further adverse effect on the immune system as well as internal organs. Cushing's is very slow to progress and most dogs will die of something else before cushing's claims their lives. So if Rocky's only symptom that is a problem for you is the weakness in his hind legs, then make sure the weakness is actually being caused by the high cortisol associated with cushing's as opposed to arthritis, hip dysplasia or other causes. I will tell you that dogs with cushing's can experience severe muscle wasting due to the catabolic effects of high cortisol. Conversely, if a dog has untreated cushing's, the aches and pains of arthritis are usually masked by the high levels of cortisol, the body's natural anti-inflammatory. It can become a balancing act, especially in a very senior dog. Do you watch the muscles continue to get weaker or do you treat the disease and watch the dog struggle with arthritis? For me, treating the cushing's can halt the muscle wasting and there are treatments that can alleviate arthritic pain.

So, to treat or not to treat, at almost 12 is it worth any associated risks? What are the plusses and what are the biggest risks?

He's my best mate and I want to help him..but this disease is a damned if you do and damned if you don't based on a lot of material i read, so really looking at other people's experiences to help me make the right decision...

As I mentioned, risks can be mitigated with the great combination of an experienced vet and an educated pet owner. We can help you be an educated pet owner and we're happy to look over your vet's shoulder. The decision is a personal one but I will tell you that if I had a 12 year old dog who was still active in every way but experiencing severe weakness affecting mobility, I would seriously consider treatment. We've had dogs older than Rocky start treatment and it greatly improved their quality of life. I think a good start would be a visit to an experienced vet or specialist.

molly muffin
07-13-2012, 11:10 PM
Glynda and Leslie both make excellent points and have quite a bit of experience with Cushings.

I can say, that going to a specialist really helped me decide what to do and what to base the decision on. I'd highly recommend doing that if possible. Ruling out anything else that could cause the leg weakness would be a good idea too.

I saw several large dogs today at the Vet Hospital that were dealing with Leg Weakness to the point of needing the bands around the lower stomach to hold them up. One was Addisons and the other Cushings. Heart breaking.

It is entirely possible that with good experienced technicians and vet, you will not need to deal with putting him under to have an ultrasound done. It is not a painful experience. My molly is not the most people loving dog when she doesn't know you and had already growled at one tech this morning, prior to her ultrasound. By the time the tech and specialist brought her back in to me, they were best friends. Also, yes, I would have been able to stay with her, but I opted not to as me being present seem to make her more aggressive as though she were protecting me. She actually calmed down when I left.

So how things to think about. Good luck!

Sharlene and Molly Muffin

lulusmom
07-14-2012, 01:23 PM
Hi again, Rohan.

I went back and read your original post and I can't believe I missed the part about Rocky's heart murmur. I have two dogs who have been diagnosed with congestive heart failure and I've done a lot of research on that condition. Dogs with advanced heart disease can have many of the same symptoms that are associated with cushing's, such as pot bellies due to enlarged heart and fluids, muscle wasting, extreme weakness and inability to get enough oxygen, which can lead to fainting episodes. It is quite possible that this is what happened to Rocky.

Is Rocky on any heart medications? If he has not seen a vet since September and is not on heart meds, I would highly recommend that you get him in asap.

Glynda

Kris
07-16-2012, 05:07 PM
Hi there and welcome! I am quite new here, but I can tell you that you have found the most amazing resource--they are just tremendously loving, immensely knowledgeable people. I don't know how I would have survived without them, especially through those first panic-stricken days and weeks. You will get wonderful advice from those far more experienced than I, but I did want to pop in and say two things.

First, we didn't discover Cali's Cushings until she was 13.5 years old (she's a 55-pound Siberian Husky, btw). We knew we wouldn't risk surgery due to her age and general state of health, but we did choose to treat her medicinally (with Vetoryl) and couldn't be happier that we did. We are still working on getting the dose just right, but she is doing so much better and has even regained a decent amount of hind-leg strength. Before starting treatment, she would fall daily. Since starting treatment, she's fallen just a few times, and I'd say not at all in the past 2-3 weeks. Also, Cali does suffer from arthritis as well and is treated daily with a low dose of Metacam. So far, I haven't seen any indication that the lower cortisol level is resulting in any pain whatsoever.

Also, I echo the earlier comment about sedation perhaps not being needed for an ultrasound. Cali is super aggressive (I love her beyond words, but it's true; she is muzzled for any interaction with people or other animals, including on walks). I didn't want to sedate her given her age but thought there was no way they could get an ultrasound out of her while awake...but they did with no problem. Color me shocked. I too think it helped that I wasn't in the room, though of course that varies by dog.

So of course, as others have said, getting the proper diagnosis is the most important part of the process--and often the most difficult!--but I just wanted you to know that there is hope, even for our most senior pups. My goal through this whole process has been to make Cali feel better, to give her the happiest and most comfortable life possible--not to extend her life at all costs. And after finding this board and being educated and supported by these brilliant, kind people, I think I've found the right answer.

I wish you both all the best.

Kris and Cali

RockysDad
07-21-2012, 08:33 PM
Hi again, Rohan.

I went back and read your original post and I can't believe I missed the part about Rocky's heart murmur. I have two dogs who have been diagnosed with congestive heart failure and I've done a lot of research on that condition. Dogs with advanced heart disease can have many of the same symptoms that are associated with cushing's, such as pot bellies due to enlarged heart and fluids, muscle wasting, extreme weakness and inability to get enough oxygen, which can lead to fainting episodes. It is quite possible that this is what happened to Rocky.

Is Rocky on any heart medications? If he has not seen a vet since September and is not on heart meds, I would highly recommend that you get him in asap.

Glynda

Hi Glynda, Rocky is not on any prescription drugs. Only the supplements I mentioned.

RockysDad
07-21-2012, 08:42 PM
Thanks all for replying.

I'm going to contact another vet and get an ultrasound done. I am encouraged that he may not need sedation to get it done, based on the comments here.

Please bear with me while we get some more tests done and reconsider treatment.

Thank you all very much, we will be in touch again soon.

RockysDad
07-21-2012, 08:48 PM
Before starting treatment, she would fall daily. Since starting treatment, she's fallen just a few times, and I'd say not at all in the past 2-3 weeks. Also, Cali does suffer from arthritis as well and is treated daily with a low dose of Metacam. So far, I haven't seen any indication that the lower cortisol level is resulting in any pain whatsoever.

Also, I echo the earlier comment about sedation perhaps not being needed for an ultrasound. Cali is super aggressive (I love her beyond words, but it's true; she is muzzled for any interaction with people or other animals, including on walks). I didn't want to sedate her given her age but thought there was no way they could get an ultrasound out of her while awake...but they did with no problem. Color me shocked. I too think it helped that I wasn't in the room, though of course that varies by dog.

Thanks for this info, it is very encouraging.

lulusmom
07-21-2012, 08:49 PM
Hi Rohan,

I highly recommend that you have Rocky's heart checked out by a vet. Medications can greatly reduce the workload on a diseased heart and greatly improve quality of life. As I mentioned, I have two senior dogs in congestive failure and they are doing very, very well on medication. I have no doubt at least one of them would not be with us today if I had not been proactive in getting him the treatment he needed.

Glynda

RockysDad
07-21-2012, 08:59 PM
Hi Rohan,

I highly recommend that you have Rocky's heart checked out by a vet. Medications can greatly reduce the workload on a diseased heart and greatly improve quality of life. As I mentioned, I have two senior dogs in congestive failure and they are doing very, very well on medication. I have no doubt at least one of them would not be with us today if I had not been proactive in getting him the treatment he needed.

Glynda

Previously, the vet said on a scale of 1 - 6, his murmur is a 4

I will make sure the vet considers it during the upcoming visit.

RockysDad
07-21-2012, 10:22 PM
Also, sorry for making such a long original post (OP) that may have induced "too long, didn't read" (TL/DR).....

I've just explained to Rocky, that based on the responses here to our case, that we will get a second opinion this week.

I swear this dog understands everything! As soon as I told him that treatment may help with his hind leg weakness, he got right up and went and got his soccer ball, and I have been throwing it for him for the last hour!

Before I told him, he was moping around.....

It was like he knew he was getting no treatment before and had resigned himself to lameness...

Now, he won't stop playing!

I've explained to him that the next few weeks may be tough, but that has not dampened his new found enthusiasm!

Gotta run, gotta throw that soccer ball again.....

Be in touch later this week.....

Thanks again for inspiring Rocky (and me) :)

GabbySue
07-21-2012, 11:27 PM
How much of the MSM in mgs is Rocky getting?? I know that the you can go up to 2600mg a day of that. Also for the arthritis Adequan injections can really help, I don't know the rules in Australia, but here in the US my vet gives me a script and I order it from an online pharmacy and save about half. It can be given SubQ at home so is easier to administer and less stinging.

I had a dog with a congenital heart defect that I added Enzyme C0Q10 100mg which I got in the vitamin section of the store to her regime of meds and all I can say is that is made an incredible difference in her tolerance of exercise, she was only supposed to live to 4 and made it to 12. It helps oxygenate tissues. I originally started her on for her gum tissue(she couldn't be put under for teeth cleaning) and she had poor circulation to her lower body).
Her cardiologist told me that dogs that take it have a better quality of life and tended to live longer better lives. In her case it made all the difference in the world.

RockysDad
07-22-2012, 06:37 AM
How much of the MSM in mgs is Rocky getting?? I know that the you can go up to 2600mg a day of that. Also for the arthritis Adequan injections can really help, I don't know the rules in Australia, but here in the US my vet gives me a script and I order it from an online pharmacy and save about half. It can be given SubQ at home so is easier to administer and less stinging.

I had a dog with a congenital heart defect that I added Enzyme C0Q10 100mg which I got in the vitamin section of the store to her regime of meds and all I can say is that is made an incredible difference in her tolerance of exercise, she was only supposed to live to 4 and made it to 12. It helps oxygenate tissues. I originally started her on for her gum tissue(she couldn't be put under for teeth cleaning) and she had poor circulation to her lower body).
Her cardiologist told me that dogs that take it have a better quality of life and tended to live longer better lives. In her case it made all the difference in the world.

Hi Gabby,

I know all about CoQ10 as I have been taking it for years myself. I've started Rocky on the same dose as me - 150mg per day....

With regard to MSM, he takes 1500mg per day....

Good tip regarding CoQ10.....thank you.... :)

RockysDad
07-31-2012, 01:59 AM
Please read the update in the first post.

Thank you for your support.

Rohan

mytil
07-31-2012, 07:18 AM
Oh Rohan,

I am so very very sorry to read about your sweet boy. I have taken the liberty to re-post your first post here again.



Update 31 July 2012

Rocky had been very ill the last 24 hours. He had lost total control of hind limbs from Monday morning onwards.

Last night, I had to carry him in and out and he could not stand to urinate, or the other one.

Later at night, I had to ask my brother to come over to help me carry him inside as it got cold and he would not let me pick him up as he did earlier in the day. We picked him up together and took him upstairs and lay him on his mattress.

He really was not happy last night.

I was up for most of the night as he was very uneasy the whole night.

The vet appointment had been booked for the 31st.

The vet for the second opinion came today, Tuesday at 10:30am.

The advise was that rocky was too far gone to attempt any type of treatment and as he had no mobility nor any realistic chance of regaining it, that the best thing to do was to euthanase so his sufferring was not prolonged.

He was still sharp of mind, albeit he was drifting in and out of deep sleep all morning.

I cradled him during the procedure and shut his eyes, kissed his forhead and thanked him for looking after me for the last 12 years.

He is now at peace.

I want to thank all of you who responded to this thread.

I wont be getting another dog yet, its too soon, but when I do, I will be sure to keep in touch with this community.

Thanks once again.

Rohan.

I have added your boy to our special Remembrance List - http://www.k9cushings.com/forum/showthread.php?t=3918 - where he will be remembered and honored everyday.

My deepest sympathies
Terruy

molly muffin
07-31-2012, 08:30 AM
Rohan, I'm so sorry that Rocky seemed to get so much worse so quickly. :( It's so hard to lose a friend that has been so faithful for so long.

Sharlene

lulusmom
07-31-2012, 09:41 AM
Rohan, I am so terribly sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Godspeed sweet Rocky.

Glynda

jmac
07-31-2012, 09:55 AM
Rohan,
I am so sorry to hear about Rocky. I hope your happy memories will bring you peace. You're in my thoughts...

Julie & Hannah

RockysDad
07-31-2012, 09:58 AM
Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers.

I truly appreciate it.

Its late night here, I dozing in and out of sleep. I wake wanting to check on my son but he is gone. It is shattering and sad but I just try to focus on how I remember him as a loyal son, for so many years.

It is such a deep bond, one that when broken through death, takes a huge toll on us who remain in the mortal world.

In the coming days I will post a picture of my son as well as some thoughts about the nobility of dogs that my mother wrote a few years ago.

Thank you again for your support.

Squirt's Mom
07-31-2012, 10:22 AM
Oh, Rohan,

I am just so sorry. Your heart is in a million pieces today and your pain is almost unbearable. These pups aren't animals to us, they are our children and nothing hurts worse than to lose a child. When you closed his eyes and kissed his head, you gave him permission, you told him it was alright for him to go even tho he really didn't want to leave you. You gave Rocky the love needed to fly away from all his pain and suffering. You gave him freedom to be whole and strong once again. There is no greater gift, and no greater pain for us, that to give this freedom to our babies when there is nothing more we can do to help them.

I believe that one day you will feel Rocky's breath on your eyes and feel him kiss your head just as you did his so that he can tell you he is alright, and to tell you "thank you" for everything you gave him. He is never gone from your side; he will always be watching over you just as you did him.

Our deepest sympathies,
Leslie, Squirt, Trinket, Brick, Tasha, and our Angels, Ruby and Crystal


Do not stand at my grave and weep;
I am not there. I do not sleep.

I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gently autumn rain.
When you waken in the morning’s hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circles flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.

Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there. I did not die.

Bo's Mom
07-31-2012, 11:20 AM
So sorry to hear about Rocky.

labblab
07-31-2012, 05:03 PM
Dear Rohan,

I, too, am so deeply sorry. It was so kind of you to post a note earlier on Gina's thread in the midst of your own sorrow. I do believe that all those who have lost a beloved companion are joined together in experiencing the pain and the depth of the loss. These are feelings that some people do not understand because their lives and spirits have never been intertwined with an animal in this way. I did not understand, myself, until the moment after my own Cushpup was released. Beforehand, I did not understand how much it would hurt or how deeply I would grieve. I could never have imagined until that moment overtook me.

Hardest of all was the empty house. Throughout my boy's illness, I had become so in tune with listening for him, checking on him, watching and waiting for him, being with him. And suddenly he was gone, and I could barely sit still for a moment in that quiet, empty house.

My heart goes out to you, especially during these first hours. First Bullwinkle, and now your Rocky (I am of just the right age to fondly remember "Moose and Squirrel" :o). Both your boys have made that passage beyond the confines of their ailing bodies. Spirits released, mercifully. But oh, how hard it is to be physically separated from those you love. And to find your way in that quiet house.

Rohan, please do remain with us. I will be watching for photos of both your boys, and I will be anxious to share your thoughts and those of your mom. I am one for whom writing does bring comfort. I am hoping that may be true for you, too.

Sending many hugs across the miles, in loving memory of your sweet boys.
Marianne

RockysDad
07-31-2012, 07:21 PM
Dear Rohan,

I, too, am so deeply sorry. It was so kind of you to post a note earlier on Gina's thread in the midst of your own sorrow. I do believe that all those who have lost a beloved companion are joined together in experiencing the pain and the depth of the loss. These are feelings that some people do not understand because their lives and spirits have never been intertwined with an animal in this way. I did not understand, myself, until the moment after my own Cushpup was released. Beforehand, I did not understand how much it would hurt or how deeply I would grieve. I could never have imagined until that moment overtook me.

Hardest of all was the empty house. Throughout my boy's illness, I had become so in tune with listening for him, checking on him, watching and waiting for him, being with him. And suddenly he was gone, and I could barely sit still for a moment in that quiet, empty house.

My heart goes out to you, especially during these first hours. First Bullwinkle, and now your Rocky (I am of just the right age to fondly remember "Moose and Squirrel" :o). Both your boys have made that passage beyond the confines of their ailing bodies. Spirits released, mercifully. But oh, how hard it is to be physically separated from those you love. And to find your way in that quiet house.

Rohan, please do remain with us. I will be watching for photos of both your boys, and I will be anxious to share your thoughts and those of your mom. I am one for whom writing does bring comfort. I am hoping that may be true for you, too.

Sending many hugs across the miles, in loving memory of your sweet boys.
Marianne

Yes, my sons were named after the famous cartoon duo. Bullwinkle was a Rottweiler and Rocky, his brother, a German Shepherd X.

The hardest part is exactly how you described. I was tuned to Rocky's every movement since he became ill and I just don't know what to do right now every time when I think of him.

When he was here, I would check on him all day long, he was barely on his own for many years as I work from home. He was my shadow, literally, following me all over this house whenever I moved around the house.

When Bullwinkle, my Rottweiler, passed away in 2007, I made a MySpace memorial to him.

The memorial his pictures of both of my Sons.

I will soon update it to reflect the thoughts about Rocky as well. I want them to share the same space as they did for many years in our home.

http://www.myspace.com/mydogson

RockysDad
07-31-2012, 08:25 PM
Hello All.

As I continue my grieving process I am reading the following thoughts that my mother wrote some years back after the death of another one of my family's dogs (Tessa, a German Shepherd, she also had a blood sister, Leah who had died a year prior to Tessa)...

I would like to share it with you all as it is so reflective of the nobility of dogs and how they conduct themselves through their life...

My mother wrote:

"Lead a Dog's life.. this noble animal teaches us how to live....here are a few thoughts...

1.When loved ones come home always greet them...say a big hello.

2. Enjoy the fresh air and spend time out in the open.

3. Take naps and revive yourself

4. Stretch your body several times a day.

5. Run and romp around.

6. Be attentive to your surroundings.

7. It is ok to growl sometimes but do not bite

8. On warm days lie on your back and look at the blue skies.

9. On hot days drink lots of water and sit under a shady tree

10. When you are happy dance around and wag your body...share your joy

11. Be loyal

12. If you are looking for something in life dig deep

13. Always save for a rainy day (tessy always buried her bones)

14. If someone is sad or lonely or having a bad day be silent and sit by them and paw them gently...let them know you are there.

15. Always be yourself never pretend to be what you are not.

enjoy every moment of every day....this is in memory of my Leah and Tess...I miss them soooo much

On reading what I have written it just about tells you how to lead your life....enjoy

lots of love,

Mum"

GabbySue
07-31-2012, 10:20 PM
Rohan I am so sorry to hear of Rocky's sudden passing. I'm touched by the words your mother wrote, I think life would be much simpler and happier if we lived them as our dogs do.

And if you find yourself looking for or making up a bowl for someone that is not there don't feel you are alone, I've done it many a time myself. We all share in your grief.

Rest in peace Rocky.

Tiffany

labblab
08-01-2012, 07:06 PM
I love what your mother wrote. So sweet, and most certainly such sound advice!

The very best parts of my day are when I view them from the perspective of my doggie girls. I love going for our morning walks around a lake and through some trees. I've now been trained to keep my eyes low to the ground, but I still fail to see all that my girls see. And the smells...that is a world to which I will never be privy...:o :) I always wonder, what could have happened here to warrant such thorough and devoted attention? I love that hour each morning when I am transported from my own tedious world and inhabit, vicariously, a much more magical place. During the time that my house was empty, I still tried to walk each and every day. But it was so very different when I was all alone.

Thank you so much for sharing your mother's note. It is a treasure.

Marianne

Casey's Mom
08-03-2012, 09:11 AM
Rohan I am so very sorry to hear of Rocky's passing. Nothing holds a place in our heart like our dear pups. Hugs to you,

bgdavis
08-03-2012, 09:27 AM
I am sorry for your loss of Rocky. You had 12 wonderful years together so hold tight to those memories.

Bonnie and Angel Criss Ann

RockysDad
08-05-2012, 08:55 AM
Thank you so much for all your support.

Even though I have dealt with the grief from passing of dogs previously, I tell you that it never gets easier. They are such special creatures. Each a unique personality. It is a privilege to be in the company of such creatures. They look after us, more than we look after them.

I'm not ready quite yet, but I am looking forward to the new bonds I will build in the future.

I cannot live without four legged best friends for long. I will make some new friends in the future.

k9diabetes
08-05-2012, 03:38 PM
I am so sorry to know that Rocky has passed. Such a beloved and cherished friend - it is comforting to know that Rocky was deeply loved and gently cared for throughout his life. A gift you gave to him that he repaid a thousand times over.

Natalie