Hi (Bo) a toy poodle - sweet Bo has crossed The Bridge

[Jenny & Judi in MN]

(((Bo & Belinda)))

I have no clue about the prednisone amounts but I think of you guys every day.

[Jenny & Judi in MN]

how is Bo doing Belinda? Still getting him to drink?

[Bo's Mom]

We are still taking it one day at a time with Bo. I had to get the IMS vet to up his predisone dose to 10mg a day. But, I felt that was too much when we did that dose so I cut it done to 7.5mg. He has been on that dose for almost a week now and it seems to be a little better. I am not expecting a miracle cure but a few more moments with him knowing who I am is all I am asking.
I am still getting him to drink via syringes and rubbing peanut butter all over his water bowl. He doesn't seem to mind doing it that way and I am glad he is still able to drink. He loves his food mixture everyday of Halo dry/Ceasar filet mignon/green peas. Hmm, who would have thought.
Thank you so much for asking....and how is our sweet Jenny?

[Squirt's Mom]

Hi Belinda,

I know how tough it is to walk this path you are on with Bo. You are doing a superb job in a difficult situation and I know Bo is ever so grateful to you. We are here anytime you wish to talk, honey.

Hugs,
Leslie and the gang

[Jenny & Judi in MN]

I'm glad you are seeing a little improvement with more prednisone. I think of you and Bo often. big hugs, Judi & Jenny

[Bo's Mom]

Thanks ladies....I know and am thankful to everyone for the kind words and support. There are times where the pain of the thought of what is to come is so difficult and I just find myself crying for my little guy. I know you guys are all here for me and Bo and that is very comforting. I hope all have many peaceful days and I am still sticking around reading every post.

[goldengirl88]

Bo's Mom:
I too dread what is to come from all this. I know your pain, and feel for you. This is very hard to deal with, and at times seems like it will not leave your mind no matter how hard you try to not think about it. I have many break downs during the day. It just comes over me, I can't help it. This really is torture, on a long drawn out basis, but I get up every day ready to do battle with it. I am thankful for every second my Tipper is still with me, but terrified at the same time as to what will come. This dog has been my whole life for years, and hopefully by the grace of God many more to come. My Tipper just had her 11th birthday on October 4th. I couldn't even give her her traditional cupcake as she has to be on the low fat diet. I was afraid to give her pancreatitis. I pray for us all ,as this is the most difficult situation I have ever dealt with, as is with all of you. It seems Tipper's allergies may be coming back after 8-9 years without them. The vet said because the cortisol was keeping them in check, and now that it is diminished they ar coming back. At least this is fall the weather is cooler for her, and any allergies will die down hopefully. This is very ironic as this is what caused Tipper's cushings to begin with- the allergy, prednisone cycle. Good luck to you and your baby.

[molly muffin]

Hugs! I hope you and Bo can enjoy as many good days as possible.

Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[frijole]

Sending love to you and dear Bo. Kim

[Harley PoMMom]

Belinda,

Sending you and sweet Bo huge and loving hugs.

[Bo's Mom]

Thanks again to all of you!!! You make each day easier to bear knowing that all of you are here and are very supportive.

[Bo's Mom]

Need advice:
Bo is still drinking water via syringes and any other way we can get water down him. I can't lose this battle. He is still eating well and taking 7.5mg/day of Predisone. I am wondering if the Cushings is coming back because he is eating so well and seems to be extremely thirsty even though he won't drink. Still seeing neurological signs that the tumor is growing. He is panting excessively and it is making me worry that the Predisone is causing this or it could be the cushings. I feel that I am between a rock and a hardplace with taking him to the vet and asking for testing. I don't want to put him through any more testing because if it is the Cushings, the treatment will make this tumor grow faster. But if it is the Predisone, then cutting his dose makes him worse as far as falling over and things like that. What would you guys do? Any advice is truly appreciated.

[labblab]

Belinda, my heart resonates with your dilemma because I was faced with similar issues prior to the loss of my own Cushpup. It can be excruciating trying to decide what to do. But if it comes down to one thing or the other, I think I would try to ease whichever symptoms seem to be bothering Bo the most, himself. All of his issues have to be so hard for you to watch, but if it is possible to guess which are most bothersome to Bo -- that is the direction I would go. Ease up on the prednisone if the Cush-like symptoms seem hardest for him. Or instead leave it status quo if the neurological symptoms seem to distress him.

With my own dog, I think his neurological issues were the most upsetting to me, but the Cushing's symptoms seemed the most uncomfortable to him (the constant panting, looking for cool spots, etc.). So we went ahead and kept trying to keep the Cushing's symptoms in check up until the end, even knowing that we were perhaps shortening his time. But for every dog and parent, the "balance" will be different.

Once again, I am so very sorry that you are faced with such difficult choices. I am sending many hugs to both you and Bo.

Marianne

[Jenny & Judi in MN]

I agree with Marianne. I'd do anything to make Bo more comfortable and the heck with the rest. It is so hard Belinda. hugs, Judi

[Maya]

Hi Belinda, my husband and I had this kind of discussion with the specialist because we happen to be in the same boat as you.... At this point, he thinks that Maya has possibly two issues going on at the same time. I simply cannot take away her prednisone because I know for a fact ,that her neurological symptoms would kick off big time, almost immediately!!! It is not a pretty sight when that happens.....
You see, when I stopped her Trilostane, way back in August, I knew in my heart that she would never go back on it, even if Cushings symptoms returned. I decided right then and there-No More...those drugs were making her sick! I would rather have Cushings over the macro symptoms, any day! She drinks huge amounts and pees all the time. The doc says that this could be Cushings or diabetes insipidus caused by the tumour. We would have to do more testing, which is futile because nothing can be done for either. The IMS explained to me that Steroids make the dogs feel great...yes, ok they have a few unpleasant side effects, but on the whole they feel pretty good because they are doped up on cortisol. Maya is not going to get better....she is old and sick. I am going to keep on with the pred, leave her in peace and let nature take it's course. It's all I can do. We are at that point when all the testing in the world won't change a thing....
I hope this helps , sweetie. Give Bo a belly rub from me and Maya

[frijole]

Belinda, I feel so helpless but am sending love and strength. I think the others have offered you great advice. Keep on surrounding Bo with love as you have. Sneak liquids in his food and work your peanut butter magic. God bless you. Kim

[molly muffin]

Hi Belinda. There is only so much that can be done for Bo at this point, so whatever makes him happy and keeps him feeling at the best he can is really all you can do. In other words, what Bo wants, Bo gets. LOL That is the Leah/Maya philosophy and it seems to be a darn good once when you are dealing with a macro tumor.

Just so you know that you are being thought of with love.

hugs,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[Squirt's Mom]

Hi Belinda,

This is such a difficult road to walk and I am so sorry you and Bo are having to take this journey. It is heart-breaking, gut-wrenching, emotionally and physically draining. But we keep on walking for love, for those precious moments when we can simply cuddle....and hold onto hope for just little longer.

There is no doubt in my mind that Bo understands how hard you are working to help him feel his best at all times...and that you love him more than words can express. You're a great mom, honey.

Know we are here anytime.
Hugs,
Leslie and the gang

[addy]

I am stopping by to give you hugs.

((((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))

I know you are taking such good care of Bo and I hope someone is taking care of you too. We forget that, sometimes and it is so important, to take care of ourselves.

So today, I want it to be your day. So I hope everyone stops by with lots of hugs

JUST FOR YOU

[lulusmom]

((((Huge Bear Hugs))))

[molly muffin]

Huuuuugggggggggssss

:D:D:D:D

Just for YOU!

okay, belly rub for Bo too.

[frijole]

(((more hugs)))

[Bo's Mom]

You guys are great. As I read each an every post on this site, I know that Bo and I are surrounded by caring individuals who all understand the pain that is felt when dealing with their issues and the joy brought when things are going well. It is just so comforting knowing that you all are here to walk the journey with us when we have our babies and then even after the terrible time when we have lost the battle and have to let them go. I want to send our thanks from me and our family because you are truly appreciated.
Please just keep Bo in your thoughts and prayers. Every moment is a blessing and we are taking all we can.

[Boriss McCall]

Your baby is in my prayers. Happy thoughts for Bo!

hugs

[Bo's Mom]

Hello All,
Just searching the internet to try to get how much canned pumpkin to feed Bo for constipation? He is about 9 to 10 lbs and I certainly do not want him going the other way and getting diarrhea because of his refusing to still drink water. I keep getting conflicting reports and was wondering what the members of this group are doing. Also, storage: How long can it stay in fridge? Freezer? Thanks all!!

[addy]

I used to spoon it into the ice cube tray then freeze it, once frozen, pop out the cubes and put them in a freezer bag. Take one out to defrost at a time if that is all you need.

Had to say how much, you could try 1/2 to 1 teaspoon and see how that goes.

[Jenny & Judi in MN]

I've heard not very much. I like Addy's ice cube idea.

Have you tried tuna water in his water?

hugs to you and Jenny's brother. xoxo

[frijole]

Anywhere from 1 teaspoon to 1 tablespoon at a time.. since he's small I'd error on the lower side... too much can cause diarrhea so you need to do it in small doses. I gave it once morning and once evening. Works great. Kim

[Bo's Mom]

Thanks for the advice. I have given Bo 1 tsp in the morning and 1 in the evening and it seems to have done the trick. I have also frozen the rest in an ice cube tray (wonderful idea). I don't know yet if I should do this as maintenance every once and a while since he is not drinking too much water which could lead to constipation issues.
Judy: I have not tried tuna water but that is not a bad idea. I will give it a try later as I am not a fan of tuna but I have a cat who would love me to try that idea so she can get the meat. I am sure she is thanking you right now also. :D

I am still for starting a "tricks of the trade" thread for further reference because you all have such a wealth of ideas to share for some of these common problems we face.

Everyone: Please enjoy your Thanksgiving with your family (furbabies included). I am praying for everyone who is hurting that you find peace and strength to help you through these difficult times.

[molly muffin]

Happy Thanksgiving! Let us know how that tuna water thing works out. Bet the cat is in heaven!

hugs,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[Bo's Mom]

Help Again:
Bo has now swung to the other side with his bowel issues. :( He now has diarrhea real bad. Any remedies that you all use for your little guys? I am now on a quest to keep him hydrated. I am making sure he is getting tons of water.

[frijole]

Reduce the amount of pumpkin. Too much causes diarrhea. Are you giving it twice a day? Reduce the amount by 1/2 and see if that helps. Also did you try any new foods? Cease giving them... (duh huh? lol)

[Bo's Mom]

I haven't given him pumpkin since that last constipation episode. That cured the constipation but do you reccommend giving pumpkin with every meal to keep them regular?
I just cooked some oatmeal and gave him a couple teaspoons with lots of water. He slurped that right up. Hmmm, maybe another way to get him drinking water. :confused::confused::D

[molly muffin]

I moved molly to some very small meals, very bland, rice at the time when she had a bad case of diarrhea in March. We also had a trip to the vet, where she was put on antibiotics, but see how Bo does with the oatmeal and just bland food.
I'll leave it to others to talk about the pumpkin as I'm not knowledgeable about it.

Hope little bo gets "regular" again.

hubs,
Sharlene

[Squirt's Mom]

Hi Belinda,

Pumpkin is magic. :D It will work for both conditions. You can give Bo a little bit of pumpkin until his stool is more formed. Also there is a wonderful herb called Slippery Elm Bark that works very well for everyone in my house, including me.

Is he doing well otherwise? No other new signs cropping up? I hope you are seeing some improvement this morning.

Hugs,
Leslie and the gang

[Bo's Mom]

Stools are a little better formed today but still not where they should be. Thanks for the advice on what to do. I am going to keep trying everything.
Every moment I get to spend with him is a blessing...with lots of hugs and belly rubs. It is getting very apparent that he's starting to get a little tired. A while ago, he fell asleep in my arms and snored like a freight train. He moans when I have to move him but he moves anyway. I just dread thinking about taking him to the vet because I am not prepared to have that conversation with him and I know I don't want to put Bo through any further testing.

[molly muffin]

Hi Belinda. Bo will get there, just keep trying a little bit of the pumpkin. Maybe a lick worth would even be enough for him.

That conversation with the vet isn't one you need to have till you and/or Bo are ready to have it. I know it is something you are dreading and I would be too.

You do paint a pretty picture of Bo asleep in your lap sawing logs as they say. :)

hugs,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[Bo's Mom]

Quick question:

For those of you who have used doggie diapers for your fur babies, are there any brands you have been happy with and/or have you modified a baby diaper to suit your needs? Anything that I need to be watchful of when using these?
I am thinking it is time to have Bo wearing these because he is having lots of accidents in the house and it will only be when we are not home. (weekdays in the morning when he is alone for a huge chunk 4 hours)

[Jenny & Judi in MN]

aw, Poor Bo. I think some people on the Diabetes forum have modified human diapers because they are cheaper. I don't remember anyone mentioning a specific brand. I'll do a search there and add any pertinent info if there is more. hugs, Judi

I found this: http://k9diabetes.com/forum/showthread.php?p=82351&highlight=diaper#post82351

here is a post from Tara: Default Re: Peeing alot?
Most dogs don't mind the testing in the lip area as much as they mind the injection. Less nerve endings in the lip so it doesn't hurt as much.

You won't believe the wealth of information the home testing can give you.

An aside, I used baby diapers for my Boston Terrier Ruby when I was home. She chews them off when she is home alone. So a baby diaper over tail and everything. Then a doggy cloth diaper to go on top to keep the other diaper on better. The pee pads didn't work at all for me. Frequently if she has an accident now it is on one of the scatter rugs that I have down for her blindness. So, I have just gotten extras and just switch them out and wash.

Tara

one more link: http://k9diabetes.com/forum/showthread.php?p=73627&highlight=diaper#post73627

[Bo's Mom]

Thanks, Judi!!! I am looking into those right now. I have ordered a wrap and some incontinence pads from Amazon but they won't be here until Friday. I am going to try all I can to see what works best for Bo.
He is not having too many accidents but they are happening when I have to leave for a few hours at a time and before my daughter can make it back home.
How is little Jenny??

[GabbySue]

I also try a little Baby Rice cereal to help correct the loose stools, we get that alot with puppies when they explore their environments, ;) and some digestive enzymes/probiotics they also help balance what he's lost.
The plain pumkin works for both loose stools and constipation as the fiber can help either way,you just may need to use a smaller amount. If you can get some of the Slippery Elm too like Leslie suggested that works too.
I have 2 older siblings one had softer stools and the other had really hard firm stools and they both get a enzyme/probiotic with their meals.

I love the description of you with Bo nestled in your arms,makes me want to be home with my dogs right this moment.

Tiffany

[molly muffin]

Hi! Checking in on you and Bo! Hope all is well.

hugs,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[Bo's Mom]

Hi Sharlene,
Thanks for asking about Bo. He is doing the same. Still syringe water-fed and daily small bites of pumpkin mixed in food so the stools have been pretty normal. Here's hoping for more "normal" days ahead.
So glad you enjoyed your trip. Molly will be so happy to be back with you and give her some belly rubs from the Rose family in Texas.

[Maya]

Glad to here Bo's bowel issues have resolved. You are doing a great job!:)
Hugs, Leah

[molly muffin]

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to you and Bo!
Hope things are going well.

Have a safe and wonderful holiday.

hugs,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[Tina]

Merry Christmas Belinda to you and Bo. I hope he is doing well and that you have a wonderful holiday.

Hugs,

Tina, Jasper and Shelby

[Trish]

Merry Christmas Belinda and Bo, hope you get some happy memories of Christmas Day 2012!
Trish and Flynn xx

[Bo's Mom]

Christmas brought many hugs and belly rubs to our house. I feel so deeply blessed to share each and every day with loved ones and I think of all of you and your fur babies as we start a new year.
To all of you who lost a loved one this year, may the upcoming year bring peace and strength as you are guided with the memories of your fur baby in your heart.
I feel truly grateful to be part of such a wonderful group of people and to each of you....many thanks!!!

[addy]

OMG, I thought I had to go to page three to find you:eek::eek:

I just want to stop by and say hello to you and Bo and hand out hugs and belly rubs:):):):):):)

Now that the holidays are over, we dont want people hibernating until Spring!!!!! Well, unless we are bears. I always thought there might be something to that whole aspect of hibernating. I dont like all the dark hours of winter.


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[Bo's Mom]

Just updating on my little guy: Bo is still eating very well and needing to pee a lot. I am wondering if the cushings is rearing its ugly head. :(:(:( Even if it is, I don't think we will do treatment on him. The last time was just too hard on his body and I don't think he ever fully recovered from that. He is still staying hydrated because I am syringe feeding his water everytime he lets me sneak some in. He eats moist food that is flooded with water, his snacks are all mixed with water, and I mix water in pumpkin and give him that everyday. So far, I have been able to keep him out of the hospital for dehydration. Battle won today!! :)
We are still on 2.5 mg/day of Predisone to keep the other issues(neurological) at bay. I can definitely see him slowing down as each day passes. I look into his eyes and thank him every day for what he has given me. Saying good bye is going to be so hard because just telling him how much I love him sends the tears flooding. I don't know how you all were able to do it without just breaking down.
He has an appt with the IMS in a couple of weeks to just discuss if there is anything else that we can be doing to help him ease the days to come. I don't know what she is going to tell me but I do have to find out if keeping him on the Predisone for this long is actually doing more harm than good.
I am praying for all our fur babies and their families that they have peace and strength to make it through each day. And, I give thanks for me finding this wonderful group of people. You guys are awesome!!

[Jenny & Judi in MN]

Belinda: I am so glad you and Bo are still hanging in there. Hope you and your family can hang on and glad you are enjoying your little guy!

hugs, Judi

[Bo's Mom]

Took Bo to the IMS yesterday and didn't get good news at all as far as his physical exam. He is showing increasingly left side weakness(falling over and walking) and lots of confusion. She also noted that his periphial vision is diminishing. Only good news was his heart/lungs sounded good. She told me sooner than not we are going to probably have to help my little guy become the newest Angel. Even though in my heart I know what is going on and I knew this conversation was going to be happening, I totally broke down. She was very comforting but it didn't help the pain of her words validating my truest fears.
I just hope he can make it to his birthday at the end of the month and then I think I will have to make that scheduled call to the vet. She did up his Predisone dose to 10 mg/day which is 3x what he is getting but she says at this point we have nothing to lose and all to gain. I don't really feel comfortable giving hiim that much because he is not drinking on his own and the panting starts when I up his dose and I hate to see him do that. I started him with 1/2 that dose today and I will see if I decide to give him the other half tonight.
Some say knowing that the enivitable is going to happen helps because you can prepare for it. But, honestly this is not easier. I hate this disease everyday and for what it has done to Bo and all our fur babies. Anyway, I will keep you all updated as to how he is doing. But I do have one question: I have never had to put an animal down because they have all died of old age or other things but what is it that I should expect from it? I know with how I acted yesterday, that visit is going to be a billion times worse.

[molly muffin]

Oh Belinda Rose. I am sooo sorry that this is happening to Bo and that the prognosis was not that good. Sweetie, I hate to see you hurting so much. It just breaks my heart. I wish I could give you a great big hug. {{{HUGS}}} You know we will all be here for you when the time comes and even before. I know they do say you can prepare, but really it is almost impossible to prepare your emotions and that is what is taking the hit inside of you.
I know it feels like a dump truck just keeps running over you.
Give Bo a couple ear rubs from me and molly.

love,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[Jenny & Judi in MN]

oh Belinda, this makes me so sad too. I've heard of some vets who will come to your house to make it easier. They do just fall asleep in your arms and the vet usually tries to give you some privacy.

My heart just aches for you and our little Bo.

hugs and love to you and the babies. Judi

[Sabre's Mum]

Oh Belinda Rose, I am so sorry to read the latest on Bo. Hugs from down under.

Take care
Angela and Flynn

[Squirt's Mom]

Dear Belinda,

I am so sorry for your heartache. There just isn't any good way to be ready no matter what the circumstances may be. We want to keep our babies with us until our last breath.

There can be a hard beauty in knowing the time is near, that we will be the ones to choose the time. We have an opportunity to tell them all the things we want them to carry with them, to create a vault in our memory to store all those precious things we never want to forget, to share special moments letting them have and do things we might not normally allow, to simply sit and hold them, gazing into their eyes. Does this make it any easier or less painful? Not really but it does help us prepare for what is to be. It does let us come to grips a tiny bit. It was a comfort to me that Tasha didn't know that long last weekend was her last. She only knew that she was loved and given some really nice things to eat. Her expressions of joy and pleasure meant all that much more to me.

There are some "technical" things you can be prepared for, tho. I am going to post a link that will give you an idea of what to expect and if you would like me to share what happened with Tasha, I will be glad to.

My thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Hugs,
Leslie and the gang

Euthanasia... What To Expect
http://www.petmd.com/dog/care/evr_dg_euthanasia_what_to_expect#.UQ1QU2etDQw

[addy]

Sweetie, I am so sorry to read this post today. It is heartache no matter which way our beloved pups depart. There is no right or wrong way, some prefer to have someone come to their home, some prefer to go to the vet office, some cannot bear to stay, some can stay. There is no judgement or right or wrong.

Belinda Rose, we are here for you and will support you and hug you and hold you near.

I am so sorry you have to face this.

[milosmom]

so sorry to read this belinda rose about your baby. you will have so much love,hugs,support here as you go through this journey.there are several of us here who have gone through this terrible time and will be here with opened arms and hearts.sending you prayers,comfort and wishes for peace.patty(milo)meka xoxox (milosmom)

[Trish]

Hi Belinda and Bo

Yes, this sure does suck. So sorry for how wee Bo is feeling, but I am sure you are doing what is best for him sweet. I hope the Prednisone helps and his panting gets no worse so you can enjoy your time together. You will know, so just enjoy your time together moment by moment.

Trish xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[Bo's Mom]

Thanks to you all for your kind words. I can not express my appreciation enough to all for just knowing that you will be there with us each and every step of the way and beyond.

@Leslie, thanks for the link. I read it and Annie's story too. I called my vet and they explained to me what they do. They don't have at home euthanasia and I don't think anyone in the Corpus area offers that. So it won't be an option for us. I would also love to hear your story about saying your final goodbye to Tasha. But, only if it is not too painful for you to share.

I also called a pet crematorium in the New Braunfels area(Central Texas). I know it will be a drive but they seem to be so caring and I really felt comforted by the woman who runs the place. They have a chapel and they offer you the opportunity to witness the entire event. I don't think I can do that but it is nice to know that they do offer it. I can then bring him home back with me 24 hours later. So, I will be driving up to Austin to visit my sisters and deliver him. Then I will return and pick him back up on the way home.

[molly muffin]

Well at least you have your ducks in a row so to speak, so when the time is closer, you won't be trying to figure all this out through the tears. It's better to know the steps I guess ahead of time.
They didn't offer at home for my Tasha either, but we did go in and all stayed with her and I was looking into her eyes and rubbing her ears (she loved that) at the time. It was not hard on her at all. Just sort of drifted off.

I guess I'm one of the few that didn't elect to keep ashes. Tasha, my Tipsy, and Nova are all scattered together under at a pet cemetery under a big tree. That was just what we elected to do. I wanted them together in a big wide open space.

There are all kinds of options I guess is what I mean, but mainly don't be worried that you have to go in, it's not as horrid as it sounds and you are together the entire time.

hugs,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[mytil]

I have been following and wanted to let you know you are a great Mom to your Bo. It may be hard to think so during these times; and the selfless decision you are making, not easy, but shows the tremendous amount of love you have.

For myself, it was at the last moments that I truly felt peace - (I was a basket case bringing her in) - but when she looked up at me and actually handed me her paw - to say thank you or you will be okay Mom, I don't know - but she closed her eyes and went so peacefully.

((((hugs))))
Terry

[NoonelovesmelikeNorman]

Belinda, I am so sorry to hear about Bo. My heart is breaking for you. So hard to see our beloved pets hurting. Surrounding you and Bo with prayers of love, comfort, peace and mercy.

Thanks Leslie for the site...I didn't read Annie's story yet, but read what to expect.

I think sometimes we just can sence when the time has come or is near and that is so difficult.

Belinda, what ever you decide will be the best for you and Bo...You are preparing as best as possible. We'll all be here for you. Sending Love and comfort your way!

Sharon and Norman

[Bo's Mom]

I told my girls the plan for Bo and what we have to be prepared for with him in the days to come. Bo didn't have a great weekend. He is getting everything he wants which is not very much. : ( I have made him a very comfortable place so he can rest during the day and he listens to Bach and Gershwin playing on my ipod.
He is still eating but the peeing has diminished a lot. It is kind of weird knowing that because he is on such a high dose of steroids. He only peed 2x yesterday and when I take him out, it is like he really doesn't know what to do. Bowels have been normal. Still hydrated and a little bit of diminished appetite. I am speaking to the vet (local) today to see what he thinks about that.
Thanks to all again...please keep us in your thoughts/prayers.

[addy]

Hi Belinda Rose,

Sending you love and prayers and hugs during this difficult time. Hugs and kisses for little Bo. I think, although terribly difficult, it helps that you have prepared. Trying to make those decisions in the middle of your grief is hard.


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[frijole]

Belinda, I'm just seeing this as I was out of town for the weekend. Sending heartfelt love and much strength. I know this is so painful. Enjoy each and every minute. Love, Kim

[SoggyDoggy]

Hi Belinda, I'm so sorry to hear Bo is not doing well. Having to make that decision is one of the hardest things I think, but when the time is right, he will let you know. I'm glad you have supportive people around you that can take care of Bo, and it sounds like a lovely plan to visit your sisters as well. Take care honey, and know that we are all with you with arms wide open.

[Tina]

Belinda, I am so sad to read the latest about Bo. I'm sorry you are going through this. Thank you so much for thinking of Jasper and me when you are going through such a difficult time. (((hugs))) You and Bo are in my prayers.

Love and hugs from me and Jasper

[milosmom]

just checking in on you guys this morning.....patty and meka xoxox

[Jenny & Judi in MN]

((hugs)) from me & Jenny

[Squirt's Mom]

Hi Belinda,

That last weekend, Tasha had no idea what was to come. We spent every moment we could together, talking, playing what little she could, and eating. Her appetite was great so it was a joy to give her goodies she hadn't been allowed to have and watch her utter delight. She, too, was on a rather hefty dose of pred so she was always hungry and thirsty and those extra treats were just wonderful in her mind. She couldn't walk very far without serious breathing problems so walks were out but she still got to put her lead on and walk down the drive and back.

I cried a whole lot that weekend but tried not to let her see me very often. Not that I was very successful, but I did try. I talked to her a great deal telling her how grateful I was that she had shared a part of her life with me, for how much laughter she had brought, for the comfort she had given to so many. Those days were ours, devoted to us.

The morning came and we went to the clinic. Doc came into the waiting room and we chatted a bit - everyone there loved Tasha and she loved being there with them. It was a difficult morning for all of us. They asked if I wanted to be with her or wait in the waiting room - I wanted to be with her all the way. Doc took us into the exam room where a soft blanket had been laid on the table for her. Doc explained there would be 2 shots, the first to relax her the second to free her.

Doc placed me where I could see her eyes as the first shot was given. Almost immediately, they drooped and she became very relaxed all over. Then Doc gave the second shot. I picked her up, wrapped in the blanket, and sat on the bench with her. Everyone left us alone in the room. It was only a matter of seconds before I felt the last breath and all tension leave her body. She simply drifted off.

She did lose control of her bowels a tiny bit (the reason for the blanket) and her eyes never closed completely. Doc and the staff left us alone for a long time, peeking in the door to see if I was ok from time to time. I sat with Tash for quite a while just rocking her and crying my eyes out. Then I cleaned her up, wrapped her in the blanket I had bought for her Journey and carried her to the back.

From the moment that first shot went in, I don't think Tash was aware of a whole lot. I could see in her eyes that her focus was elsewhere. She didn't struggle or fight, she just relaxed and drifted away. This part went fairly quickly and the doc / staff were very kind, supportive, empathetic and accommodating. It was a difficult morning for us all but they made the best of it.

It was a gut-wrenching, heart-shattering and yet beautiful experience, Belinda. It means a great deal to me that she was in my arms for her final breath, that my face was her last sight, that the voices she heard around her were those she knew and loved. I was glad to know the horrors that were ahead of her had been avoided, that she wouldn't have to suffer any longer or any worse than she already had. That time with her after she had flown is priceless to me - just rocking, talking, cleaning her, and getting her ready to be laid to rest.

I know you will do what is right for you and Bo when this day arrives. Whatever you choose to do or not do, is the right thing for ya'll. This is deeply personal so make it yours and Bo's, what you know is best for the both of you, and it will be perfect.

One thing I want to share with you that helps me so very much when those dark moments come and I am missing her. We had an animal communicator working with us and she told me that one of the first things Tasha noticed when she crossed was how good she felt. Tasha knew she wasn't quite up to par on this side but was truly surprised to learn how much better she felt once her damaged body was left behind. She hadn't realized just how debilitated she had become and was so pleased to be whole again. This means the world to me - to have no questions this was the right decision and the right time for Tasha to make her Journey. This most horrid of decisions we so often have to make for our babies gives them back their strength, their youth, their energy - we truly do free them to be their very best, to be as they were meant to be.

Many hugs and gentle belly rubs,
Leslie and the gang

[milosmom]

awww lesllie i read this through my tears....that is the way my milo was sent off exactly !!! and yes it was very peaceful.loving and quiet to let him go and not see him in any pain.belinda you will know from bo when the time will be right for your furbaby i think...sending xoxox to everyone here at this very important,special place for us cush families .....

[mcdavis]

Hi Belinda,
so very sorry to hear that Bo isn't doing too well. I grew up with a toy poodle so I've been following his story and hoping for good news.
I recently said goodbye to my furbaby with very little warning - cherish every minute you spend together and make as many happy memories as you can.
Bo, you and your family are in my thoughts,

[Bo's Mom]

Thanks Leslie for sharing and to all of you for your kind words. I am beginning to understand the pain is going to be overwhelming but the peace for Bo is going to help us deal with the situation. I think I am going to make his final appt for this Friday. I need it to be before a weekend so that I have the weekend to get his remains to New Braunfels. And, because I don't think he is going to make it much longer after that, I certainly do not want to come home and find my little guy has released himself with no one here. Still needing prayers and support and I know you all will be here for that. Thanks again.

[milosmom]

just wanted to say good morning tp you and know that there are prayers,hugs and kisses sent your way........patty(milo)meka xoxox

[frijole]

Prayers sent your way. Love too! Kim

[Jenny & Judi in MN]

whatever you need.

[Squirt's Mom]

Mornin' Belinda,

My heart is aching as I know what you are feeling. You are all in my thoughts and prayers, sending all the strength and comfort your way that I can.

You are a very good mom and Bo is a very lucky guy.
Hugs,
Leslie and the gang

[addy]

We are here and we wont leave you alone. I hope you can feel our strength and love.

[Harley PoMMom]

You and sweet Bo are in my thoughts and prayers, sending tons of loving hugs too, Lori

[molly muffin]

Oh Belinda Rose HUGS! You and Bo just mean the world to us and we wouldn't dream of leaving you to go through this on your own. We're right here.
hugs,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[Bo's Mom]

Here's the plan: Bo is scheduled for his Angel Wings on Friday @4. I am trying to stay strong while I make all the arrangements. My daughter in college will not be able to attend which is hard but she can't make it. I will then drive his remains to New Braunfels(3 hour trip) to have him cremated on Saturday. I am going to take a few days away but I know I have you all here strong and sending thoughts and prayers. That really means a lot to us.

[mytil]

It may be a bit crowded but you know we will all be beside you Belinda! Sending my deepest healing thoughts to you and the gentlest of crossings for your Bo.

Terry

[frijole]

Belinda, Sending the biggest hug I can. Enjoy every minute, spoil our guy rotten, take photos and videos and if your up to it go through old photos with him and talk to him about the great times you have had. I know that really helped me.

Without a doubt we will all be by your side and our loved ones will be at the bridge to welcome your baby. Love you! Kim

[Squirt's Mom]

We are with you today, all this week, and right beside you all weekend. You are not alone, Belinda, never alone.

Hugs and gently belly rubs,
Leslie and the gang

[Jenny & Judi in MN]

Thinking of you. Please give Bo an extra belly rub and treat from me & Jenny. Judi

[molly muffin]

Right there with you Belinda!
love,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[milosmom]

sending you much love and prayers for strength during this time..patty(milo)meka xoxox

[NoonelovesmelikeNorman]

Sending Love, (((HUGS))), comfort and peace to you...surrounding you with waves of strength. May your little Bo Rest in Peace. Thinking of you during this sad and difficult time.

Love, Sharon

[Harley PoMMom]

We are all here for you, Belinda. Sending you huge loving hugs.

[Maya]

Dear Belinda....I just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you.... This is a very difficult time for you, I know.....May God comfort you and give you the strength you need to get through this. Sending lots of love and hugs to you and little Bo...
Leah

[addy]

(((((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))))))))

always here

[Trish]

Hi Belinda

I so hope you and Bo are having enough hugs to last a lifetime, imprint them into your mind as much as you can. Can you print some of her little paw prints onto a piece of paper to have another memory, might be a sad thing to do now but nice to have in the future.

Thinking of you two lots and your family as well

Trish xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[SoggyDoggy]

Hi Belinda,

I am thinking of you and sending love your way. Please give Bo lots of hugs from all of us too, and take care on that long drive on friday. it will be a very emotional time, but know that you have a lot of people with you.

[infoviewer]

Thinking of you at this difficult and brave and caring time.There can be no love like the love you have for Bo with releasing him from his pain while you are taking on the pain of losing him. Hugs, JoAnne

[Tina]

Belinda, I am thinking of you at this horribly difficult time. Sending prayers, hugs, love and strength. As others have said, we are all here for you, and I will be right by your side as well. (((hugs)))

Tina

[molly muffin]

Have a good day Belinda and Bo!
You're in my thoughts and heart.

Sharlene

[Jenny & Judi in MN]

you and Bo have been on my mind today. Scheduling has to be the worst but we all know you have done absolutely everything possible for our sweet boy. Much love to Jenny's twin and you and your family. Judi

[frijole]

Continued love, hugs and strength sent to you and dear Bo. Kim

[Squirt's Mom]

Dear Belinda,

My thoughts and prayers are with you and Bo today. Know we are all beside you today and as you journey to your sister's.

Many hugs and gentle belly rubs,
Leslie and the gang


May I Go

Do you think the time is right?
May I say goodbye to pain filled days and endless lonely nights?
I've lived my life and done my best, an example tried to be.
So can I take that step beyond, and set my spirit free?
I didn't want to go at first, I fought with all my might.
But something seems to draw me now to a warm and living light.
I want to go, I really do; it's difficult to stay.
But I will try as best I can to live just one more day.
To give you time to care for me and share your love and fears.
I know you're sad and afraid, because I see your tears.
I'll not be far, I promise that, and hope you'll always know,
That my spirit will be close to you wherever you may go.
Thank you so for loving me. You know I love you too,
And that's why it's hard to say goodbye and end this life with you.
So hold me now just one more time and let me hear you say,
Because you care so much for me, you'll let me go today.

by Susan A. Jackson

[molly muffin]

Belinda, thinking of you and little Bo today.
Hugs, Sharlene

[Trish]

Hi Belinda

Lots of love and hugs coming your way xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[Bo's Mom]

My little guy has now flown off to join everyone at the bridge. He was carried by Angels' wings and now he is free of all that brought him pain. I am totally devastated and this pain is overwhelming. Thanks for all your prayers.

RIP My Little Bo Rose....We love you!!!!!

[Squirt's Mom]

We do love you, Bo, and your sweet mom, too.

Please know we will remain with you as long as needed, Belinda. Never hesitate to reach out, you will find us reaching back.

Be careful on your drive and remember your vehicle is crammed full of your family here, our tears falling with yours.

Our deepest sympathies,
Leslie, Squirt, Trinket, Brick and our Angels, Ruby, Crystal, and Tasha



The Final Battle

If it be I grow frail and weak,
And pain should wake me from my sleep,
Then you must do what must be done,
For this last battle can’t be won.

You will be sad, I’ll understand,
Don’t let your grief then stay your hand,
For this day more than all the rest,
Your love and friendship stand the test.

We’ve had so many happy years,
What is to come will hold no fears,
You’ll not want me to suffer, so,
When the time comes, please let me go.

I know in time, you too will see,
It is a kindness you do me,
Although my tail its last has waved,
From pain and suffering, I’ve been saved.

Do not grieve that it should be you,
Who has to decide this thing to do
We’ve been so close, we two, these years,
Don’t let your heart hold any tears.

[Trish]

So sad for you Belinda and your family too, my tears are falling with yours. Bo was so brave and such a sweetie boy. I know there is not much I can say to comfort you right now, but I am hoping in a little while these last sad days will fade away and the happy memories of your little guy will take over xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[Jenny & Judi in MN]

I've been thinking of you all afternoon. Big cyber hugs, Judi

[Boriss McCall]

Oh Belinda,
I have been off the board all week. I am so sorry that you had to let sweet Bo go. You are such a good mom. You have kept him going so long with your love, kindness & nursing. You have always done what is best for him & gone above & beyond.
I am so sorry you are hurting right now.

love & hugs,
Amy

[jmac]

Belinda,

I am so sorry. Rest in peace, little Bo. You're in my thoughts.

Julie & Hannah

[molly muffin]

Belinda, I was thinking of you and Bo today. I wish we could make the pain go away for you. :(
We love you and are with you. Our hearts cry for yours.

hugs,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[Harley PoMMom]

Oh Belinda,

I am so terribly sorry for the loss of sweet Bo. I do realize there are no words to ease your pain but please know we do understand and are here for you.

Godspeed sweet Bo

With Heartfelt Sympathy,
Lori

[addy]

Flee high and free sweet Bo

Just know we are here for you sweetie, I am so sorry.

[Roxee's Dad]

Dear Belinda,
I am so very sorry for your loss. Dear Bo knows how much he was loved and cared for.

Rest in peace sweet boy, you are our newest and brightest star in the sky....

[frijole]

Belinda, My heart breaks for you. You have been a wonderful mom - know that. Bo was surrounded by love and now he is free of pain. Run free and fast little guy. We'll see you at the bridge. RIP Angel Bo RIP. Love from auntie Kim

[mytil]

Big ((((hugs)))) coming your way - along with my healing thoughts. Your sweet Bo is in no pain or discomfort and will be welcomed to the bridge by many of our pups.

Always remembering Bo
Terry

[Simba's Mom]

So sorry to hear about your little Bo, your in my thoughts and prayers!

[Sabre's Mum]

Belinda .... I am so sorry to hear that Bo has crossed the bridge. Fly free sweet little Bo.

Angela and Flynn

[infoviewer]

So sorry for your loss. Fly free sweet Bo, no more pain. Hugs, JoAnne

[Bo's Mom]

Thanks to all of you for your continued thoughts and prayers. I never knew it was going to be so hard to say good-bye. But, there is lots of peace knowing he is free from all the pain that he was going through.

[labblab]

Dear Belinda,

Even though I had not written to you this week, I have been following every reply and praying for you and your sweet little boy. My heart has been aching for you, but somehow I could not find the words to tell you that. I think it is because my feelings have swallowed all my words. I remember how I felt when we released our boy, and there just are no words. So as feeble as this is to say, please just know I am here and that I care, and that I know how much Bo matters. And how much he always will.

Sending hugs of comfort to you from across the miles on this first morning after,
Marianne

[LabDad]

Belinda, I am so sorry about your toy poodle Bo. Thank you for your condolences on my log about Lulu. Lul & Bo were in line together to the Rainbow Bridge, as she waited until I came home, with her favorite sweet treats, Tim Horton Tim bits, (we live in Michigan so we have lots of Canadian Tim Horton coffee shops). But she was waiting for me. She sniffed it, and Nellie one of our two sister cats ate some. Lulu passed away right at 4 pm.

[milosmom]

sending prayers,love and light to you labdad,so sorry for your lose...patty(milo)meka xoxox

[milosmom]

belinda know that your bo is pain free and will always be in your heart.i am sending you prayers for a peaceful heart,so sorry ...patty(milo)meka xoxox

[Maya]

Dear Belinda, I'm so sorry to hear of your heartache...Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers...
Hugs, Leah

[addy]

Hi Belinda,

Thinking of you.

[Tina]

Dear Belinda,
I thought about you all day yesterday and you are in my thoughts today also. My heart breaks for you, I wish I could say something that would help ease the pain of your loss. Continued love and prayers are being sent your way.

Hugs,
Tina and Jasper

[kaibosmom]

I am so sorry to hear about Bo. I hope the memories comfort you during this difficult time and the difficult days, months, and years ahead. My thoughts are with you.

Nikki and Kaibo

[SoggyDoggy]

My thoughts are with you Belinda, you have faced something I dread and done so with utmost strength. Take care and know that we are all with you with arms and hearts wide open.

[mcdavis]

Dear Belinda,
I've been thinking of you over the last few days - you have been so very brave and selfless and as you say Bo is no longer suffering.
I hope that everything went as you wanted it to this weekend.
You are in my prayers

[Bo's Mom]

What a rough weekend. Got Bo to the crematorium where they will cremate him on Tuesday and I let my other poodle, Latte, say his final goodbye to his constant companion. We shed many tears and it hurt deeply but they were very comforting. When I brought Latte back home he no longer wants to go outside to relieve himself. Today I took video of him going out there and actually growling at something that was not visible to me. Sort of weirded me out.
How have others handled a grieving pet?

[Spiceysmum]

Belinda,

Sorry to hear about Bo, my thoughts are with you. We went through the same thing with our dog Brin when we lost Spicey over 2 years ago. He didn't want to go outside to relieve himself and even if we were sitting outside in the garden he would stay in the house. We thought it was because Spicey passed away while we were on holiday and he was worried we were going to leave him somewhere too so he felt safe in the house, how sad. He is still the same now and we sometimes have to go a walk up the garden with him or he just waits at the door even though he desperately needs to go (he is 16). He is happy in the house though so I don't want you to worry that Latte will be unhappy forever.

Linda

[Trish]

Awww poor you, and Bo... and poor Latte, that is so sad. I guess for the ones left behind both people and doggies it will just take time to adjust to the new homelife without dear Bo about. Hugs for you Belinda, what an awful weekend for you all xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[Jenny & Judi in MN]

aw, poor Latte. I haven't been through it but I know other people have told me that their dogs do grieve. I'm glad Latte got to realize what happened as sad as it is. hugs, Judi

[addy]

I'm sure Latte is grieving and we cant ask her about it. I worry about that with my Koko, he has never really been without Zoe. I think it makes it harder for them when they have been constant companions and/or have anxiety issues that the other pup helps quell.
All of a sudden, they have to cope by themselves, that has to be hard.

Hopefully extra attention and time will help Latte and you as well. You can help each other and I think Bo would like that!!

((((hugs))))))))))))))))

[Squirt's Mom]

Hi Belinda,

Here are some links that have some ideas to help grieving dogs who have lost either a human or pet companion -

Grieving dogs – how to help
http://www.veterinarypartner.com/Content.plx?A=1400

http://www.petplace.com/dogs/grief-in-dogs/page1.aspx

http://dogblog.dogster.com/2010/08/23/when-a-dog-loses-a-loved-one-an-interview-with-dr-michael-w-fox-2/

http://dogs.about.com/od/petloss/a/dogs-and-grief-over-death-of-another-dog.htm

[BestBuddy]

Dear Belinda,

I am so sorry to hear that Bo had lost the final battle. Your love has released him and it may not feel like it now but it was the right decision. He is now free from illness, pain and age so hopefully soon you only have the good memories of him.

Jenny

[molly muffin]

Belinda, just wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you and little Latte.

hugs,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[frijole]

Belinda, I can relate to your issues with Latte. When my Haley passed Annie quit eating and she would go outside and look for her. It was the saddest thing ever - she looked under bushes, out the gates etc. She'd go out repeatedly for days and weeks... finally she got used to being the focal point and things got back to normal. So you see, just like you and I - their furry companions feel the loss also. :( Time my friend.

No doubt you are giving Latte all the extra love and attention required as you both heal. Sending you tons of love and strength. Kim

[Bo's Mom]

We are still making it day by day. Even though it has not been a week since my sweetie crossed the bridge to meet all the others there, it seems like the days and nights are harder.
Latte is getting spoiled rotten with all the attention he is getting. :p
And, I do think he is enjoying it....if nothing else, I am enjoying it. But, the grieving is still raw.
Again, I can not express my gratitude we want to share with ALL for your kind words, prayers, knowledge and gentle thoughts as we have been going through this journey of dealing with this disease. I plan on sticking around because I find myself being comforted by all our babies who are doing well and I love reading all your stories.
As soon as I get the strength, I will be writing a tribute to my little guy. He knows in my heart what I feel.

[addy]

Hi Belinda Rose,

Stopping by with hugs for you and Latte. Losing a beloved family memeber leaves a pretty big hole in our hearts. I am glad you have Latte to spoil and give extra love to.

Thinking of you and Latte and I hope you stay on, we would miss you!!

[Boriss McCall]

Belinda,
Thinking about you today. I know it is so hard. I am glad you are sticking around. We would really miss you.

hugs

amy

[scoora]

Belinda, So sorry to hear about your sweet Bo. Thoughts and prayers are with you.
Hugs

[Bo's Mom]

A week has passed and the pain is still as fresh as it was those moments when we last said our final "I love you" to Bo. People have been great to help keep my mind occuppied but his presence is felt all over the house. I know in time the pain will lessen and those sweet memories will bring smiles instead of tears. But, I wanted to thank you all again for keeping us in your thoughts.

[addy]

Belinda Rose, you and Bo are forever in our hearts :)

Your pain is so new and raw, it takes time. That is never easy to hear, I know. We are all very good at listening, so please share with us if that helps.

(((((((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))))))))))))) ))

[Jenny & Judi in MN]

Hugs. Lots of folks have said we get closer to the ones we nurse through illnesses.

[molly muffin]

Sending you great big hugs!

Sharlene and Molly muffin

[Trish]

HI Belinda

I feel for you and how you are missing sweet Bo, those happy memories will burst through all the sorrow you are feeling at the moment, it just takes time and that sucks. Be kind to yourself and let the sorrow flow for now as there is no timeline for when you are meant to feel better, as hard as it feels at the moment it is going to get better and your Bo will be waiting to see your smiles reappear from where he is keeping his eye on you :cool:

Loads of hugs for you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[LabDad]

Belinda, my name is Moo. I had the privilege. Of being Lulu's mama. I was just going over some of the posts on Bobs thread and I saw where you lost your sweet baby on the same day we lose our Lulu. I am so sorry for your loss. I know how hard it is to lose one. We are just suffering over here at our house. And I am sure yiu must be too. I hope you find peace in the knowledge that you did all you could for Bo and loved him the way no one else could have. After all you were his Mama.
Rest In Peace, sweet Bo.
Hugs, Moo

[Bo's Mom]

Happy Birthday, Dear Sweet Angel Bo!!! Even though I wanted you to make it to your 10th birthday, I knew you were tired. We still celebrate you and all your memories that you have given us. We LOVE YOU!!!

[milosmom]

know belinda rose that you had the most loving,sweet,happy life with you furbaby bo....there was nothing greater than the life you gave your baby !!!we are all here to support,love,grieve and share stories of our babies now and that have past.we are a wonderful group of people here,and for me and others.we have all been here to listen to our stories...forever in our hearts our furbabies....patty(milo)meka xoxox

[Boriss McCall]

Thinking about you today.. hugs

[Trish]

Hi Belinda
Thinking of you and kicking myself for missing Bo's birthday, I bet he had the best time up in doggy heaven!! Hope you are feeling a bit better but that feeling of something missing will be there awhile no doubt. Sending lots of hugs to you

Trish xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[Bo's Mom]

Hi Trish,
Thank you again for thinking of us. I do hope Bo had a great b-day and I know he celebrated with all those stories of Mom making him pose for pictures. :)
I do miss him something terrible and waiting for the day that the pain will diminish and those happy memories will replace the sadness that our hearts carry. I find it very comforting lighting a candle in his memory on the k9 candle site. I made a promise to him that I would keep a candle burning in his memory for at least a month. It does help.

Anyone,
I am just wondering, is there a site that anyone knows of that deals with spinal or nerve issues with dogs? We are going to be going down that path with Bo's brother(not genetic). Ever since Bo passed away, Latte just hasn't been himself. At first I thought it was him dealing with depression but now some physical signs (crying in pain, not eating well, and just mopey) are starting to appear. I have taken him to the vet and she has run all kinds of blood work (all normal) and has put him on pain meds to see if that helps. Last night he kept crying and I know something else is going on. Any sites that you may know of, please let me know...thanks.

[Squirt's Mom]

Hi Belinda,

Here is a forum I found about neurological issues in dogs that may offer some insight and help for Latte. I found a Poodle forum as well where they were discussing spine issues but the tone of the posts wasn't very nice to me so I passed it by. ;) You might search for poodle forums where you might find someone with similar issues, tho.

http://www.petforums.co.uk/dog-health-nutrition/164616-neurological-problems-dogs.html

I'm sure Bo had a great day on his birthday in the Rainbow Fields with all his buddies, old and new, sharing in the party with him. It's often very hard on us left behind here because time is so slow on this side of the Veil but for Bo and others with him, our time apart seems like a few minutes at most. I believe it is easier for them to feel us than it is for us to feel them at times so Bo felt you with him on that special day...and every day.

Hugs,
Leslie

[Jenny & Judi in MN]

Hi Belinda: I think Julie has had some luck with acupuncture with Hannah and I know the IMS Jenny visited a year ago had a senior big dog who he had been treating with acupuncture for a long time.

hugs, Judi

[scoora]

Belinda-Sending a belated birthday wish to your angel Bo.
Sorry to hear your Latte is having some problems. Hopefully nothing too serious. Big hugs.

[NoonelovesmelikeNorman]

Just checking in Belinda, Thoughts and prayers continue for you and Latte. How is he doing? Again, if our pupps would be able to share how they are feeling. I am sure he is grieving Bo's loss as well. Give him lots of hugs and kisses and know that we are surrounding both of you in peace, love, hugs.

Sharon, Norman and Millie

[molly muffin]

Oh poor little Latte. Hope you can figure out what is going on with him and giving him such pain. :(
I'm sure Bo had a great time and was looking around for a sneaky camera. :)
hugs,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[Bo's Mom]

Prayers please...taking Latte to the ER. He is having lots of trouble with pain and walking. Am a basket case. : (

[molly muffin]

Check his discs, xray, etc. Could be a slipped disc or rupture even. Prayers for you and Latte both!

hugs,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[scoora]

Sending prayers for Latte. Hope everything is OK.
Big hugs

[frijole]

Sending warm thoughts for dear Latte. Praying you find out what is wrong and get relief quickly. Sending strength to you. Love, Kim

[Harley PoMMom]

Tons of prayers being said and sent for sweet Latte. Sending huge and loving hugs, too...Lori

[Simba's Mom]

Prayers and hugs for your sweet latte.

[Trish]

Oh no, poor Latte. Are you home yet? I have just got home from work so will be here lurking about for a few hours yet so hoping to hear some good news soon. I remember years ago Flynn hurt a disc in his back. He was in a lot of pain, but a few days of pain relief and steroids and he was right as rain!! Praying it is nothing serious and glad you are on to it so fast!

C'mon Bo, send down some healing light for your little buddy!

Hugs for you all xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[molly muffin]

Checking in this morning on Latte. Hope they found out what was wrong and are able to help him out. Poor little guy. You must be a nervous wreck yourself.

hugs,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[Bo's Mom]

We finally got home and they think that Latte has a pinched nerve in his neck area. The doctor did an exam and as soon as he lifted Latte's neck, Latte let out the loudest scream ever. So they gave him some more meds and if he is not better by tomorrow we are going to be investigating it some more(special imaging).
Thank you all again for the kind, comforting words and prayers. I knew I could count on all of you to help me though this unbelievably painful time in our lives.

[molly muffin]

Oh dear, the scream would have freaked me out. You know that, protect our babies syndrome kicks into high gear. I do hope the meds work and that he feels better today.
We're right here with you Belinda Rose. :) Always.

hugs,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[addy]

I am so sorry to hear about Lattie and pray this situation improves. Wwhen they thought Zoe may possibly have a pinched nerve after her neck surgery last summer, the IMS said no activity and it could take six weeks to resolve.

(((((((((((((Hugs))))))))))))))))

[Boriss McCall]

Poor little Latte.. That has happened to Boriss before. Just lots of rest & down time. I hope he feels better soon.

[NoonelovesmelikeNorman]

Checking in on Little Latte...Sending prayers they find out what is going on. Poor little guy.. Sending (((hugs))) and strength to you.
Keep us posted,

Love, Sharon and the pupps

[Mel-Tia]

Just echoing Sharon's post, wondering How you and Latte are today, hope the medicine is working

Xx

[molly muffin]

hi Belinda, how is Latte doing today?

Hugs,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[Bo's Mom]

Hi All,
Latte is doing much better. I have the dog that we are so used to back now. Poor little guy was in so much pain but the pain meds/steroids/anti-inflammatory seem to have done their job.
Thanks to all of you for helping me get through this. Here's raising a virtual glass(your favorite beverage) to all of you. :D:D:D

[NoonelovesmelikeNorman]

That is great news Belinda! :D:D:D So Happy Latte is more of herself. Norman, Miliie and I continue to send our Love and (((hugs))) to Latte and your entire family. Thanking the Lord :) for the tools, meds, etc. that allow us to help our pupps when they are hurting or are ill.

Peace, Sharon

[Mel-Tia]

That is good news, with everything else that has been going on that was probably very stressful

Hope you all have a great (uneventful) weekend

Xxxx

[Squirt's Mom]

Good news this morning, Belinda! So glad that Latte is doing better!
Hugs,
Leslie and the gang

[Jenny & Judi in MN]

glad to hear Latte is feeling better! Judi

[molly muffin]

Whooo hooooo Cheers Belinda! I'm glad to hear that Latte is feeling better and back to himself. :)

hugs,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[addy]

Whew, relief and big hurrah for Lattie's improvement!!!!:):):):)

[Bo's Mom]

Give all your babies a kiss on the nose today.
It has been over a month since I last kissed my Bo on his wet nose, told him goodbye, and walked out a tear-filled empty handed Mom. I miss him more and more everyday and pray that those memories of good times will be here soon. I have kept a candle burning in his memory everyday since his crossing the bridge.
Latte is doing better...I know he misses him too but he sure is enjoying the time he gets to spend with us getting all our attention. I am so glad I have him still. I ponder when I will get a new fur baby and I think that for us, it may be a while. I owe Latte all my attention right now but that has not stopped us from keeping an eye out for that special "one" that captures our hearts as Bo and Latte have done.
I come to the site everyday and read everyone's post...just wanted to say each and every one of you are thought of and prayed for everyday. I thank you all so much!!!

[molly muffin]

HUGS Belinda Rose!! I know your heart is still breaking.
So glad that Latte is doing better. No more scares for your mommy Latte!

Molly thanks you, she got extra nose kisses today. :) I said this one is for Bo, and this one is for Latte, and this one is for Belinda and this one if for YOU. She thought that was a lot of fun and maybe a bit too many as she immediately rubbed her face all over the carpet. :)

hugs,
Sharlene and Molly muffin

[Bo's Mom]

Thanks, Sharlene...I hope Molly liked her puppy kisses. Many more to come, Molly so enjoy them and keep coming back for more.

[Harley PoMMom]

Hi Belinda Rose,

I am so glad to hear that Latte is doing much better.

I surely do understand how much you miss sweet Bo and please know we are here for you. Sending huge, comforting, and loving hugs, Lori

[Jenny & Judi in MN]

I can't believe it's been a month. Jenny & Bo were supposed to go through this journey together. Give Latte an ear rub from me. And give yourself a hug. Judi

[Trish]

Hi Belinda... wow time sure flies, so nice to see you posting. Hugs for you Trish xx

[Trish]

Hi Belinda
How are you and Latte doing, hope his back has all settled down and he is romping about! Bo was keeping an eye on him for sure :) Thinking of you and sending some more hugs xxx

[Bo's Mom]

Thanks for asking about us. We are trying to get used to the days without my little Angel. But, I just never imagined it would be this difficult. Each day is easier though as I find myself thinking of the "quirks" that Bo had and just can't help but smile.
Latte is doing better and I do know that his big brother was and always will watch over us.

Sending belly rubs and puppy high-fives to all tonight.

[molly muffin]

Glad to hear that you and Latte are doing okay and healing. Slow, baby steps. :)

hugs,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[Simba's Mom]

Simba and I sending hugs your way!

[Bo's Mom]

Undoubtedly my Angel is watching down on all today and spreading his wings wide. He is there comforting the souls and watching over all who are ill and need his tender soul.

Happy Easter to all who celebrate...may your days be good and healthy.

[Tina]

Huge hugs Belinda. Thinking of you, Latte, and your Angel Bo today. Happy Easter to you and your family.

Tina and Jasper

[Bo's Mom]

I read somewhere that April 8th is Cushing's Awareness Day. I know this is probably meant for human Cushings but I say we bring the attention to our fur babies to honor those who suffer the effects or who have gone on and received their Angel wings.

Here's to you my Angel Bo and others!!! We will forever love and miss you all and will wear you close to our hearts.

[molly muffin]

Good idea. I'm going to do a print out about canine cushings as soon as I can find one that is semi informative and in a good format, and see about hanging it at the local independent pet store.

hugs,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[Boriss McCall]

I agree!! Hope you are doing well.. Heres to all the sweet babies who have dealt with & are dealing with cushings.

[doxiesrock912]

Sharlene, I would love a copy of the printout to post on my facebook page for friends and family to spread the word please!

Great idea!

Gracie kitty turns 2 on April 8th.

[Bo's Mom]

I know I will be lighting a candle on the K9C site. I challenge all of you to do the same. This is such a wonderful place to go and reflect and honor those who have all gone to the bridge and await their loved ones.
I still find myself lighting candles for Bo every other night to keep his flame burning...even two months since he has left us.
Hugs and Peace to all today and always.

[labblab]

Belinda, that is a lovely suggestion and I will be joining you at the candles on the 8th. You are so right. It is such a special place to honor our heroes and pioneers...because that's just what our loved ones are for us. Their bravery inspires us, and their tender presence calms our fears in advance of our own journey to our reunion. They have gone before us, but at the same time, they will never really leave us.

Many hugs to you this morning, in loving memory of Bo and all those who remain so precious to us.
Marianne

[molly muffin]

I've uploaded the .doc I created to print out as a flyer for canine cushing awareness at
https://www.facebook.com/groups/89435412886/files/

There is also a jpeg of it here on our forum: http://www.k9cushings.com/forum/album.php?albumid=518&pictureid=4819

Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[Bo's Mom]

Sharlene,
That looks wonderful....thanks for getting the word out.

[molly muffin]

It's all thanks you to you Belinda. I wouldn't even have known if you hadn't said so and come up with the idea that we should make it about our furbabies too.

Thanks!
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[doxiesrock912]

Absolutely perfect Sharlene!

[molly muffin]

Thanks Valerie. I posted it to my Facebook page too in addition to the Cushings Facebook page. :)
If you download the doc from the link I gave above, then you can edit it to put your own furbabies picture on it.

hugs,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[Fellasmom]

Hi Belinda
Was trying to reach and just thank so many of you for all your love and support for Fella and I.It means more than I could ever express.Finding all of you was such a blessing.I'm only beginning to be able to read through all the threads here and a very belated hug and prayers to you and your sweet Bo.It's been 2 wks today that I lost Fella and I have never felt alone for one minute throughout this heartwrenching time because of all of you.So grateful I found all of you!
Love,
Patty

[Fellasmom]

Belinda,
I just read your note-how beautiful,thank you so much.I really love the part about how if you miss the pain,you miss the dance.So true!!!I'm so sorry for your loss of your Bo-what a beauty,I just saw the picture of Bo and Latte!.I'm glad that I can perhaps offer some comfort as I really know very little about Cushings.I've been reading alot of the threads here and it breaks my heart to see so much suffering!Thank God they all have such wonderful mommies!!

A friend had a severly handicapped daughter and it was very difficult for her.Someone mentioned that if anyone were to have a child with this handicap,thank God it was Lynne.Lynne fought and advocated for her daughter till the end.She was persistent,determined and never gave up.Maybe another mother wouldn't have been able to do as much or not be as effective.I feel the same way when I read all the posts here.Although heartbreaking,I'm so glad the sick pups here have these amazing,caring,determined,persistent moms that never give up on them,just like my friend Lynne.:).

Well,off to bed but thanks again for such a beautiful note and so sorry for your recent loss of your sweet Bo as well!I know that Fella has lots of new friends up there!:)

[Bo's Mom]

Sweet Angel,
3 months ago I kissed you on the nose and told you good bye. Not a day has gone by that you haven't occupied my mind some way. For that I am grateful even though some of the memories are painful reminders that you are no longer with me.
The wind still blows hard here but now it is minus the precious smile you would give when it blew in your face.
Blessings to all your new friends you have made and know that we are still honoring all of you each and everyday.

Love you so much....

[frijole]

Thinking you both and sending love. Kim

[molly muffin]

HUGS Belinda

[Harley PoMMom]

Huge loving hugs to you, dear Belinda.

[Boriss McCall]

:( hugs Belinda. I think we all know what it feels like to miss our babies. I hate the pain it brings. But, I know what you mean about having the good memories.

[Simba's Mom]

Sending hugs, so glad you have lots of good memories!

[Fellasmom]

Belinda
Thanks for the birthday wishes and for that beautiful poem.I'm going to write it out one day because although it makes me cry,it also is very comforting.I know you are still struggling with the pain of losing your sweet Bo.As I read these threads,so many of us have lost our babies in the last few months.It's nice to think that they are in a better place,running free and healthy again.Just wish it didn't hurt so much!Thanks again for your kind words.I'm sure that Bo,Tia and Fella are good friends by now!:).
Hugs,
Patty

[goldengirl88]

Belinda;
Thanks for checking in on Tipper. Hope you are doing well and have a good weekend. Blessings
Patti

[Bo's Mom]

Hello Everyone,
Just wanted to let everyone know that you all are on my mind all the time. And, even though I have not posted anything in a while, I pray for each and everyone of you and the fur babies.
It has been 5 months since Bo earned his Angel wings. It has been a tough 5 months because the sadness and emptiness is still felt so deeply.
But, there has been some great things going on..I got married to a wonderful man who has been my best friend for over 10 years now(yes, he is a slow learner...lol :D:D:D). I am now Belinda Creel and the ceremony was so wonderful. I also found out that my daughter will be having a little girl and now preparing for that arrival.
Cyber hugs to all those who are hurting right now after losing a loved one because I know that pain and that pain can run deep. Please know we are all still here and keep the lines open 24hours/365 days a year.

Much love and many blessings to you all!!!

[Budsters Mom]

Belinda,
I am thrilled for you! A wedding and a grandchild!:DYou are certainly blessed! :D I just know that Angel Bo is bursting with love and joy for your happiness.:D big hugs,

[labblab]

Oh Belinda, I am so happy for you, too!!!!!!!!!! :) :) :) :)

Sending you many hugs and best wishes on hearing this joyful news,
and always saying a little prayer for your sweet Angel Bo ~

Marianne

[Squirt's Mom]

Oh, Belinda! How wonderful for you all! Congratulations on the marriage and the grand baby! Nothing like being a grandma, let me tell you! I know Bo is prancing away with joy for you.

Hugs,
Leslie and the gang

[Jenny & Judi in MN]

I can't believe it has been 5 months. I'm so glad you have a soon to be new granddaughter coming!

I already told you congratulations, but congratulations again!

hugs, Judi

[Harley PoMMom]

Oh Belinda, Congratulations!!!!!

[addy]

Belinda, that is quite the update:):):)

Of course, we are all thrilled as can be.

My goodness, I am smiling from ear to ear and so happy for you. So happy indeed!!!!!

[scoora]

Belinda, I would like to congratulate you on your marriage and the grand daughter that you will be welcoming into the world.

[Trish]

HI Belinda

How wonderful to hear your fab news!! You have been busy!! And a new Grandie on the way too, wow you are going to be even busier now, so glad life is treating you well. I remember sweet Bo like it was yesterday, time sure does fly :):)

[molly muffin]

Belinda! What awesome news! I am so happy for you. A hubby and a grandbaby. You don't mess around do you. LOL Full out happiness. I think it is wonderful!

hugs,
Sharlene and molly muffin

[Bo's Mom]

Been a long time since I came back to visit my Angel's thread. I still hang around and read all of your threads and pray for all those fur babies who deal with this dreadful disease. I also pray for those families who have lost a love one.
Life has been good with the new hubby and now my new granddaughter. She has really been a blessing added to our lives. I love spoiling her and just doing all those grandma things that we get to do without the guilt of doing them. :D
But, even with all the great events in my life that have happened, that has not lessened the pain I still feel without my little Bo. I have kept a candle lit in his honor since the day he left us and and that has helped some. In a way it seems like I am keeping his spirit burning in my heart. My husband and I moved into a new house and have left my old house to my daughter and she has kept Latte because our new house wasn't fenced correctly. I always told her I wanted to bring Latte over when we got our fenced fixed. Well, since then she has brought a new little fur baby into their lives and Latte just seems to have a renewed spirit. I can't bear to take him away from his new friend. I always thought he missed Bo, but it was really obvious now that Eskimo(toy poodle) has joined the family. I get to visit a lot and it is great to see them playing and even the baby gives them her smiles when she catches them being silly.:p
I hope everyone had and will have the happiest of holiday seasons. Many blessings to all of you...I will forever be grateful to everyone for all you have done for me.

[molly muffin]

Belinda it is so good to hear from you. It sounds like live is really treating you right. Isn't that fabulous news. :) Grandma's get to have the most fun. I am sure you are having a blast spoiling the grandbaby. :)
Awww, that is so sweet that Latte is doing so much better with his new little Eskimo. I know you miss him though and he was grieving alot, poor guy. Bo was his best bud, so I'm really glad that he is now doing better.

hugs and happy holidays to you and yours
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

[scoora]

Hi Belinda,
Your post just touched my heart.
Happy holidays to you and your family.
Hugs

[Bo's Mom]

Hoping you are celebrating your birthday with all the other angels. You are forever missed by everyone who held you close to their hearts. I will always love and miss you my little Angel.

Happy Birthday, Bo!!!!

[mcdavis]

I just saw your post. I've thought of Bo and you often. I, too, hope that Bo is having a wonderful birthday with our pups.
Happy Birthday sweet Bo.

[Budsters Mom]

Happy Birthday Bo! Party hardy with our other fur angels! :p

You will always be remembered with love here at K9C. xxxxoooo

[Squirt's Mom]

Happy Birthday, Bo!

[mytil]

Big Happy Birthday wishes to Angel Bo. I am sure all the Angel pups made his day so very special and he is certainly keeping an eye on you Belinda.
Terry

[Jenny & Judi in MN]

I haven't logged in here for awhile, glad I did today. Happy Birthday in heaven to Sweet Bo. I hope all is well with you. Judi

[Harley PoMMom]

Happy Birthday, precious Bo.

[molly muffin]

Happy birthday Bo baby.

[Bo's Mom]

Thank you all for the kind words. I hold each and everyone of you and your fur babies to the highest regards. This group was what got me through the toughest and easiest of times as Bo dealt with this disease. Everyone holds a special place in my heart and forever will. Not a day goes by that I don't log in and check up on everyone. Not a day goes by that I don't think of my special baby and to each of you...Thank you again!!!

[Tina]

Happy belated Birthday sweet Bo.

Hugs,
Tina and Jasper