Corkster - adrenal tumor/3x daily trilostane (Corky has been released)

[Squirt's Mom]

:D:D:D Chocovine!!!! :D:D:D

[mypuppy]

Oh Terri,
I am so sorry Corky is now dealing with an UTI. Geez! But glad that it was conclusive for that and can be treated. This really stinks all around that merry go around you speak of--:eek: I hope he recovers Real quick. If I may ask did you notice Corky drinking more than usual lately. considering I have learned that could be an indication of a uti, Im curious if Corky experienced this? As for Princess, her symptoms have not resolved one bit, not on the antibiotic or the di trial injections. What's going on here? Could it be high cortisol? Ughhhhhhhh. Best and warmest and loving regards to you and my boy and I hope he enjoys that nice big juicy steak tomorrow and you enjoy a nice stiff drink, I will most certainly join in that and it's gonna be triple stiff and on the rocks--haaaaaaaa:D

love you dearly. Xo Jeanette and Princess and Happy Memorial Day

[littleone1]

Hi my very dear friend.

Our boy is at it again. :( Corky was drinking more water for several days, but it's been hot and the AC has been on. I didn't think too much about it at the time. He's had two doses of the Baytril, and didn't have any accidents in the house last night. He got up a few times during the night to go potty, but he was able to make it outside.

If Princess hasn't shown any improvement, it could very easily be her cortisol level. I really hope you get to the bottom of this soon.

I'm glad you're joining me for a good stiff drink. :D It's no fun to drink alone.

Corky and I love you and Princess bunches. Take care my friend.

[apollo6]

Probably the heat.
Have a nice Memorial Day.
Hugs Sonja and Apollo
I'll join for the drink.:p

[littleone1]

I'm glad you're joining us. I hope you're having a great Memorial Day.

[mypuppy]

Thanks for all your good thoughts my lady. How is our little Corky doing today? Please rub his ears for me and a sweet belly rub too.

love you both. Xo J.

[littleone1]

You're very welcome my dear friend.

Corky had a rough night. He got really sick around 9:30. It was a long night. Needless to say, he didn't get his morning meds. He seems to be feeling better now, and he even ate.

Luv ya bunches.

[apollo6]

Dear Terry
It just seems to never end. Glad Corky is feeling better.
Hugs Sonja and Apollo

[littleone1]

I just got the rest of the results from Corky's tests. He is being taken off of the Baytril and now he has to take Ciprofloxacin. His UTI is a Pseudomonas bacterial infection which is resistant to many antibiotics. :( He has to take it for 21 days, and then he has to be retested in 4 weeks.

[addy]

Oh Terri, I am sorry to hear about our little boy.

Does Cipro affect a dog's tummy as it does a human? I had it once and it killed my tummy. I am worried about Corkster's tummy.:o:o

Thank goodness you have such good vets!!!!

Sending love and huge hugs to both of you.

Love,
Addy

[littleone1]

Thank you Addy. I hope it doesn't upset his tummy. Anytime Corky's Trilo has been increased or he starts on new meds, I would give him Pepcid AC. In my research I found that antacids shouldn't be used with his new med. I have to ask his vet tomorrow. I'm so glad he works on Saturday.

I'll be thinking about you and my niece tomorrow.

Take care my dear friend.

[mypuppy]

oh no, here we go again. So sorry for my Cork. Taking all these medications back to back sure really stinks:(. It is just never ending, but At least I am glad they were able to pinpoint the stubborn and nasty bug. I hope time flys so you can both catch a break. Thinking of you both with so much love.

Xo Jeanette

[littleone1]

Bless your heart my very dear friend. Our Cork really needs a break. He's had so much going on recently. I'm worn out.

Corky and I are sending lots of love back to you and my precious niece.

[Squirt's Mom]

Hi Terri,

So sorry to hear about the last test results. :( Bless your hearts. I hope he handles the Cipro ok and you can find something to help with the tummy after the Trilo.

Sending positive thoughts, prayers, and healing white light for you both.
Hugs,
Leslie and the gang

[littleone1]

Thank you so much Leslie. Corky can use all of the help that he can get.

His vet did say that I could give him his Pepcid AC while he's taking the Cipro. I'm going to talk to his IMS on Monday to see if I should cut back on his Trilo for awhile, until the UTI is under better control and his system adjusts to the Cipro.

You're thoughts, prayers, and healing white light are greatly appreciated.

[apollo6]

Dear Terry
I am so sorry to hear what our little Corkster is going through again.
It is a roller coaster ride this disease. Going through my own issue with Apollo.
Praying for you both.
Hugs Sonja and Apollo

[MBK]

Hi, Terry.

Sorry to hear that you and Corky are having a hard time. I hope the change in antibiotic is helping to get the UTI under control. These little ones just can't seem to catch a break!

Keeping you both in my thoughts and hoping things are on the upswing so you can relax some and enjoy the weekend.

[littleone1]

Thank you Sonja and Mary Beth.

The Cipro is helping Corky, but it's a real challenge trying to get 8 pills in him a day. The little stinker is wise to everything I wrap his pills in, and he spits them out. At least I can get two of them in him when he eats, as long as I hide them good enough for him to get them.

[addy]

That is a lot of pills ,wow, I don't know how you get him to take them all. Zoe is still pretty good because her appetite is still huge, she'd eat the pill with nothing on it.:p:p:p Koko would be impossible.

My cat got so good at hiding pills in her mouth, we would pop them down her throat close her mouth, blow in her nose, rub her throat and she would swallow 3 times. I would pronounce "SUCCESS!" and she would jump off the bed and spit the darn pill out:rolleyes::rolleyes:

We would find pills under the bed:eek::eek:

These little ones sometimes really hate their medicine.

Hope my newphew is feeling better and you are too dear friend.

Love,
Addy

[lulusmom]

Hi Terri,

Is there any chance your vet could have some of those meds compounded and suspended in broth? That would be so much easier.

[littleone1]

Hi Addy and Glynda,

The next time Corky has to take so many pills, I will ask his vet or IMS. Once the AB is finished, that will be 3 less pills Corky has to take. We have 17 days down and 14 to go.

You're nephew is doing better my dear friend. He starts a 4 A.M. and gets his last pill at 8 P.M. I have finally been successful in giving his meds to him the last two days. Corky's actually been taking his pills in cream cheese. I could never get him to take his pills in cream cheese before, but now he decided he likes it. Go figure! :confused::confused: I'm hoping this will continue to work.

They are very smart. I watch Corky to make sure he gets his pills, only to find them later. I caught him several times when he would hold the pill in his cheek, and all of a sudden, it would be hanging out of the side of his mouth. The other day when I went to change his water, I thought there was a piece of plastic in his bowl, and couldn't figure out how it got there. When I took a good look at it, it was part of the capsule from his Trilo. I have no idea how much Trilo he actually got, and how much was actually in his water.

[Squirt's Mom]

Hi Terri,

Have you tried following the bite that has the pill in it by another bite immediately that has nothing in it? Sometimes when they know a second bite is coming they will gulp the first bite down quickly in order to get the second.

I always tried to mix up bites when I have so many pills to give. Some bites have meds and some don't. If they will take the bite with the pill and take the second "empty" bite, swallowing that second bite usually takes the pill down with it if they have tried to hold it in their mouth.

Give him bites of the cream cheese, or whatever you are using, from time to time just for fun, too. ;) It helped to see me eat a bite of cheese when giving pills, too. They always want anything I am eating! :p

Hugs,
Leslie and the gang

[littleone1]

Hi Leslie,

I would always give Corky a few bites first, give him the one with the pill in it, and then give him a few more bites. I've used sliced ham, honey ham, turkey, chicken, pieces of hot dogs, and now cream cheese. I wouldn't give him the same meat everytime during the day. I would vary it. Corky won't eat other cheese anymore. Sweet potatoes don't work either. For ten years, I would be able to give him his Soloxine with a little mayo, and now he doesn't want that either. He's taken so many meds in his lifetime, that I'm sure he is so tired of taking them.

[Squirt's Mom]

That's tough. :( For a while, Squirt got that way but I think having more than one pup wanting bites helped her as much as anything. She did start refusing Am. cheese which is what I had always used and still won't eat a bite without checking it out but the two-bite trick works with everything else with her. All the meds she is on now I can put in her food with no problem so that helps a lot!

Now Crys, another story! I made the mistake of putting an antibiotic in her food one time and she didn't want to eat after that. :( She didn't trust her food bowl for a while. I changed the bowl and moved her spot a little bit and that fixed it for her. Once she tasted the AB in the treat, she became difficult to pill often times.

They make a pill shooter that some folks have had luck with but I never tried it.

Wish I had another suggestion for you but that is the extent of my offerings....I think. :p

Hugs,
Leslie and the girls

[littleone1]

I appreciate your help. Hopefully when Corky gets retested for his UTI, it will be cleared up and he will be off of the AB.

When I was giving Corky an AB with his food, I would put a little creamed chipped beef on top of it, and he would usually eat that . I mostly did this with Baytril, as the pills were so big, and I would break them into quarters.

Hopefully the cream cheese will continue to work.

[Squirt's Mom]

Trinket ate the Baytril plain, right out of my hand. This was after weeks of fighting with her over liquid antibiotics. :rolleyes: Surprised me no end when she just ate the Baytril like it was a Milk Bone. :)

[apollo6]

Dear Terry
Hope things settle for Corky. I never have a problem with Apollo eating his meds. He will eat anything.
Hugs Sonja and Apollo

[addy]

Hi Terri,

Hope things have settled down at your house. How are you and Corky doing?

We are fine and will have a hot day tomorrow, in the 90's they are saying, but just for one day.

Those darn leaks, unexpected house problems are always so upsetting AND expensive:rolleyes::mad:

Love ya and belly rubs to my nephew, hugs to you!!!!!

Addy, Zoe and Koko too

[littleone1]

Thanks for checking on us Addy.

Things won't be settled down for awhile. I'm waiting for the estimate to be sent to the insurance company by the people they sent out. I'm having a different restoration company do the work, as they are more reliable. I picked out the flooring yesterday. Once the insurance company gives the okay, the house will be torn apart more, as the flooring in 3 rooms and the wallpaper in 2 rooms has to be removed.

Corky finally finished his antibiotic yesterday. I'm not sure that the UTI is totally gone, as he has been dribbling at times during our morning walks. He has to have a urine culture done next week. I also have to take him in for an early stim, as he has started drinking alot more water and is looking for more food. I can't have it done until he's been off the AB for 7-10 days.

Corky's sending his aunt and cousins lots of kisses. Give Zoe and Koko lots of belliy rubs from their aunt.

[apollo6]

Dear Terry
Hope you and Corky are holding out with all the damage.
Sonja and Apollo

[littleone1]

Thanks Sonja,

We're hanging in there.

[Dollydog]

Glad to see your post and know that you're hanging in there.....sounds like a long journey to get your house and your life back to some normalacy....will keep checking back to see how things are going (((HUGS))) for you both...
Jo-Ann

[littleone1]

Thanks for checking on us Jo-Ann. It's going to be awhile until things are back to normal.

Corky's having a good day today. It's his 14th birthday. He's already gotten extra special treats and is going to have his favorite, steak, for dinner.

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY Corkster.

[mypuppy]

Happy Birthday to you...:)
happy Birthday to you...;)
Happy Birthday DEAREST CORKY...:o
Happiest Birthday to you....:rolleyes:

May your day be filled with love, health and
Lots of treats and goodies.

We love you soo much.....

Auntie Jeanette &
Cousin Princess (licks):p

[Squirt's Mom]

Happy Birthday, Corky! 14 is a GREAT age to be! We hope you have an extra special day!


Hugs and ear scritches,
Leslie, Squirt, Trinket and Brick

[Roxee's Dad]

:D:D:D Happy Birthday Corkster :D:D:D

Your picture always makes me smile :):D:)

[Harley PoMMom]

Happy 14th Birthday, dear sweet Corky!!!

Enjoy your steak!! Yumyum!!

[addy]

The Happiest of Birthdays for our Corkster

Doing the birthday dance for Corky


Love,
Addy, Zoe and Koko

[littleone1]

Corky thanks everyone for the birthday wishes. He wanted me to tell you that he got his steak for dinner and to say, "I ATE THE WHOLE THING." :D:D:D;)

He loves all of you and is sending lots of kisses your way. :)

[frijole]

Oh Wow! Corkster and Annie are birthday buddies!!! Whoop Whoop

HAPPY SWEET 14TH CORKSTER!

Way to gobble down that steak. Annie had steak too! Yum yum. Good boy. Tell mom to give you an extra treat tonight. :D

[apollo6]

Happy Happy Happy Birthday.Corky, go little boy go.
This is a reason to celebrate. make a wish sweet
Corky. Have a fun Day.:D
Hugs Sonja and Apollo

[littleone1]

Corky thanks you Kim and Sonja.

He thinks he and Annie should have a big birthday party next year with lots of steak. :D:D:D

[John II]

:D:D:D Happy Sweet 14th Birthday to The Corkster :D:D:D

[littleone1]

The Corkster thanks you John.

[apollo6]

That party sounds like fun. Will bring a 6 pack of dog drinks.:D
Still trying to figure what that would be.
Hugs Sonja and Apollo

[lulusmom]

Oh my gosh, I was ashamed that I missed Annie's birthday and now double shame on me for missing the Corkster's.

:D:D:D:DHappy birthday little dude:D:D:D:D

Hope your special day was action packed with lots of belly scritches and yummy treats.

Auntie Glynda

[kapohotricia]

Oops! We're on "Hawaiian time". Your furpals out in the islands wish you a GRRRReat 15th year ahead, dearest Corky. We wish we could have come to share that steak! Yumm!! Congrats on reaching such a GRRand age.

Aloha from your furry Cushpal, Kirby, and his brother, Winston, and from their mom, Tricia :)

[littleone1]

Thank you Sonja. A party will be fun, with our furbaby drinks.

Corky says not to worry Auntie Glynda. He still loves you.

Thank you Tricia, and Cushpal Kirby and brother Winston.

On a less happy note, I had to take Corky in to get an early stim test. His cortisol level went up from 4 to 8.2 on his post stim. He will be staying on TID, with 24mg 3x a day, for a total of 72mg. His BUN and his BUN/Creatinine Ratio went up from 45 to 72, with a reference range of 6-31 for the BUN and 4-27 for the BUN/Creatinine Ratio. We're going to try giving him his Pepcid AC every day, just in case there was a GI upset. He also had to have a complete urinary evaluation done today. :(:(:(:(

[addy]

Sending love and hugs. Bummer about the Bun. Hope everything is okay, dear Terri.

How's the leak repair?

Love,
Addy

[Squirt's Mom]

Hi Terry,

Many things can effect BUN from diet to stress so don't fret over much about that just yet. It is the creatinine that really matters; the BUN can sometimes be lowered, which will lower that ratio that gets so scary.

Do let us know what the vet says today and know you have many hugs flying your way.

Love ya,
Leslie and the gang

[gpgscott]

A belated but very heartfelt

Happy, Happy
to the Corkster.

Scott

[littleone1]

The Corkster thanks you Scott.

Thanks Addy and Leslie. The hugs are very much appreciated.

The reason I'm a little concerned is that Corky's been having accidents in the house again, both kinds.:( His blood counts are good, and don't show that he is fighting off an infection. It's going to be several days until I get the results from today's tests.

Addy, the one company finally finished the estimate yesterday, after two weeks. It's going to be a couple of weeks until everything is done.

[addy]

I'll wait with you. waiting for test results is so darn hard. A person should not have to do it alone;);)

saying extra prayers for Corky. only thinking positive thoughts.

love,
Addy

[lulusmom]

I'm here waiting with you too.

[littleone1]

Thank you my very dear friends.

[Harley PoMMom]

Keeping you both in my thoughts and prayers. Sending positive energy your way.

Love and hugs,
Lori

[kapohotricia]

We're waiting with you, too, Terri, in two ways: Kirby had his stim test today. Anyway, we're sending lots of healing love and aloha across the (s)miles to dear Corky. And we're glad to know you finally got the estimate finished. Soon that will all be behind you and your home will be beautiful again :)

Cuddles for Corky and hugs for you,

Tricia and Kirby

[labblab]

Terri, I am here, too. With all my fingers crossed for helpful test results and an easy solution to Corky's issues...

Sending enormous hugs your way,
Marianne

[mypuppy]

Oh Terri,
What an awful shame you are going through so much right now with everything. remember though "every cloud has a silver lining", and you will soon see sunshine again. Sorry to sound so cliche but I do highly believe it. Off with Princess for her stim. praying we both get some good results on all counts.

Hang in there and know we love you and Corky lots.

Xo Jeanette

[littleone1]

Thank you all of my dear friends for your thoughts, prayers, hugs, fingers crossed, and cuddles for Corky and me. So many of you have been here for Corky and me for a long.

I hope Kirby and Princess have positive test results.

Corky and I love each and everyone of you.

[addy]

Hi Terri,

Still waiting with you:):):):):):)

Love and kisses and belly rubs,
Addy, Zoe and Koko

[littleone1]

Thank you Addy.

I'm hoping the test results are in no later than Tuesday.

Corkster is going to be stressed out Tues. The demolition begins. :eek:

We're sending lots of love, hugs, kisses, and belly rubs.

[marie adams]

Hi Terri,

We are waiting with you also for good info to help the Corkster!!!:D:D

I can send Miss Ella your way for a little distraction, but then it would be a big distraction she is all over the place with her energy--hehe!!!:eek:

Take care and hang in there!!

[littleone1]

Thank you Maria. Miss Ella might be the distraction that Corkster needs. :D:D He would follow her everywhere, as he would have to keep a close watch on his territory. :D:D

[addy]

I can so picture Miss Ella running around your house with Corky:D

The image brings a huge smile to my face. Of course if demo is beginning, we would have to get hard hats for them:D:D:D:D

Always with you dear friend,

Love,
Addy

[littleone1]

Hi everyone,

I just got Corky's test results. They are not good. He is still loaded with the same infection. Since the Cipro didn't clear it up, Corky is now going to be taking Marbofloxacin (Zeniquin). Dr. R. is going to talk to Dr. H. about having an U/S done on Corky's urigenital system - urinary bladder, kidneys, prostrate, and liver, since Corky does have a mass on his liver. He feels there might be something else going on with Corky since the infection is not clearing up. :(:(:(

Thank you Addy, my dear friend for bringing a smile to my face. I'd love to see the two of them in hard hats. :D

[apollo6]

Dear Terry
I was so hoping to hear some good new for our Corkster. I will be praying for you both.
Hugs Sonja and Apollo

[littleone1]

Thank you for your prayers Sonja.

[frijole]

Hugs from my home too Terri. Poor corkster. Give him an extra treat tonight from me ok? Kim

[littleone1]

Thank you Kim. I just wish that Corky could get a break for a change.

At least the increase in his Trilo is taking effect. He actually left 2 treats today.

[addy]

Poor little guy, so many bumps in the road lately for him.

Still saying prayers and sending positive thoughts.

I get so many sinus infections, they have a hard time giving me anything that will clear them up. I usually have to take antibiotics for a much longer period for them to work. Maybe that is what Corkster needs.

Love and BIGGEST HUGS EVER

Addy, Zoe and Koko

[littleone1]

Thank you my dear friend. The positive thoughts, prayers, and hugs are greatly appreciated.

I really think that Corky's immune system is so compromised that he is unable to fight off any infections. His WBC wasn't even elevated when he had the blood work done last week. I'm really hoping that this AB works.

[logans mom]

Hi Terri,

I am sorry to hear about Corky. I hope its nothing more than a stubborn UTI that needs a stronger antibiotic.

I have been following your thread very closely since our babies have adrenal tumors. I wanted to let you know because of reading Corky's journey through this disease and how well he was doing on trilostane is what gave me the strength I needed to start treatment with Logan with Trilostane. I wasn't going to put Logan through surgery because of the risks and I was told much higher doses of LYsodren would be needed due to his adrenal tumors. Many thanks to you and Corky.

Glad to hear his new dosage is working for him. Hope he feels better soon.

Hugs,
Debbie & Logan

[littleone1]

Thank you Debbie.

I'm hoping this AB will get rid of the UTI.

I am so glad that Corky's successful journey with Trilo helped you start Logan's treatment. I hope Logan does as well as Corky.

[littleone1]

Corky does have to have the U/S done, but I can't get him in as long as I have the house being worked on.

We won't be on for awhile. I have too much of a mess here, and I can't concentrate on posts right now.

[addy]

We will miss you. Take care dear friend. I'm here if you need to talk. Call me.

Love,
Addy

[Squirt's Mom]

Me, too, Terri. Call anytime, day or nite.

If the workers aren't in the bathroom, take you a hot bubble bath and have a good book and glass of CHOCOVINE to keep you company while you soak. Honey, you deserve a break so please be good to you.

We will miss you but will always be here when you are ready to come back.

Many hugs and much love,
Leslie and the gang

[mypuppy]

Tightest hugs coming your way.....

We Lov ya and Corky....

Xo Jeanette and Princess

[apollo6]

Dear Terry
We will be prayering for you and Corky.
Hang in there.
Hugs Sonja and Apollo

[littleone1]

Hi everyone,

I apologize for not being active on the forum recently. I just have too much going on.

I was able to get Corky in for his U/S this morning. His adrenal tumor has definitely increased in size. It's now 4.4cm x 2.2cm. He has mineralization in his kidneys. She also did another urine culture and MIC while he's still on the AB, in order to see if it's helping his UTI. If it isn't, she said we might have to increase his dosage, and that there's a possibility that Corky might have to be on antibiotics for quite awhile. He's also been losing weight. He's down to 17.5 pounds.



Hopefully, all of the repairs will be completed on Friday, and then it's just a matter of housecleaning 6 rooms all over again, as there are other rooms affected by the dust.

[addy]

HUGS AND LOVE

Love,
Addy

[frijole]

Don't you worry about us... you just take care of you and Cork MOnster. We are all cheering you on and sending love. Hang tough. Kim

[Squirt's Mom]

DITTO what Kim said!

Love ya!
Leslie and the gang

[Harley PoMMom]

I, too, totally agree with what Kim has said. Take care of yourself, my dear friend, and give sweet Corky many hugs and kisses from me.

Talk to you soon.

Love and hugs,
Lori

[kapohotricia]

Just back from vacation and read your posts. You and Corky continue to be in our prayers daily. Sending you much aloha from way out here in the Pacific and lickies from Kirby!

Tricia

[littleone1]

Thank you for your understanding, love, hugs, and prayers.

I got the results from Corky's tests , and they were negative. This AB is helping him. His IMS wants to keep him on it for another two weeks. :( It's become a real struggle getting him to take his meds.

On a brighter note, all of the repairs are done, but I'm in the process of cleaning up a big mess. I'm getting there slowly, but surely.

[mypuppy]

yehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh on all counts. So glad to hear Corkys results were good, and hoping the antibiotics will help bring him back to a full recovery. And very happy you have your home back again so you and Corky can get back to business as usual.

love you both. Xo Jeanette

[addy]

shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I have a secret:


someone has a birthday tomorrow, I wonder who it could be?

MAYBE TERRI?????:D:p:):D:p:)

Love,
Addy

[kapohotricia]

Happy Birthday, Terri! It's your special day, repairs are done and Corky's on the mend. It was so good to read your post. Hugs and much aloha from out here in the Pacific,

Tricia and Kirby

[addy]

It's here, that special day!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR TERRI

Have a great birthday!!!!!!

Love,
Addy, Zoe and koko

[Harley PoMMom]

Happy Birthday, Terri!!!

Wishing you and Corky the best day ever!!! Sending tons of huge and loving hugs.

[Squirt's Mom]

Happy, happy Birthday, Terri!


We hope you have a wonderful day - a day just perfect for you!

Hugs, love, whines, groans, moans, yips, yelps and barks in honor of your special day, (our breakfast serenade was in your honor! :p)

Leslie, Squirt, Trink and Brick

[mypuppy]

Happy birthday to you...chachacha:)
Happy birthday to you...chachacha:p
Happiest birthday dearest Terri...chachacha;)
Happy birthday to youuuuuuu....chachacha:p

We love you even more today than yesterday:)

Enjoy this day with the precious Cork...

Tight hugs. Xo Jeanette and Princess

[Roxee's Dad]

:D:D:D Happy Birthday Terri :D:D:D

I hope you and the Corkster have a Wonderful Day :D

[frijole]

Wow... birthday girl!!! Go eat some chocolate, drink some vino, live it up girl!!! Hope your day is great. Hugs, Kim

[littleone1]

Thank you everyone for the birthday wishes and hugs. Corkster and I have been having a great day. It's not so bad being 65! :D:D:D

Leslie, I'm LOL!!! I could hear their serenade.

[MBK]

Happy birthday, Terri! So happy you had a nice day. Since they continue to come every year, you might as well make the best of it!

I am sorry to hear the Corky's tumor is larger. I hope the new antibiotic helps clear up his infection! Keeping you both in my thoughts!

[lulusmom]

Wow, glad I saw that it was your birthday in time and we're in the same time zone.

Happy Birthday, girlfriend!

[apollo6]

Dear Terry
Happy Happy Birthday.
Celebrate your self. We all love you and Corky.
Will be praying for the little guy.
Hugs Sonja and Apollo

[littleone1]

Thank you Sonja, Gynda, and Mary Beth for the birthday wishes, and for keeping Corky in your thoughts and prayers.

I'm making good progress on my clean-up. I have the two worse rooms finished as of this morning.

I'm hoping all is well with all of your furbabies.

[marie adams]

Happy Birthday Terri!!!:p:D:)

Just a little late on the well wishes!!! I hope you enjoyed your day!!!
I hope the antibiotics help Corkster!!! We just got off of them last week--it seems like it took forever for the pills to be gone. Ella had a bacterial skin infection.:rolleyes: It is always something...

Take good care of yourself and do not work too hard!!!:)

[littleone1]

Thank you Marie. I know it seems like it's forever that they're on the antibiotics. Corky has been on three different ones for the same UTI, for a total of 2 months. He has 1 week left. I'm keeping everything crossed that it's over and done with.

[apollo6]

Dear Terry just checking in on you and Corky. Apollo was put on antibiotics to heal another skin infections. Happy Birthday from one Leo to another . I turned 59, August 1. Were do the years go?
Hugs Sonja and Apollo

[littleone1]

Belated Happy Birthday my friend. The years do go by very quicky.

I'm usually not up at thie time, since I take Corky for his walk a little after 5 A.M., but we had a nasty storm tonight, and he just settled down.

You and Apollo are still in my thoughts and prayers. If you need to talk, please give me a call

[Cyn719]

Terri Thanks for the info on how to get to the threads so I started with yours - wow I read as much as I could so far - you really have your hands full and I read something about your home but couldnt find the post to say what happened - well Corky has a wonderful mom thats for sure!! Our prayers are with you!!! I appreciate all you have done for us! Sorry its soooo late but HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!:)

XOXO Cindy & Penny

[littleone1]

You're very welcome Cindy. I'm glad I was able to help.

Thank you for your very kind words. Corky has been a handful, but he's well worth it.

I had a pipe leak in my house which caused alot of damage. I'm still cleaning up from the repairs that were done.

[apollo6]

Dear Terry
Hope you and Corky are getting through all the mess. Praying for you both.
Hugs Sonja and Apollo

[littleone1]

Thanks for your prayers Sonja. I'm getting there. I have most of the rooms cleaned, but it's taking a long time as everything has had to be washed due to the powdery dust that got into everything.

[kapohotricia]

Glad to hear you are getting through it, Terri. I can't wait to hear when you are done and ready to enjoy your bright, clean home. Boston lickies to little Corky from Kirby.
Aloha and hugs from me,

Tricia

[littleone1]

Thank you Tricia, and Corky thanks Kirby. Hopefully in a week or so I'll be finished, and then I can relax.

I just posted on your thread, as I haven't seen an update on Kirby for awhile.

[apollo6]

Glad to hear coming a long. I am sure you will be happy and so will Corky when this is all over.
Hugs Sonja and Apollo

[littleone1]

I finally got some good news about Corky. His UTI is finally gone. :D He has to go back in a month for another urine culture, to make sure it didn't return. This will work, as he'll also have his stim test and his blood chemistry panel done at the same time.

I'm really thinking about changing his dosing from TID to BID, as it's really getting to be a struggle getting him to take his meds. He's been on so much recently. BID will be easier on the both of us.

[addy]

HIP, HIP, HURRAH!!!!! The darn UTI finally bit the dust. That is good news.

I would imagine, dear friend, TID is hard, don't know how you do it all.:) AND CLEAN:D:D:D:D AND HELP US:D:D:D:D

I think it is a fine idea.

Love ya,
Addy

[MBK]

Hi, Terri -

Glad to hear the good news about Corky! Keeping fingers and paws crossed that his check up next month is all GOOD news!

[Squirt's Mom]

Hi Terri,

So happy to hear that nasty, stubborn infection is cleared up at last! :D:D I hope it doesn't come back!

With fewer pills to take, maybe he will accept the Trilo TID without as much fuss. Was the infection present when you decided to go to 3x/day? Maybe that was what was causing the problems when the TID dosing was given? If so, then going back to 2x/day should be fine. I don't remember - was the total amount of Trilo increased with the TID dosing? If so, will you keep the increased amount if you go to BID? Just pondering here, ya see...;)

Hugs,
Leslie and the gang

[littleone1]

Thanks Addy, Mary Beth, and Leslie.

Corky's been on TID since the end of January, Leslie. His dosage was increased 3 times since he's been on TID. We went from 40mg total BID to 51mg, to 60mg, and now 72mg total TID. He didn't get the UTI until Memorial Day weekend. He started on ABs the Sat. before Memorial Day. If I do go back to BID, the dosage per day would be lowered, as he'll be getting more mg at one time.

[kapohotricia]

It's so good to hear that things are finally looking up over there, Terri. Hugs to you and Corky and we look forwzard to hearing good stim test results next month.

Fond aloha,
Tricia

[apollo6]

Dear Terry
I am glad Corky is doing better. You both are a rule model for the rest of us to keep trying.
Hugs Sonja and Apollo

[littleone1]

Thank you Tricia, Sonja, and everyone.

We tried Corky on BID with the same dosage, with 48mg in the A.M., and 24mg in the P.M., but he couldn't handle the higher dosage in the morning. After the second day he couldn't keep his food down. I skipped his dosage last night. I'm keeping him on TID until I talk to his IMS on Monday.

Please, there's no need to respond to Corky's thread, as there are so many others that really need your help. I will keep everyone posted when Corky has all of his tests done.

Corkster and I love you dearly.

[mypuppy]

Thinking of you and my Cork my precious big sis.

tight hugs for you and gentle rubs to our little boy.

luv ya, Jeanette and Princess

[Harley PoMMom]

Terri, my dear friend, I am keeping you and Corky in my thoughts and prayers too.

Sending huge and loving hugs for you both, Lori

[Squirt's Mom]

Hi Terri,

Not reply???? Are you NUTS???? :p Ok, no questions, how's that? :D

I AM sending you healing white light, prayers, and positive thoughts tho I know Corky is in great hands with his loving mom.

Hugs,
Leslie and the gang

[apollo6]

Dear Terry
Will be waiting for your repy.
Hugs Sonja and Apollo

[littleone1]

Thank you my very dear friends and Lil sis for all of your thoughts and prayers. You made me laugh Leslie. :D

I just spoke with Corky's IMS. She wants him to stay on the 72mg daily. In spite of what all of the recommendations say, I am suppose to split the capsules and try him on 36mg to be given BID. I do have chicken flavored capsules that I can use. I'm suppose to let her know how Corky does on this after a few days. If he is okay with it, then we'll order new capsules. Corky's saga continues. He now has Alprazolam to take when we have storms. This is the generic form of Xanax, as the Melatonin is no longer helping him. :(

[kapohotricia]

Let's hope this BID regimen does the trick. How do you split Corky's dose? Our compounding pharmacist sold me a bottle of compounding solution and a couple of syringes with a lurlok connector so I can easily compound Kirby's dose as it changes. It saves a lot of money as I don't have to order new capsules.

Aloha,
Tricia and Kirby

[littleone1]

Hi Tricia,

I tried a few by opening the capsule and poured almost half of the capsule into the chicken flavored capsules I have, along with a whole capsule. A little of it didn't quite make it. I can tell this isn't going to work. I still have 11mg capsules, and I think I might just give Corky 35mg BID, instead of the 36mg BID. I'll see how it works for a few days, as it will only be 2 mg less a day.

[addy]

Hoping it works dear friend and I am writing too on your thread cause how can we not?:D:D:D:D:D


Love,
Addy

[Squirt's Mom]

That is a much better approach than opening those caps, Terri! I hope Corky appreciates the reduction in pills being shoved in his face. Poor little guy and poor Mom deserve a break.

Hugs,
Leslie and the gang

[addy]

Hi Terri,

I am checking in on our little boy and you. Can't allow my nephew to think I don't care about him:eek:

What is happening at your house? How is Corkster? What is going on with the BID? Hope everything is okay sweetie. Love you and am thinking of you both.

Love,
Addy and the pups

[littleone1]

Hi Addy,

Thanks for checking on Corky and me. I haven't been doing anything on the forum lately, as it's difficult for me to read because of my eyes.

Our Corkster is exhibiting strange behaviors again. He's going back on the SAM-e. He's been having accidents in the house. His poops have no form. The fecal stain didn't show any parasites, so now he is taking Metronidazole. I'm still waiting for the results from his urine culture.

i got the results of his blood work today. His post stim was 3.8 which is down from 8.2 two months ago. He's been doing pretty good since we went back to BID. We're going to continue that for now, and his dosage will continue to be 72mg a day. The only tests results that were high were the BUN and BUN/Creatinine Ratio. They went up to 77, with the high end of the ref. range being 31 and 27.

The remaining clean-up has been put on hold, as I've been battling a bad sinus infection.

I hope all is going well with you and Zoe.

We love you, too.

[MBK]

Hi, Terri -

Sorry to hear you and Corky are not feeling great. Hope you are both feeling much better very soon!

Take care of yourself!

[frijole]

Terri, Just wanted you to know I am following along and send love and all the best to you and Corky. Hang in there and know we are thinking of you. We miss you but certainly understand you have a whole lot going on... take care of yourself ok? Hugs, Kim

[addy]

Sorry to hear you are both under the weather. I have a bad sinus infection too and believe it or not a low dose of prednisone is actually helping. I feel much better after feeling awful for weeks.

Hope the metronidazole helps but I wonder if the Slippery Elm would work for you? I have been cutting Zoe's metronidazole back and am considering the slippery elm for her. The only problem is you have to give it at least 2 hours after any other meds as it can affect how the body absorbs other drugs.

I know you have your hands full. Sending love and hugs and belly rubs.

Love,
Addy

[Squirt's Mom]

Hugs and love from us to you and Corky. Please take care.

Leslie and the gang

[Harley PoMMom]

Tons and tons of hugs, love and positive energy being sent your way.

Will call you soon.

Love and more hugs,
Lori

[apollo6]

Dear Terry
Just checking in on you. The work on your house has taken it's toll on you and Corky. I hope you both are doing better soon.
Hugs Sonja and Apollo

[Buffaloe]

Terri,

I hope both you and the Corkster are feeling alot better soon.

Ken

[kapohotricia]

Dear Terri and dear Corky,

We are thinking about you and we pray for Corky a lot. Our little guys are so brave the way they keep going despite all the ways their bodies let them down: no complaining, they just get on with it. I was holding little Kirby in the night as he lay there trembling and thinking how I'd complain when I was shivering with cold when we were up the mountain. Our furkids teach us so much and bless our lives even when they are sick.
Our love to you both today. I hope you are both feeling better this week.

Much aloha,

Tricia and Kirby

[littleone1]

Thank you everyone for your kind words, thoughts, prayers, love and hugs.

I just got the results from Corky's urine culture, and thank God there is no evidence of another UTI. His issues seem to be behavioral. We're going to see what happens after he's on the SAM-e for awhile. If it doesn't help, then it's back to the drawing board.

You're so right Tricia. Our little guys are really fighters.

I'm sending lots of love and hugs to all of you.

Terri, and of course Corkster.

[Cyn719]

You and Corky are in my thoughts and prayers - hoping you both feel better!!:):)

[kapohotricia]

Great news, Terri. No UTI! Yeah! I think I'd have behavioral problems with all the house issues so perhaps it's just that and he will soon be his usual self again. Take care of yourself too!
Aloha,
Tricia

[apollo6]

Dear Terry
Glad about the good news. yes these little guys are fighters.
hugs Sonja and Apollo

[littleone1]

Hi everyone,

I just want to give you an update on Corky. He's going back to TID with his Trilo, as BID wasn't controlling his symptoms. He'll now be taking a total of 76mg daily. After being on the Metronidazole for a month, it didn't really help. We're putting him on Probiotics and we'll see if there is any improvement after a week.

[Cyn719]

Thank God no UTI :)-- Praying for Corkster -- in our thoughts everyday!! Love and Hugs to both of you!

[kapohotricia]

Good to hear from you Terri. We'll be praying that the TID regimen works well for Corky and he is soon feeling better. I hope you are feeling well, now, and rested after the crazy summer you had to go through.
Boston lickies from Kirby and hugs from me.
Aloha,
Tricia

[addy]

Dear Old Friend :)

Thinking of you and Corky and wishing you well, dear friend. Time goes so fast.

Hugs to you and many belly rubs to my nephew.

love,
addy, zoe and koko

[apollo6]

Terri and Corky
Just checking in on you and Corky. Praying the little guy gets better. Apollo has been on Probiotics for awhile. Their immune system is so weak they need all the help they can get. Always something. Apollo is having more and more problems with walking and standing.
Hugs Sonja and Apollo

[Cyn719]

Terri - Been thinking of you!! Hope the little one is feeling better?? Sending Love and Hugs XO

[littleone1]

Thank you my dear friends. You are all so very special.

Corky is doing much better since he's back on TID. He's still having issues with his poops. It seems like nothing is working.

I have an appointment with an eye specialist on Nov. 11th. The eye clinic has surgeons that specialize in retina surgery and cataract surgery. They do everything at their clinic, so I should be home the same day. It all depends if the cataract is ripe enough to remove.

I haven't been reading anyone's threads, but you and your furbabies are always in my thoughts and prayers.

I'm glad I know where the letters are on the keyboard. :D

Corky and I are sending you lots of love and huge hugs.

Terri and Corkster

[Cyn719]

Terri - take care of yourself - hope they can get your surgery done on the 11th - so glad Corkster is doing good on the meds -- keeping you both in my thoughts and prayers!!! xo

[apollo6]

Dear Terri
Will be praying for.
Hugs Sonja and Apollo

[littleone1]

Update on Corky:

Corky is in the hospital. Early this afternoon he started trembling and wouldn't eat anything. I took him to his IMS. She did an U/S, blood work, and took him off all of his meds. When we got home, he started losing control in his right hind leg, and he became very disoriented. He settled down and slept for two hours. When he woke up, he was worse. I took him to the emergency clinic, and they said it could be due to a few different things. Right now, he is resting peacefully, but I am extremely worried about him.

[mytil]

Oh Terri, I am so very sorry! Is he still at the ER Vet?

Sending healing thoughts and prayers
Terry

[labblab]

Oh Terri, I am sending hugs and saying prayers, too. I will keep checking back for updates, and hoping so much for improvement. Corky is such a fighter. I know he will muster all the strength he can!

Marianne

[littleone1]

Thank you so much Terry and Marianne. Your thoughts, hugs, and prayers are greatly appreciated.

Corky's been there all night. I just spoke with them, and his vitals signs are good, He's still sedated.

[John II]

Terri,

I'm so sorry to hear that Corky isn't doing well at the moment!
Poor little fella! Prayers for him & hugs for you Terri (((HUGS)))

[littleone1]

Thank you so much John.

Your prayers and hugs mean so much to Corky and me.

[forscooter]

Hello sweet friend....I caught your post on FB but it didn't seem right not coming here to check in. I am so sorry Corky is going through such a rough time, and I wish there was something I could do to ease your worry and pain.
If I had those rubber arms that could reach that far, I'd wrap them around you!
I'll be waiting with you for some positive news...you aren't alone. And the hugs are there with you!!!!
Love ya lots and lots....Me

[SasAndYunah]

Ohhhhh Terri,

I am so sorry to read that Corky is in the hospitalbut relieved to hear his vitals are okay. I hope they can figure out soon what the problem is and that they will be able to treat it.

Thinking of you both,

all our best,

Saskia and Yunah :)

[frijole]

Sending dear Corkster and you love, strength and positive healing thoughts this morning. We are with you in spirit Terri. xoxo Kim

[addy]

Dearest Terri,

My thoughts and prayers are with you. Zoe and I end love and hugs to you. I am so sorry to hear about my nephew. I pray he is home soon for belly rubs and his favorite treat. I have not had a chance to call, I have another sinus infection and feel awful.

love,
addy

[lulusmom]

Terri, I am so sorry to hear that Corky is not doing well right now. He's been such a fighter time and time again, and I'm praying that he's got a lot more fight left. Please know that my thoughts and prayers are with you both.

(((Huge Healing Hugs)))
Glynda

[littleone1]

Thank you all my dear friends. All of your love, hugs, and prayers are so much appreciated.

I just got off the phone with the hospital. Corky seems to be more alert and not quite as disoriented. His temp did go below normal, but they added extra blankets and a hot water bottle. They said he seems to be nauseous, but that it's probably due to the valium. He still can't control the right side of his body.

[Jenny & Judi in MN]

thinking of you and Corky today

[Harley PoMMom]

Keeping you both in my thoughts and prayers, dear friend. I will be checking in often for updates, I am here for you...call me if you want to talk.

Sending healing and positive energy with tons of love, Lori

[Dollydog]

.....will be waiting with you today....(((HUGS)))

[labblab]

I'm still here, too, Terri. And I'll be here all day, checking in on you and Corky. I know how worried and exhausted you must be. I wish so much I could give you a giant hug in person.

Marianne

[littleone1]

Thank you everyone. Your love and support mean so much to me.

I spoke with Corky's IMS. She is keeping Corky in the hospital today so he can be monitored and evaluated. His blood test results came back, and they were good.

Dr. H. said that I can take Corky to a neurologist, but she doesn't think that is the issue. She thinks it's a strong possibility that his adrenal tumor is now affecting his brain, and we might have to consider his quality of life. We'll see what happens today.

[Harley PoMMom]

Sending love and tons of hugs...do not hesitate to call me.

More (((((hugs))))), Lori

[addy]

I will be home by 6:00 if you want to talk dear friend.

I love you.

love and hugs,
addy

[Jenny & Judi in MN]

big hugs to you and Corky. The day I was sitting in the vet's office for 3 hours, when we found out Jenny has an adrenal tumor I read your thread and all of the information helped calm me down so much.

Big thanks and fingers crossed to you and Corky.

Judi

[Cyn719]

Terri - was trying to post at noon to you and my service went down just got it back - I am so sorry to hear about Corkster - I am glad his vitals are better - I am holding you right now and giving you the biggest hug ever!!!! I know how hard it is - I do -- but right now I am going to say prayers for Corkster - I will keep checking back - I am sending everything to you -HUGS LOVE PRAYERS SUPPORT STRENGTH GOOD THOUGHTS - HERE FOR YOU!!!!!! XOXOXOXOXOXO

[littleone1]

Thank you everyone for your love, hugs, thoughts, prayers, and support.

Corky isn't coming home tonight. He's been vomiting and has diarrhea. They are giving meds through and IV to help settle his stomach down. His stomach is now mushy. He will be getting fluids through the IV so he doesn't get dehydrated. He will also be getting some nutrients. They want to monitor him carefully. They also want to watch for a possible seizure.

I'm glad Corky's thread helped you Judi. You're welcome.

For those of you that sent me PMs, I'll check them later. I'm going to go visit Corky for a little while.

[BestBuddy]

Terri,

Sending hugs and really positive thoughts to you and Corky.

Jenny

[Roxee's Dad]

Terri,
Sending prayers, Hugs and Love and all the positive energy I can muster up.

[MiniSchnauzerMom]

Terri,

I was so very sorry to read that the Corkster is having problems and has been hospitalized. How frightening for you. I'm praying for Corky's recovery so he can be back home with you.

Sending love and hugs to both of you.

Louise

[frijole]

Terri, Thinking of you and Cork sending big bunches of love. Kim

[littleone1]

Thank you everyone. You are all very special in Corky's and my life.

He woke up a few minutes ago and was watching what everyone was doing. He's going back to sleep now. He did manage to get the blankets positioned so he could be comfortable.

[Cyn719]

Terri - will be thinking of you and Corkster ! Hope you get some sleep - will be checking in on Corkster tomorrow!! xo

[kapohotricia]

Dear Terri,

I have just read about Corky's setback and am so very sorry that you are both going through this as well as your eye problems. It sounds like Corky has really good care at the hospital and lots of prayers being sent out for him. Mine are being added right now, for you both. We're sending love and hugs across the miles. Boston lickies from Kirby too!
Aloha, Tricia and Kirby

[littleone1]

Thank you Tricia and Cindy.

I just checked on Corky, again. His BP has dropped from 160 yesterday afternoon to 110 tonight. His temp is below the normal range. They have heating packs in with him now, and his temp is slowly rising. They said this is probably due to his not eating anything for almost 48 hours.

I hope Kirby's doing better, Tricia. I know Corky wants to send Boston lickies back to both of you.

I actually slept for 3 hours, off and on, Cindy.

Super big hugs for all of you.

[labblab]

Here's hoping for a much better day for Corky (and you) today! I'm especially hoping our little boy will feel like eating something so he can start to regain his strength.

More healing hugs are on their way to you both,
Marianne

[addy]

with you always,
love addy

[John II]

Dear Terri,

Wish I could be there to hold your hand, or keep an eye on things as you try to rest.
But all I can do is keep you and Corky in my thoughts and prayers, and hope for the best.
(((HUGELONGDISTANCEHUGS)))

[frijole]

Terri, Great news on the BP. You are doing a fantastic job as always for Cork. We will all be sporting our 'cush angel wings' today and be fluttering over your shoulder. Stay strong and know you aren't alone. Hugs, Kim

[littleone1]

Thank you so much everyone. You are all so very special.

I just spoke with the ER people a little while ago. Corky is now on Vitamin K for blood coagulation, as his stomach is now bruised, and it's getting worse. I'll know more when his IMS gets in this morning.

[forscooter]

I'm with John...I wish so much I could actually do something to help you! I hate that we are all so far apart at times like this. But as Kim said, my wings are fluttering and my heart is there with you both. Corky is strong little guy and you are one terrific mom!!!

((((((((HUGEHUGS))))))))

[littleone1]

Thank you so much my dear friend.

Corky is not doing well. Whatever happened that day changed so many things. His blood work was good. Dr. H. did another blood work-up last night. Many things changed in a day. Corky is going into kidney failure. His Creatinine went up to 4.9 after being normal the day before. The bruising is worse. His blood counts are low, and he is now anemic.

My little trooper that won so many battles is now losing the war. :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

[Squirt's Mom]

Oh Terri,

My heart is just breaking. Prayers rising for all.

Much love,
Leslie and the gang

[labblab]

Oh Terri, words cannot tell you how sorry I am. My heart and my prayers are with you and Corky.

Marianne

[forscooter]

Terri,

Add my heart to the breaking list....I am so very sad to hear this I have no words. Just tons of love for you both, sweet friend. You both are two of the most loving souls I know and I wish I had some words to make sense.

Lots and lots and lots and lots of love and peace, Me

[kapohotricia]

Dearest Terri,

I feel I know you despite the distance -your kind and loving spirit just shines through and I know Corky can feel your love even if he can't show you. I am crying for and with you today. God bless and comfort you both.

Sitting there with you in spirit,
Tricia and Kirby

[frijole]

Love, hugs, prayers, strength sent. Hang in there sweet Terri. We are by your side. Kim

[Cyn719]

Terri - I am so so sorry Corkster is getting worse - I am in a pool of tears and I wish I was there to comfort you - My prayers are constant - I am here and I will check in constantly - xoxoxoxo

[Jenny & Judi in MN]

Terri, I am so sorry to hear this. xoxo Judi

[littleone1]

It is with a very deeply saddened heart that I am posting this. Corky was released at 10 this morning.

I thank God for giving me the strength to do what was best for my Corkster. I'm greatful that he wasn't in pain and wasn't suffering. The changes were sudden, and he was very docile.

I love you my precious, special, little angel. You will always be in my heart, and you will always be loved.

Rest in Peace my little one.

Love and hugs,

Terri and Angel Corky

[forscooter]

Terri,

I saw the post on FB and my heart cracked....I am so sorry, sweet friend, so very sorry. Any words I seem to want to say seem useless because they won't change things, or how you feel, or make it better. I think by now we understand that we both feel each other's triumphs and sorrows. My heart is so heavy for you, and I am still here for you...

Godspeed, Corkster...sweet peace my little friend...you will never be forgotten by all of us you touched so deeply....

Love you, Terri ((((((((HUGS))))))))

[labblab]

Dearest Terri,

It is with tears in my eyes that I change your thread title to honor Corky's passage. I am lighting my candle, and will come back again later on. Right now, I just cannot speak.

In honor and love for your angel boy,
Marianne

[Bichonluver3]

OMG, my dearest Terri, what can I say? I have been away from the site for so long and something made me check in today. I am so heartbroken for you, I am at a loss for words. I wish I was with you to cry with you and give you the biggest hug ever.
To Corky: Run free our brave, sweet angel, with all of your new friends across the Bridge. You are safe and sound now. Let gentle winds be beneath your wings to carry you over the grassy fields of heaven with the golden sun to warm your precious face. We love you, Corky, and you will always be in our hearts. Thank you for sharing part of your life with us - we are all the better for it. You taught us bravery and perseverance. You will never be forgotten. Watch over your Mom, who loves you dearly and holds you in her heart. I will look to the desert sky tonight to see our newest, brightest star. God bless and godspeed, dear little prince.
Carrol & Chloe

[Casey's Mom]

Terri, I am so very sorry. I wish that I was so close and could go over and visit you right now and hold you tight. (huge loving hugs) Angels are overhead.

Love and hugs,

[Cyn719]

Terri - I cant really type through my tears but I want you to know I am so sorry for the loss of Corkster - you are a great mom and you did all you could - you will forever have beautiful memories of him - PLEASE FEEL ALL MY LOVE HUGS PRAYERS AND STRENGTH I AM SENDING YOU -

REST IN PEACE LITTLE ONE - YOU WILL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED AND IN MY HEART XO

[Dollydog]

Oh Terri....I'm so sorry....I know you did everything you could for your little one and now you've done the very best for him once again.
Rest in peace little one and run free with Lady and all the other Cush pups who have crossed the bridge before you. We'll take care of your mom till you're reunited with her once more.
With many tears and hugs Terri....
Jo-Ann

[SasAndYunah]

Oh dear Terri, I am so very sorry you had to let Corky go. You and he have been such troopers through it all, I have the utmost respect for you, your love and dedication to Corky. He had the best home he could have ever wished for...

Thinking of you and sending you our love,

Saskia and Yunah.

[StarDeb55]

Terry, I am so deeply sorry.

Debbie

[Harley PoMMom]

Oh Terri,

It is with a saddened heart and tears streaming down my face that I am reading your post about our sweet Corky. I am so very sorry for the loss of your beloved boy.

Letting them go is such a difficult decision but it is made with deep love from the heart. We are all here for you, my dear friend, remember that.

Godspeed sweet Corky.

With Heartfelt Sympathy,
Lori

[addy]

I love you dearest friend. I am so, so very sorry.

love,
addy

[BestBuddy]

Dear Terri,

I am so sorry.
Your love for Corky was shown in everything you said and did. Some battles can not be won. Remember him with love and joy.

"Out of suffering have emerged the strongest souls; the most massive characters are seared with scars."
Khalil Gibran


Jen

[mytil]

Dearest Terri,

My heart is with you!!!!!!!!!!!!! Along with my (((((((hugs))))))))
I know you did everything possible under the sun. I am so very, very sorry.

T. xxxxxxx

[lulusmom]

Terri, I am so, so sorry. I'm only five hours away so if you need anything at all, just say the word and I'm there.

((((Huge Consoling Hugs))))
Glynda

[John II]

Oh Terri,

There are no words, just tears and hugs.
You did everything you could for your little boy.
And now he romps with all those who went before him.

:'-( & ((HUGS)) & :'-( & ((HUGS)) & :'-( & ((HUGS))

[littleone1]

Thank you so much everyone.

The tears are still streaming down my face. Everywhere I look, I see Corky. I know I did what was best for Corky.

You have helped Corky and me get through so many things, You were always here for us and are still here for me.

Corky and Jay have been reunited. They loved each other very much.

Words can't express how I feel about all of you.

Love and hugs,

Terri and (Angel) Corky

[jmac]

Terri-
I just caught up on your thread about Corky. I am so sorry to hear he wasn't able to win this battle, but I know you did the right thing by letting him go peacefully. I'll keep you in my thoughts.

Julie & Hannah

[Roxee's Dad]

Dear Terri,
I am so very sorry :-( even behind the tears, the Corkster will always bring a fond smile to my face.

Rest in Peace Sweet Corky, you are our newest and brightest star in the sky..........

[fivebichons]

Anytime I hear of a loss on FB of a cush pup, the tears start to flow. Terri, you know how I feel about our pups. I am sending hugs across the skies a thousand times over and I know it won't be enough even though you did the right thing. Just know you will be in our hearts and prayers.

My cush pup, remember "Lucky Peter," and the rest of my gang, are welcoming Corkster with open arms.

Lots of hugs,
Heidi & Robin
Marco, Sophie, Sasha, Maggie & Max
...and Friskie, Lucky, Cheri and Snicky from Heaven...

[Casey's Mom]

My heart is heavy for you my dear - I am hoping that you find some comfort tonight knowing Corky is with Jay and that he was there to meet him as he crossed the bridge. Many many hugs : my dear friend.

[kapohotricia]

Dearest Teri,

I've been thinking about you all day and came to the computer to check on you as soon as I got home. You are surrounded with love and prayers from so many you and Corky have touched. God bless you. I am so sorry this day had to come. You did what only true, selfless love can do for him. God speed, dearest angel corky.

Aloha,
Tricia and Kirby

[MiniSchnauzerMom]

Terri,

My heart sank when I read your post and I am so sorry for your loss. Peace be with you sweet Corky.

With Deepest Sympathy,
Louise

[Spiceysmum]

Terri,

I am so sorry and saddened to hear that Corky has passed away. Thinking of you.

Linda

[frijole]

Terri, I was out of town yesterday afternoon/night... I am sooooo sad to hear this news. Corkster fought a good fight, live a fantastic life with a very loving family and is now free of pain. T, you did everything right so know that. May all those wonderful memories sustain you as you heal... I know it takes time. But we are here for you always. RIP dearest angel Corkster - run wild and free of pain, eat whatever you want and know you are loved and missed by many. Kim

[labblab]

The tears are still streaming down my face. Everywhere I look, I see Corky. I know I did what was best for Corky.


Corky and Jay have been reunited. They loved each other very much.

My dear Terri,

That is the first thing that I thought about yesterday -- that Jay was right there waiting for Corky with open arms. And also how proud Jay would be of you for EVERYTHING that you have done for Corky during these past years. You have truly done what was best for Corky, always, up to his final breath in this world.

Knowing of the bond that you and Jay and Corky shared, I can only imagine how deep your pain is over the loss of your little boy. And how lonely and hard it is to wake up this morning without him physically beside you. I hope you will feel the spirit and energy of all your k9cushings family, because we are right there with you each moment of the day. And most importantly of all, I trust and believe that the spirits of Jay and Corky will remain constantly and truly in your heart. Watching over you and protecting you until that day in the future when you are all three rejoined once again.

Sending many hugs from across the miles, this morning and each morning to come.
Marianne

[Bichonluver3]

Just checking in, my dear friend, to let you know you are continually in my thoughts today. You were such a wonderful, dedicated, unselfish Mom to Corky. He could not have had a better life. I will keep checking in to see how you are doing.
Love & hugs,
Carrol

[Cyn719]

Hi Terri - been thinking about you constantly!!!! I know this is so hard but I hope you keep reminding yourself that you were a wonderful mom - you gave Corkster all the love and care he could ever hope for - you gave him a beautiful life - Corkster will always be remembered in our thoughts and hearts everyday - xo

[addy]

In honor of our beloved Corky:

You were our little trooper, our energizer bunny that just kept going no matter what was thrown your way. Why, you even paraded through life with a pink leg and never gave it a second thought. Your courage and spirit and larger than life personality had to come from the unwavering, unselfish love bestowed on you by your mom.

Corky, you stole all of our hearts and we may have know you and loved you from afar but loved you nonetheless. You will always be my nephew. I can't look at a Boston Terrier without smiling and thinking of the Corkster.

Fly high and free little one.

Love,
auntie addy

[littleone1]

Thank you all of my K9C family and all of my special friends for your love, hugs, thoughts, prayers, and very kind words. This means so much to me. Thank you for checking on me.

It's been a rough day. I know things will get a little less painful as time goes on, but right now it is very difficult. I also have good friends here that knew Corky and are sharing my sorrow. My best friend was with me when I released Corky.

I love all of you.

Love and hugs to all of you and your furbabies.

Terri and (Angel) Corky

[Sabre's Mum]

Terri

I am just catching up on all of this as I have been without internet access. You truly were a wonderful Mum to lil Corky. Rest in Peace dear little one.

My thoughts are with you and lots of hugs.

Angela

[Dollydog]

Thinking of you today and glad to know that you're well taken care of......
(((HUGS)))

[gpgscott]

Blessings to you Terri, to Corky, and to us all.

He did his job, and you did yours.

He was given to a special person who cared for his special need in his final time.

Scott

[apollo6]

Dear Terry
Through the tears, I am praying for you. Corky was one of the bravest little warriors we had. Your dear sweet Corky is watching over you now. He was such a little trooper. It breaks my heart to read this. I worry for you. He was the biggest part of your life. He will always have a place in your heart. Angel Corky knows you did your best for him. Take the time to shut out the world and feel, cry and do what is best for you.
Love always Sonja and Apollo

[littleone1]

I can't thank all of you enough for being here for me.

Thank you for all of the candles that were lit for Corky.

[H-man]

Thinking of you and Corky angel today Terri, such beautiful never ending love.
xxxxxx Wendy

[littleone1]

Thank you Wendy.

[Franklin'sMum]

Dearest Terri,

I am so very sorry. My heart hurts right along side yours, and everyone's here. Know that we are all with you, feeling your pain as our own, and shedding tears as yours fall.

I so wish there was something we could do or say to ease your pain, but the pain we feel when a loved one leaves us is a sign of how much they were loved and cherished.

You were the best mom Corky could have ever wished for, you two were made for each other.

All my love, and big squeezy (((HUGS))),
Jane, Franklin and Angel Bailey xxx

[littleone1]

Jane,

Thank you my dear friend. I do believe that Corky was meant to be with me. Jay always had a pet, and I never did. He always wanted a Boston Terrier. We looked at so many, and I kept saying no. When we saw Corky, there was something about him, and I said yes. Corky was my baby. I miss him so much.

[k9diabetes]

Corky was obviously a beloved and deeply blessed dog to have lived his life with you. Godspeed to your boy.

Natalie

[Bichonluver3]

Just checking in, my dear Terri, to let you know you are constantly in my thoughts. Please know that, if there was any way in the world I could ease your pain, I would do it. I am sending you tons of love and a big hug. As you well know, in the desert, we have an incredibly clear sky. I think I saw one of the brightest stars wink last night. It could only have been our little rascal, Corky, still up to tricks. Jay must have his hands full!
Love and healing energy from me to you,
Carrol

[Cyn719]

Hi Terri - just wanted to say hello and let you know i am thinking about you - hope all my prayers help you get through this difficult time - hope you can feel this great big warm HUG I AM SENDING YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[littleone1]

Thank you for your very kind words Natalie. I really appreciate it.

Thank you so much Carrol and Cindy for checking on me. I definitely feel your love and hugs. You are both so very special.

That probably was Corky winking at you. He was a little stinker at times. Jay probably does have his hands full with Corky, as Corky will want to play all of the time again.

[bkdice]

Terri - I am so very sorry for your loss. You are in my thoughts during this very difficult time. xo

[Bichonluver3]

Thinking of you, my dear friend. Sending all my love to you today.
Carrol

[Squirt's Mom]

My arms remain around you, my love and prayers abound.

[addy]

(((((((((((((((((((HUGS AND LOVE)))))))))))))))))))


Addy, Zoe and Koko

[Harley PoMMom]

More hugs and love coming from me as well.

[littleone1]

Thank you my dear friends for your love, hugs and prayers. I miss Corky so very much.

[Skye]

i sit here tears streaming.........my heart hurts for you...........i have followed your thread, you are an amazing, an AMAZING pet mom. You gave of yourself and love as unconditionally as your pet child, how blessed he was to have such a home of love. ohhhh the stories he is sharing with the others he has joined accross the bridge....bless you for having such a heart to love as it does......but i know in that can bring joy and greif. I wish there were words to stop the pain i know your heart feels, i so hope you can allow us to carry you through this time...share memories, tears, and smiles.....reaching out to hold you.....((((hugs))))) There is an Indian legend which says, "When a human dies there is a bridge they must cross to enter into heaven. At the head of that bridge waits every animal that human encountered during their lifetime. The animals, based upon what they know of this person, decide which humans may cross the bridge.... and which are turned away..." -- Unknown......

[Casey's Mom]

Huge hugs sent your way - he is watching over you Terri.

Love and many hugs,

[ventilate]

Terri, I am so sorry about the loss of your Corky, my heart goes out to you my friend
Sharon And always HRH Nike and Kenai

[littleone1]

Thank you so much for your very kind words, Skye. Corky touched the hearts of many. There was never a doubt in my mind that I always needed to do what was best for him. He deserved nothing but the best.

Thank you Ellen and Sharon. I know Corky's watching over me, and he always will.

I am so glad that I found all of you almost three years ago, on the original site. You helped ease Corky's journey through everything he went through. You were, and still are here for me.

[Squirt's Mom]

May you know that absence is full
Of tender presence and that
Nothing is ever lost or forgotten.

May the absences in your life be full of eternal echo.
May you sense around you the secret
Elsewhere which holds the presences
That have left your life.

May you be generous in your embrace of loss.
May the sore of your grief turn into a well
Of seamless presence.

May your compassion reach out to the ones
We never hear from and may you have
The courage to speak out for the excluded ones.

May you become the gracious
And passionate subject of your own life.
May you not disrespect your mystery
Through brittle words or false belonging.

May you be embraced by God in whom
Dawn and twilight are one and may
Your longing inhabit its deepest dreams
Within the shelter of the Great Belonging.

From John O’Donohue’s Eternal Echoes-Exploring our Hunger to Belong

[Bichonluver3]

Love you, Terri. You and sweet Corky are only a heartbeat away in my thoughts.
Carrol

[SasAndYunah]

checking in on you and sending you hugs,

Sas and Yunah :)